
Tama had just gotten out of her car, with wide strides she got into the house. Today he could not concentrate at all on his work. Fortunately, he was able to complete his operation well.
Tama accidentally does not activate his phone at all, he wants to win himself first.
Living room lights are still on, meaning the occupants of the house have not slept. Slowly, Tama opened the door of her house. He was silent when he saw a woman he loved sleeping, curled up on the sofa.
Tama wastes her rough breathing, with Tama's slow steps approaching the sofa where her wife is asleep. He sat on his knees, aligning himself with his wife.
His big fingers fluttered the hair that covered the beautiful face of his wife. Such a peaceful face, Tama smiled but soon after the look of her face turned sad.
"What should I do, why are you hiding it. I wouldn't be angry if you said that to me" Tama said to Siska who couldn't possibly listen to her.
Tama stood up, then bent down to lift the little body of the wife in her arms. There was no meaningful movement from his wife, it seemed Siska was really asleep. With a definite step Tama took his wife walking to their quarrel.
Tama opened the door of the room with her feet, fortunately the door of the room was not closed properly. Maybe Siska was too hasty when she came out so closed it with origin. Tama went in and laid down his wife's body slowly.
After covering Siska's body with a blanket, Tama immediately cleansed herself. Siska squirms infiltrating into the warm blanket that covers her body. The blanket! Siska opened her eyes wide. He knew he was in the room, but who had brought him in. Is he sleepwalking?
The bathroom door opened, Tama came out wearing only a towel wrapped around her waist. Siska immediately got up and splashed into her husband's arms.
"Mas" said Siska, rubbing her face against Tama's wet chest.
Siska hugged her husband's body tightly. However, Tama's hands did not welcome the wife's embrace. The astonished Siska broke their embrace. She looked at her husband who was staring at her flatly, not the usual warm gaze.
"Mas why? is mas sick? why - why
Siska did not continue her words seeing Tama's unusual eyes glare at him.
Tama walked past Siska just like that to where their clothes were stored. After finishing Tama also approached the wife who was waiting for him. He sat on the edge of the bed with empty eyes that kept staring ahead.
"Sis," Tama called Nyang's wife not to look at him. Siska looked over, her eyes already glazed over.
Tama could not bear to look at his wife, but he also needed an explanation of everything. He clasped Siska's hand with one hand.
"Mas, would you like to explain this." Tama placed the empty medicinal marks on his lap.
Siska's eyes widened, her tears instantly falling down just like that. Afraid, she was very surprised and looked at her husband with an indecipherable look.
"Sorry," out of the many words of regret that were rippled in his brain, only that one word escaped out of his trembling mouth.
"Since when?"
"Since we've been living in a rented house, and sleeping together." Siska looked down, she could not look at the face of her husband who looked very disappointed.
"Why Sis? Don't you love me? why, you don't want to have a child from me?" Tama rubbed her hair rough. Finally, he put out everything that had stuck in his heart since this morning.
Siska was silent with tears flowing more and more. How could Tama say such a thing. Siska loves her, loves her husband very much. Only Tama, the man who made Siska open her heart again. Therefore he does not want to lose it, he does not want to be abandoned a second time.
"Why silence? Answer my question!" Tama stood in front of Siska, bent down and gripped the woman's shoulder firmly.
Siska bit her lower lip, holding herself back from sobbing. His shoulder hurt, but not a word came out of his mouth.
"Silent you won't answer my question. Do you think this marriage is just a game, we're even officially married. But why are you doing this. Do you really not want to give birth to my offspring?!"
"Enough mas! don't keep cornering me. I have a reason for that!" Siska raised her tear-filled face.
His brown eyes met with Tama's black bead that looked at him furiously.
"I'm waiting for your excuse."
"I'm.I'm afraid, I'm afraid Tama will leave me if I get pregnant." Siska lowered her face again, her body trembling even more.
"Explain sis, I don't understand what you're saying" Tama said in a condescending tone, releasing her hand from her shoulder.
Siska rubbed her wet cheeks. He took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. Siska touched her chest with both hands, trying to catch her breath. Tama sat down next to her, patiently waiting for her tiny lips to start talking.
"When Siska was pregnant with Naoki, Siska's body turned sour, pale, thin, unkempt. I have severe morning sickness. Until I had to be infused several times to the hospital, because not a single meal could enter. Everything will come back outside once I eat it."
"Badan Siska stinks of vomit, Siska is like an undead with a distended stomach. I lay weak and could do nothing, and that was when Siska's old husband came home with a woman. He said he didn't need a woman like Siska, he didn't need an ugly woman who could only trouble me. That night he died Siska and Naoki who were still in the womb." Siska's body trembled, her tears shed again, remembering her heartbreak at that time.
Tama snorted, then grabbed Siska's shoulder and leaned the wife's head against her chest.
"You liken me, to that jerk who left you behind," Tama said in an upset voice.
"It's not like that, Siska was afraid. If Siska gets pregnant and is like that again.mas Tama will leave Siska, I'm afraid mas." Siska clenched her husband's body tightly.
Tama lowered her head, with one hand Tama flanked his wife's little chin and pointed it upwards.
"I will never leave you, no matter what. Until death do us part, I will always be by your side. Because I'm yours and always will be."
Siska looked at her husband meaningfully. Tama also devoured the face of the wife lovingly, he really could not imagine how the pain passed by his wife. He promised to make Siska the happiest woman.
"Mas, sorry Siska."
"No, baby, I'm sorry. You've hurt you. Sorry, yes," said Tama sincerely, he really felt guilty.
"If you still don't want to get pregnant, I'm okay, as comfortable as you are. After all, I am still young, still strong to play ball every mallem with you. So we can get pregnant when we're ready, ok." Tama put his lips on the forehead and the wife's two cheeks.
"What the hell mas, kok maen ball!"
"You're the goal, I'm the one who entered the long ball."
Tama pretended to grimace in pain as Siska pinched her stomach affectionately.
"Rasain, you pervert!"
"Mesum is the same as you, my dear wife."
"Gombal."
"Belgroff."
The two were laughing together. Tama looked at the face of the wife who felt loose. It sounded sweet in Tama's ears.
Keep going like this baby, don't shed your tears again. I'll take care of you, as long as my breath is still blowing.
Tama held Siska tightly in her arms.
"Mas why?" ask Siska gently.
"Mas wants to play ball."
"Eh, now?"
"He'em, the ball is already missing to enter the goal."
Without waiting for a reply from his wife. Tama immediately pushed his wife's body, then wrapped it under.
The night was getting late with the piercing cold. But on the battle bed, the night wind was meaningless. Ball players are so fierce, tasting and biting each other. Golden and pounding also coloring the game tonight.