The Disabled Man is My Husband

59. Happiness And Regrets

" How dear? What result?" Brayen asked curiously.

" E......" Rea hung up her words.

" Just tell me baby, whatever the outcome I won't be disappointed." Said Brayen as if he knew if his wife was afraid he was disappointed because he had hoped more.

Rea handed the test kit to Brayen. Brayen immediately saw it and the result was.....

Brayen rounded his eyes, reflexes He immediately hugged Rea tightly.

" Happy baby, finally your desire to be a mother is granted, congratulations baby, thank you for wanting to conceive my son." Brayen kissed Rea on the cheek and hugged Rea again.

" Congratulations to you, you will be a father, be a good father to your children." Rea.

Degs.....

Suddenly arrived Brayen's heart as in pierced sembilu. He took off his embrace, his face looked gloomy making Rea frown.

" Why Mas? Are you unhappy with all this?" Rea looked at Brayen.

" I'm happy for Rea but I'm not happy." Brayen sat on the edge of the bed.

" You're not happy? Why?" Tanya Rea sat beside Brayen.

" Hix.... Hicks...." Arriving Brayen sobbed making Rea more confused.

" Why are you?" Ask Rea.

" I don't know why it would be unfair if I happily welcomed our son now Rea, whereas I blatantly rejected my first child... This guilt re-emerged in my heart Rea hiks.... I sinned.. I sinned against my son with Vanka hiks...." Isak Brayen hit his own chest that felt tight.

Rea felt the same way. He felt claustrophobic when he heard Brayen's unhappy speech welcoming the presence of his future son because of the guilt that haunted Brayen so far.

" What do I have to do? How am I supposed to help you get rid of that guilt?" Ask Rea.

" For a month or so you took care of Vanka, you did what the baby wanted, you were always there for her, did it not make your guilt less? Just think of everything you did yesterday as a ransom for your guilt Mas, what is it you can't do?" Rea looked at Brayen.

" Couldn't Rea, I initially refused her presence, then I wanted to reclaim her, and lastly I made her leave her mother... My son left because of my rotten plan... I'm a bad father to my own flesh and blood Rea, I can't be a good father, I'm not a good father..." Brayen continued to blame himself.

" Is this the karma I have to endure all my life? Maybe my son binds this guilt in my blood that keeps flowing in my body Rea, this guilt and regret is like it's ingrained in my pulse, I'm tormented Rea..." Connect Brayen.

" Well, how should you? In what ways can you escape that guilt? Do I have to throw this kid away to be fair to me and Vanka?" Ask Rea.

Brayen stared intently at Rea.

" Never think like that Rea, I will not repeat the same mistake again in my life, you are happy enough to keep your womb, let me bear all the burden of my mistakes, you don't have to do anything." Brayen leaves Rea alone in the room.

Rea stared at Brayen's departure with pushy eyes. There were no tears on her cheeks.

" God heard Mas Brayen saying that being unhappy just makes my heart feel so sick... So ill... What about Vanka who heard Mas Brayen reject his son's candidate? Especially to ask Vanka to digug**** the content feels like what O God? I'm sure it must hurt a thousand times more than what I feel right now, Vanka you are indeed a strong woman and lucky now you have Brother Bryan, the man who always loves you and is willing to do anything for you, may God give happiness to our little family, may Mas Brayen forget his guilt." Monologue Rea wiped her tears.

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The sun was lighting up the tea plantation. Vanka blinked her eyes staring at all corners of her room. He's looking for someone he loves very much, but it looks like Bryan isn't in his room.

This morning the atmosphere was very cold to make pregnant women like Vanka just want to roll in the blanket. Vanka stared at the clock attached to the wall that showed it at seven in the morning.

" Huh want to take a shower but it feels so lazy, so cold crazy." Monologue Vanka sits leaning against the headboard.

Czech....

The door opened and Vanka stared at the direction where Bryan was walking towards.

" Are you awake?" Ask Bryan.

" Where are you from?" Vanka asked back.

" God has just prepared breakfast, now you take a shower first yes, Mas prepare the warm water first." Bryan went into the bathroom to prepare warm water.

" It's a pity, you take a bath after a bath Mas will bribe you." Bryan's words made Vanka smile happily with Bryan's attention all along.

" Yes, yes." Vanka Sahut.

Vanka got out of bed and went to the bathroom. While Bryan tidied the bed of a silent witness of his actions last night.

" Here I want her hair." Bryan's words led Vanka to the dresser.

Bryan turned on the hair dryer, then he opened the towel that Vanka wrapped around his head. Bryan slowly dried Vanka's hair little by little.

" I feel like I'm the queen of Mas who's what you're serving." Vanka looked at Bryan through the mirror.

" Yes you are the queen of the Deck, the queen of my heart." Bryan Sahut.

Blush....

Vanka's cheeks flushed red, his heart felt splashed with ice water. He felt very happy and unceasingly thanked God for creating Bryan for him.

" You are the queen in my heart and you are the angel of my love dear." Bryan put his hand on Vanka's neck.

" You made me want to fly, thank you for making me your queen, angel and wife." Vanka.

" Be my wife until jannah later, and be a good mother to our children later dear, I love you." Said Bryan kissing Vanka's cheek.

" Love you too Mas, don't ever change Mas, stay like this forever, I don't want to lose you, nor do I want to lose your love, stay with me, keep loving me forever." Vanka.

" Of course, baby, now we're down for breakfast, pity his grandpa was hungry, especially last night in the earthquake until morning." Bryan.

" What the hell Mas, your words that make me creep." Vanka.

" Rul'?" Ask Bryan.

" Yes." Yeah." Vanka Sahut.

" It's not that you're even the same cuddle that makes goosebumps, you enjoy it so much baby." Bryan's Seloroh.

" Mad." Oh." Pekik Vanka pouted.

" What's dear?" asked Bryan softly.

" I'm angry." Threat Vanka.

" Eh don't donk... Yes, I'm sorry... Sorry about that." Bryan.

" No way." Ketus Vanka's.

" Yes don't do it donk Dek, sorry Mas ya, later Mas do what you want deh." Persuade Bryan.

" All right?" Vanka.

" Yes, yeah." Bryan Sahut.

" Oh, let's have breakfast now." Take Bryan.

" Snob." Vanka stretched out both hands.

Bryan breathed. He holds Vanka style Brydal style to make Vanka put his hand to Bryan's neck. Slowly Bryan went down one step at a time. Vanka kept staring at the perfect face of her husband.

" Thank you for the happiness you have given me, Rob... I hope this happiness will last until I close my eyes back to you." Inner Vanka.

TBC......

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