The Chased Heaven

I Want Selfish

Joseph and Zulfa entered their home, after five days in the hospital now Zulfa's condition has been fully recovered. They were grateful when Zulfa crash nobody broke a single one. For five days in the hospital, Joseph accompanied his wife to recovery and postponed her work.

"Fa sit down first don't move much".

"Mas, the doctor said Zulfa was well. So Joseph don't worry about being rich".

Joseph pinched Zulfa's nose in agitation "Don't break the word husband"

"Yes, Zulfa, I'm sorry hehe".

"What do you want, let me get you".

Zulfa's arm made Joseph ask again and his wife needed nothing. She patted the sofa next to her so that her husband would sit down "Mas I want to hear your explanation".

"Fa you're cured".

"Mas please" asked Zulfa with a clear face that made Joseph unable to refuse his wife's request.

Joseph sighed and sat down beside his wife, facing the owner of the beautiful brown eyes, "Would you like me to explain which one?".

"Everything".

"Well, but promise you don't get hurt".

Zulfa nodded a few times then raised his little finger.

"His name is Salsa, he's 2 years younger than me. He was born into a rich family, Salsa's father and my brother were best friends, they promised to marry their son".

Joseph hesitated and was afraid to continue his story when Zulfa simply kept silent without showing any expression "When I chose you as my wife they both canceled their promises but when Salsa's parents died in a plane crash I inevitably had to keep the promises my brother made".

"When did you get married?, did two weeks of Joseph busy preparing for the wedding".

Yusuf nodded in fear while Zulfa he laughed holding back his tears that fell "Why not tell Zulfa the same story?"

"I'm afraid you're going to leave me".

Zulfa shook his head "When I graduated to Yusuf, why didn't I come?".

"If it were, I'd actually come but be prevented by your parents. They found out about my sir's marriage and asked me to divorce you, I didn't accept it at the time. I whistled loudly to defend you despite being slapped and beaten by your body so many times".

His wife cried and made Joseph feel guilty. "I'm sorry, I thought I'd be strong to hear this fact but I was wrong. I even cry rich little boy".

"No Fa, don't cry yes this is all my fault" he said and wiped away Zulfa's tears.

"Mas, have you touched him?".

"No, I'll wait for your permission to touch it".

"Don't touch him" Zulfa pinta and made Joseph nod.

"I want to be a little selfish for a while, I want to strengthen myself to accept the reality that made me shocked".

"I get it, a little selfish is okay".

Zulfa wiped her tears and smiled at her husband "What is he doing?".

"He now lives in the same abi umi house, I've permission Salsa will be here a few weeks".

"Your mother must be fair to all your wives".

"Yes I'll be fair, but." he stopped and hugged the spoiled Zulfa, leaning his head on his wife's shoulder. "But the woman I love the most is you Fa, until anytime".

"I hope so mas" Zulfa hoped and returned her husband's embrace.

"Pha"

"Yes mas".

"Say you're healthy, so we can't do that. I'm kangen".

"Lakuin what is mas, Yusuf what do you mean?"

I want to have you alone, but God does not allow my selfishness, Zulfa's inner self.

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"You play the game mas, is not tired of the night as well" said Zulfa out of the bathroom.

"No, I played that game to get rid of stress and channel hobbies".

"I didn't expect you to like playing gini-rich games" Zulfa said, drawing closer to her husband.

He saw Joseph covering his body with a blanket, seen if he was cold after bathing. Zulfa, who had been neglected by her husband, approached Joseph and tried to get into his arms.

Zulfa smiled as she was hugged by Joseph while her husband was still focused on television or rather the game.

"Mas, I'm jealous".

"Jealous of who?".

"Your game is cooking with your mother".

Yusuf sighed and put his chin on Zulfa's hair that was still wet"Just a jealous game".

"Well, look at you now again face-to-face with television, continue if he lives uhh. must have been flickering flirtatious".

"Yeahh lost" cried Joseph who made Zulfa shocked.

"Astagfirullah mas, you startled me".

Joseph kissed Zulfa's cheeks and then hugged his wife and resumed playing the game. Zulfa quietly returned with an annoyed face he stared fiercely at the television hinting that he was going to kill the tv.

If the tv was alive he must be confused and think, what's wrong. A cute couple that makes everyone feel envious, they always show laughter and smiles that make people think if their household is the most perfect but in fact, they are, all of this is based on the fact that it is not true.

"You used to be naughty, huh?".

"Kok know the hell baby, if I used to be naughty?".

"Yes from your attitude to play games, you were going to say forbidden words lo, I don't want my child to drop from you".

"Hahaha, even I like if my child is naughty when young rather than old, it means he is looking for himself again".

Zulfa pinched Yusuf's hand slowly "Don't tell me you used to be such a fighting hobby, after your same marriage I saw scars on some parts of your body".

"Listen to the Fa, I am not a good man like the Prophet. Surely I have an ugly nature that most people rarely know but I try to be kind to glorify my wife and take care of her. Honestly, I used to be a big hobby bawur especially I used to enter smk uhh. My silat soul was called at that time".

Whether Zulfa was proud or ashamed she was confused at this time, her husband told her proudly in the past during the bawuran time.

"I want our son to come in smk"

"No!" zulfa replied not to accept.

"Shocked at me, why the hell suddenly shouted"

"Masa mas have the heck put our child there, continue if she is a woman how?. I don't want my son to be a tomboy".

"If women are put into the cottage, if new men to smk".

Huh.. Zulfa let out a tired sigh she was so tired of arguing with her husband. She then grabbed the blanket used to cover her husband's body and lay down beside Joseph.

"I'm so glad I'm cold"

"I'm going to sleep, sleepy".

Joseph only understood his wife's behavior, he realized that Zulfa was young and still had a childish nature. Joseph then took the pillow in the closet and piled into one for him to lean on and put his body into the blanket to eliminate the cold.

Zulfa hugged her husband from the side and put her feet on Joseph's feet, who was still playing with her game.

How dare you grab my husband's attention, just look at you later television and play station, inner Zulfa threatened.