
At about 4pm, my mother visited my room. Make sure everything goes as he expects. Already this morning mba rina warned me to stop crying. Mami does not like to see her children's eyes swollen, said mba rina. I don't want to sell my body to any man. But I had no other choice, a stack of invoices for clothes and other necessities and fines for canceling the contract I had to pay before I left here. So inevitably I have to stay here for 2 years. At least until all my debt is paid off and I have more money to survive later after I get out of this place. When my mom came to my place this time she didn't talk much. Mami only occasionally corrected the stylus who was dressing me up, then went back away.
At about 7:45 p.m., I was done dressing up. I saw my reflection in front of the mirror. I look so perfect. My makeup and hair look so good. Today mba Rina told me to wear a long-sleeved shirt in a pair with a short skirt.
"Mba I'm ashamed to wear this shirt" I said as I tugged my skirt down.
"Start getting used to Queenza, tomorrow-tga you will not be embarrassed again naked in front of us. hahahah" mba rina laughed.
"But mba..."
"Queenza, do I have to read the contract again?" rina said this time her eyes glared at me. "Lo did not forget that Mami Farida had already paid all your family debt in the village 3 days ago? Before you even start work"
"Yes mba" I said bowed. There may be no choice but to follow every edict from Mami Farida. I know very well, if I try to escape from this place my family will bear all my faults. It could even be my sister Silvana who is still in the 1st grade of High School who must replace me to be here.
"Just in a moment Mr. Gunawan is coming, you're ready, right? Serve him well. Make him happy in bed. Whatever way. That way, you won't stay here much longer"
"meaning?"
"If you can make Pak Gunawan happy, you will be able to get extra money from him" Mba Rina was silent for a moment. "Ouh yeah, gunawan sir is very fond of plain women like you. Who doesn't know anything about how to fuck. So later you just follow the flow yes" Mba Rina began to tidy up the clothes I wear. Make sure nothing is wrong or even less. "Gue unplug first huh" mba rina left me.
My heart started to thump. Thinking about what will happen to me. Body shaking. I tried so many times to control my body, but I couldn't. The door beats from outside the room. With a sense of uncertainty, I opened the door. Mami was standing in the doorway with a middle-aged man whom I did not know before.
"Queenza, this is Gunawan. Treat him as best you can. Don't disappoint him" Without waiting for my answer, my mother closed the door again.
"remarkable. You are very beautiful, dear" said Gunawan. He started touching my body. My blood rippled faster than usual making my body feel hot.
"Ehem.., Oom want to drink first maybe?" many doubt. Afraid that I'd make a mistake.
"No need to bother. Here accompany oom just sit" replied gunawan. His hand slapped the sofa next to him that was still empty. I slowly followed his orders. Doubtful. My body started shaking. Gunawan caught the inconvenience I was showing. She smiled sweetly at me. "Your mother did know the most I like. hahahah" her laughter blared in the room. Gunawan and I started talking to melt the atmosphere. Rak rarely Pak Gunawan throwing naughty jokes make my face red blushing. Actually I was very uncomfortable alone in a closed room with a man. But I need to be able to control myself, I don't want the threat of mami farida last night to come true.
My conversation with Gunawan ended in bed. Tears began to fall from my cheeks when I realized that I was no longer a virgin. My first crown I've given to a man I just met. Or maybe it's been taken away from me. There was a pain that slipped between my thighs, but the pain was nothing compared to the pain I felt right in my chest.
By gathering the remaining energy I tried to get up, blood spots and a mixture of white viscous liquid littered the white sheets that had wrapped my bed neatly. Now everything has been tangled, like how I look tonight. I drowned my body in the bathtub. There was a phone ringing in my room, but I ignored it. Shortly after the ringing stopped, someone knocked on my door. With a step I opened the door.
"Thank God you're okay" said mba rina as she walked into my room. "Don't take a long shower.later you feel sore"
"at least weekly you know kayak gini"
"So next thing won't hurt anymore?"
"Even get hooked later you. hahahah"
"Ihhh gini pain where may be addictive"
"Eatya pasrahin lo. Don't be resistant. Release everything. Bebasins. Good to know gini work. What else is beautiful like lo. I've got a delicious napet, the work is just bobo doank, the money is big again. hahah"
"Keep why don't you work like me?"
"Haha. If anyone asks in the same meeting mba, mba anyway want aja. rather than having the same girlfriend mba so he does not dapet money"
"Yes try mba"
"Ahhh already expired if mba. Haha. I already have a shirt there. Do you want to receive more guests not this malem? or just take a break?"
"It hurts mba, but I want to pay off my debt to my mommy"
"So?"
"continue with mba"
"okay, later after the guest out mba here again ya. don't need in the key. let you not have to bother opening me the door." mba Rina came out of my room after she chose clothes for me. polished my face a little to tidy up my previous makeup.
My second guest came in. This time I made sure he was older than Mr. Gunawan. Her hair began to change color. His body was crazy, without warning he immediately pounced on me. Started executing myself. The pain that has not completely disappeared, the more felt when the strange object forced in.
"You're a virgin, aren't you?" he said on the sidelines of his breath. I didn't answer the question. "It's very lucky for me tonight. Later I will give more money to you, baby" he continued.
Sure enough when the man completed his mission. One 50-thousand dollars change hands with me. 5 million just for a job like this? this easy?