The Disabled Man is My Husband

11. Droopy

Vanka blinked her eyes. He spread his eyes all over the room. The white shades that dominate the room make Vanka know that he is currently in the hospital. Vanka turned to the side where Bryan was sleeping while hugging his chest. Remember the incident last night, Vanka touched his stomach, I sayup He heard the words of the nurse in the middle of his consciousness when he arrived at the hospital.

Patient miscarriage Doc

Degs...

Vanka's heart stopped beating. A miscarriage? Is his son gone? Miserably... That's what Vanka feels right now.

" You left Mama before you could see you baby, forgive Mama who can't see you, but Mama sincerely let go dear, peace and quiet there, please, someday Mama will catch up with you." Inner Vanka.

" Hix.... Hicks..." Suddenly Vanka sobbed when he had tried to make everything. But no matter how strong a mother if she saw her child hurt, she would cry too, right? Especially seeing that his son is gone. That's how Vanka feels right now.

Hearing Vanka's sobbing, Bryan blinked his eyes.

" Dear you cry?" Bryan wiped the tears on Vanka's cheek.

Vanka was sad to lose her baby, but she was sadder when Bryan left and didn't believe her. Didn't they promise to trust each other? But why Bryan didn't listen last night. Vanka wanted to say that but he was reluctant to talk to Bryan.

" I'm sorry dear, I'm sorry that I can't take care of you, I'm sorry that I can't control my emotions so we have to lose our child-to-be, if only last night I could control my emotions surely none of this would happen, I'm sorry dear." Bryan hugged Vanka.

" It's all fate, there's no need to regret." Vanka's voice moved from her sleep.

" Where are you going, baby?" Ask Bryan.

" To the bathroom." Sahut Vanka got out of bed slowly.

" Let's help, honey." Bryan.

" I can do it myself." Vanka refused Bryan's ban. Bryan breathed deeply. He knew Vanka was angry with him.

Vanka walked slowly while pushing her infusion pole towards the bathroom. Vanka washed his face and brushed his teeth. Actually He wants to take a bath but He will be in trouble because his hands are still on the infusion. When he finished he came out of the bathroom back to his bed.

" Have a heart dear." Bryan's words helped Vanka get into the patient's bed.

" Hm." Vanka Sahut.

Vanka sat on the bed. Seeing Vanka's hair being broken and a little messy, Bryan immediately picked up a comb and a hair tie.

" Our hair is fine." Bryan. Vanka just quietly let Bryan comb and tie his hair.

" It's done, well if the gini is neat, so it looks beautiful." Bryan smiled sweetly.

" Sit while on the back, let's make it good." Bryan held a pillow behind Vanka's back.

Vanka sat on a pile of pillows. Bryan sat on the side of the bed.

" What do you want to eat?" Bryan looked at Vanka. Vanka shook her head.

Bryan clasped Vanka's hand and kissed her.

" Are you angry with me?" Ask Bryan. Vanka shook her head.

" I'm sorry dear because Mas does not want to hear your explanation, Mas is very sorry, Mas also feel sad about this incident dear, but please smile, Mas, if you are angry with Mas you can slap Mas, jam Mas hair, or hit Mas as you like, Mas is ready to accept it but do not silence Mas like this, do not be cold with Mas dear, Mas dear, I can't accept your cold treatment." Said Bryan softly while stroking Vanka's cheek.

Vanka rubbed his tears.

" Yesterday, Mas was very busy with office work, all the reports were audited financial management wrong, and it made Mas very dizzy because Mas had to work hard to complete the report itself, and it was very difficult, the report should be reported this morning to the company officials, Mas overtime until night, Mas tired dear, when up to the house Mas want to hug you to relieve fatigue in Mas, Mas, but what did you see? It is precisely the scene that makes the emotions Mas peaked, Mas left not because Mas hated you but Mas left because Mas was afraid to vent emotions Mas to you, Mas did not want to hurt you, dear, Mas did not want to hurt you, Mas did not think that the attitude of Mas last night even brought disaster for us, once again sorry Mas dear, Mas also felt very sad to lose our future child, and even lost our future child, Love him as much as I love myself, believe me, baby." Bryan still holds Vanka's hand.

Vanka looked at Bryan with a sad look. Bryan threw his sweet smile making Vanka's heart warm.

Vanka thinks it's pointless to hold onto Bryan's anger or resentment. Especially blaming each other. She also felt guilty for not being able to recognize her own husband until the incident happened.

" Would you forgive me?" Ask Bryan.

Vanka nodded her head. Bryan stood on the edge of the bed facing Vanka.

" Want to hug Mas?" Bryan asked, stretching his hands towards Vanka.

Grep...

Vanka went into Bryan's arms.

" Don't be sad anymore, we leave all this to God, because behind the disaster must be tucked away in wisdom." Bryan rubbed Vanka's back.

" I love you." Lirih Bryan kisses Vanka's head.

Chequek.....

" Duh who was still morning was friendly, until he did not hear Mama open the door." Mama Kia approached them.

The two of them took off their arms and stared at Mama Kia. Not just Mama Kia but Papa Indra as well.

" Mommy is sorry for this incident baby, be steadfast and sincere, because sincerely you can live it easily." Mama Kia hugged Vanka.

" Yes Ma." Vanka Sahut.

Mama Kia took off her embrace. He cupped Vanka's face with both hands.

" Mommy can feel the sadness you feel right now, because Mama has experienced it, but Mama hopes you do not get dissolved in this sadness, go on with your life and I'm sure someday you'll get your hands on it, and rest assured that what God is giving you right now is best for you." Mama Kia.

" Yes Ma, I've given it to you, thank you for the support you gave me." Vanka Sahut.

" I'm sorry Mama didn't know about last night's incident, Mama had a good night's sleep at that hour." Mama Kia.

" No pa pa Ma, it's not all Mama's fault." Vanka Sahut.

" You're a tough girl Vanka." Mama Kia.

" When can you come home?" Ask Papa Indra.

" Waiting for Doctor visit first Pa, whether Vanka still has to be treated or not." Bryan Sahut.

Because Vanka doesn't know what. After undergoing curettage, Vanka slept until the morning.

" May you recover dear, after forty days you will marry again." Mama Kia.

Vanka looked at Bryan and vice versa. Bryan nodded his head with a smile.

" Yes Ma." Vanka Sahut.

" Have you eaten?" Ask Mama Kia. Vanka shook her head.

" The hospital ration has not yet arrived Ma, maybe soon." Bryan Sahut.

" Want to eat something? Let Mama buy it." Mama Kia.

" No Ma, thank you." Vanka Sahut.

" Alright if you don't want to, but you have to keep eating yes, don't let your stomach empty, it will make you sick especially when you are in recovery." Mama Kia.

" Yes Ma." Vanka Sahut.

" Who's wife is really upset." Bryan.

" Your wife donk." Mama Kia's.

" Yes Papa's been saying yes, we have business." Papa Indra's.

" Yes Pa, take heart." Bryan Sahut.

Papa Indra and Mama Kia came out of Vanka's room leaving the hospital.

In the room both of them seemed to be silent with their own minds. Until someone entered the room they made the two turn their heads towards the door.

" you... Why are you here?"

Who tried to come???

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