The Disabled Man is My Husband

19. About Feelings

" I have to take back Vanka from Bryan, this is a golden opportunity for me, you were created for me Vanka then I will take what should be mine no matter what." Monologue Brayen.

After pondering for a while, Brayen returned to Vanka's room. He walked over to Vanka who was still talking to Mama Kia. Mama Kia tried to remind Vanka a little bit of Bryan but it seems Vanka can not remember it.

" Dear." Calling Brayen made Vanka turn to him.

" Yes, yes." Vanka Sahut.

" What if you come with me? Anyway let me have someone take care there, if there is no you later what do I have to be alone." Brayen. Mama Kia's eyes are breaking, she never thought that her son was this slick. More clever than him exactly.

" What are you Brayen, this Vanka has just undergone surgery, what if there is something there huh? Do you want to be responsible?" Mama Kia asked glared at Brayen.

" Steady Ma as long as there's Mas Bray I won't do anything, Mas Bray will always protect me." Vanka Sahut. Bryan's heart felt in the squeeze. Sick but not bleeding.

" Right said Vanka Ma, Mama is calm I will always take good care of my wife, proof for a year more with me she is fine, never experienced things that make her hurt." Brayen glanced at Bryan.

Bryan clenched tightly his hands hearing Vanka and Brayen's words. He wanted to tell Vanka the truth, but he was afraid that something would not happen to his beloved wife.

" You don't know who Bray Vanka is? Whatever Bray did to you in the past, Mama doesn't agree that you're with Bray." Sturdy Mama Kia.

" Ma consider us honeymooners together."

Jeduarrr

Vanka's speech was like a nuclear bomb blast right at Bryan's heart. A honeymoon? Then they'll do something? No no, this should not happen, Bryan thought.

" Vanka is very risky for your health, the doctor forbids you to travel far dear." Bryan keceplosan.

" dear? Brother Bryan call me darling?" Vanka asked her frown.

" Ah sorry, I mean affection for his brother." Bryan.Vanka sighed.

" Why does it feel like my heart is so warm when I hear that word coming out of your lips, Brother, what is it with my heart? Do I like my husband's twin? Ah no..... This can't happen, I have to be loyal to my husband, don't let this happen." Vanka murmured in his heart.

" I'm not leaving then, I'll stay here waiting and looking after Vanka." Brayen's words made Mama Kia sigh.

Brayen is notoriously stubborn since childhood. He always obeyed his own wishes without accepting input from others. Bener is really a kid. Thought Mama Kia.

" What about that project?" Ask Mama Kia.

" It looks like Mama forgot that I'm a doctor, who's supposed to take care of Bryan's project not me." Brayen.

Mama Kia patted her own eel. Because he was in a hurry he forgot that Brayen was a doctor not a businessman.

" The project is Opa Anton Brayen's project, he wants to build a hospital there, and you will be the Doctor and the owner of the hospital, so you have to monitor it yourself, Opa Anton will accompany you." Said Mama Kia trying to convince Brayen. He hopes Brayen is interested in his offer.

" I'm not interested in it all Ma, I'm more interested in accompanying Vanka here." Brayen is stubborn.

" Bry I need to talk to you both." Brayen out of the room.

Bryan followed where Brayen took him. Both of them walked to the hospital park. They sat on the benches available in the park.

" Tell me what you want to talk about." Bryan's Word.

" I want you to let go of Vanka for me right now." Brayen said without shame or guilt.

" What? You're crazy Bray! I told you I wouldn't take Vanka off for anyone." Jerk Bryan.

" You should know what this incident means Bry, Vanka's mine! That's why he lost his memory and didn't know you." Brayen.

" What?" Ask Bryan.

" Vanka was destined to be my wife, first God called the child who made you responsible for her, and the second when I promised to stay away from her and never bother her again, God made her amnesiac so she forgot about you, from the beginning Vanka was mine Bry, be aware of it." Brayen.

Bryan's heart paled hearing Brayen's words. Is she really not meant to be with Vanka? Or is this just happening for a while? What if Vanka's memory doesn't come back?

" Vanka has temporary amnesia, one day she will remember me and realize my love for her and don't forget that she's going through this because of you, what if after she remembered everything she knew that you were accidentally behind the accident that made her part from me? The husband she loves." Bryan.

" What if his memory doesn't return forever? What are you gonna do? Are you gonna hang up your status? And remember it wasn't me who made Vanka like this, but it was you who couldn't keep her from outside threats, Did something like this ever happen to her when she was still with me?" Brayen looked at Bryan.

" No, right? He's safe under my watch." Connect Brayen.

" What would you do if Vanka's memory didn't come back?" Ask Brayen.

" I'm sure with our love, Vanka will remember everything, give me a month." Bryan Sahut.

" What do you mean by one month?" Ask Brayen.

" If in a month Vanka doesn't remember me, then I'll leave him." Bryan Sahut.

" really? Well, I'll give you a month as you wish, and I can assure you that Vanka will never remember you forever, because his love is really only mine." Brayen said leaving Bryan who was still sculpting there.

" I'm too confident in my love for you, baby..... I beg you to remember me before a month passes, I cannot live without you, I do not want to lose you dear, help Mas to fight for our love, Hiks.... Hix... Oh my God, what am I supposed to do? My heart is really broken, The test of love that you gave me is so hard, I cannot support God.... Should I take Vanka off for Brayen? Then what about me? Or should I force Vanka to remember me? Ah no.... It could be fatal for her health, or is it true Brayen said if Vanka wasn't my match? I must be strong against everything, I must not be weak." Bryan said in his heart.

Bryan wiped his tears. His heart felt so full of all this. He returned to Vanka's room. After Bryan opened the door, he stopped..

Degs.....

His heart ached again like a knife when he saw Vanka kiss Brayen's lips so affectionately. Her tears were back on her cheeks. Bryan shut the door. He sat in the waiting chair leaning his head.

" It hurts so much, baby..... You kissed a man who wasn't your husband in front of me, didn't you realize he wasn't me? Hix.... How should I handle all this? Am I strong enough to endure this pain for just one month?" Bryan lamented his fate.

While in the room, Vanka feels confused about his own feelings after kissing Brayen.

" Why does it feel so empty? My heart feels nothing, not even thumping, what is it with my heart? Why when kissing Mas Bray instead I see the shadow of Brother Bryan's face? Oh my.... What's wrong with me? Who is my real husband? Please give me a hint to answer all these questions in my heart." Vanka said in her heart.

" Vanka why are you?" Ask Brayen.

" Are you sorry you kissed me?" Connect Brayen.

Any more....

The shadow of him kissing a man was recorded clearly in his mind. But who's that guy?

*Love, your lips are so sweet

Thank you for opening your heart to me

I will always love you and love you*

Vanka pulled her hair hoping to reduce the pain inside her head.

" Vanka why are you?" Brayen's question approached Vanka.

" Hix.... It hurts." Vanka said crying.

" Where is it sick? I'll call the doctor." Brayen. Vanka shook her head.

" Hiks..." Isak Vanka's.

Don't shed your tears out of sadness, let out my tears when you're happy

That speech made Vanka's head hurt even more. Who's the guy? Is she Brayen her husband?

Vanka looked into Brayen's eyes looking for shade there, but he didn't get it.

" Tell me who exactly are you? Where's husband?" Ask Vanka.

Hayooo thought Brayen would answer what?

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