The Beloved Woman of the President

Tortured Longs

It hasn't been a week since Lu was brought home by his family. And from that moment on, Briana's days felt so lonely. Although her heart kept on urging her to contact Erzan to inquire about Lu, it was still not done by Briana. The reason is simple, Briana does not want her heart torn and bleeding. So he chose to miss sometimes almost crazy. Fortunately there is still Julia who often provide comfort although sometimes the entertainment makes the blood pressure Briana rose as high as possible. You must know what kind of behavior of women who are erotic crazy? 😝

And this morning as usual Briana left for the cafe on foot. After she and Julia got intoxicated last night, Briana felt the need to exercise a little so that her brain could think clearly. While kicking a small pebble he met on the street, Briana's mind again recalled her memories with Lu. He then smiled as he recalled Lu's appearance when he first came to the cafe. Wearing her sports pants and also with a hanging shirt, makes Lu look like an Indian dancer. But lucky Lu because he has a very amazingly handsome face. So people did not focus too much on her strange appearance. Imagining this incident made Briana long ago unable to hold her laughter. Funnily enough, he stopped walking and held on to the tree trunk next to him.

“Hahahahha!” Briana laughed loudly. He really did not care about the astonished gazes of the people who were going back and forth on the streets. Bodo time. Briana was too happy until she did not realize that she was laughing with tears in her eyes. “Hahaha. Hiksss,” ….

Lie that Briana doesn't miss that idiot guy. He misses her very much. But whatever the power, Briana is nobody. He did not have the courage to step forward to fight for his feelings. The difference between him and Lu was too high, and Briana was well aware that she would never be able to break down the differences between them. Let him cry like a madman. That way at least the longing that Briana felt could be channeled.

“Nona, why are you crying? Is there anything that makes you feel uncomfortable?” asked a middle-aged woman while looking heartlessly at a girl who was crying while holding on to a tree trunk.

Briana. Unknowingly he nodded his head. While crying as she pleased, Briana then asked the woman. “Hiksss, Mistress. Wh-why does my chest hurt so much when I recall the memories of a man who had managed to intrude on my heart? And-and so .. and also why is this feeling of longing so torturous? What do I have to do so that this pain can leave my life immediately? What?”

After asking like that Briana squatted down while covering her face. I don't know, for the first time Briana wished there was someone willing to pity her. His heart really hurts now. He needs someone else to lean on.

“Nona, did you and your boyfriend just split up?” ask the woman while crouching. He then rubbed Briana's hair softly which was crying. “If that's true, call your lover. Solve unresolved feelings in your life. Broken heart is not a big problem so it can take away your happiness. If you feel like your heart hurts every time you remember a memory with your girlfriend, then don't hesitate to say that you miss her. Love is not a sin, but love is a gift we must strive for. As long as the marriage hasn't happened, you have the right to fight for that feeling. So don't be sad, huh? Now remove your tears and then call your beloved. Tell him you still love him!”

“T-but Mistress, the difference between us is too high. She's a rich kid, and I'm just a normal girl with nothing. I cried not because our relationship ended, but I cried because I was struggling so that my feelings would not develop too far. I realized who I was, but I was tormented by this feeling. I'm confused,” says Briana. “Among us have not established any relationship, Madam. That's why I can't do much and can only cry like this when I miss him. I could have called him, but I was afraid my heart would get hurt. How should I, Madam?”

“God created humans to pair with each other. Whether it is the rich and the poor, whose name is love is still love. You're so beautiful and independent, what do you need to doubt about yourself, hem? In the world, treasures can be a barrier. But know one thing, Miss. In the eyes of God, all men are the same. So I don't think there's any reason for you to feel different just because you're not rich,” said the woman gave her advice so wisely. After that, she pulled Briana's face to face him. With a warm smile, the woman again gave advice and also encouragement. “If you feel so tormented by that longing, then listen to your heart. If your heart says go forward, then do all the things that can unite you with that man. But if your heart asks that you let it go, my advice go to the sea and then shout as loud as you can there. That way all the turmoil that you feel can immediately subside. Don't sad. Your beauty will be lost if you get hurt just because of caste differences. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. You know that, don't you?”

Like a cold wind coming up to Briana's heart as soon as she heard the advice of the woman she did not know. Maybe this is what Lu meant if sometimes humans need others to understand us. What is happening now is one example. For the first time Briana has no qualms about showing her fragile side in front of anyone other than Julia. And he didn't even think twice when he wanted to convey his heartbreak. Miraculous indeed. It turns out that love is able to make someone break the boundaries that he has made himself. Amazingly.

“Mistress, thank you very much for your suggestion. Later after I feel calm I will think about whether I should contact the man or not,” Briana said sincerely thank you. He then smiled as the woman nodded her head.

“Sama-sama, Miss. As a fellow woman I clearly understand how you feel right now. Be excited. Don't hesitate to fight for your love because love is happiness. Think of the differences between you as the first test of God. Okay?”

Briana's words are paused. He suddenly hesitated about his own intentions. At that time Briana confidently told Julia that she would not let her feelings develop too far for Lu. If now he changes his decision will not Julia later call him a planless friend? However if these feelings were not immediately channeled to Lu, Briana would obviously suffer. Thinking about this made Briana a dilemma of the heart. Which decision should he choose? So confusing.

“Nona, didn't I just say to follow your heart's voice to make a decision? Listen carefully. Only then do you decide whether you will continue your feelings or you should stop until here. Don't listen to anyone, including me. Because the one who knows your happiness is yourself. You're the only one who understands what your heart wants!” said the woman responded to Briana's confusion.

“Should I contact him first?” briana asked doubtfully.

“If you think it can make the heart feel calm then just do it. And if that guy has the same feelings as you, I'm sure he'll be very happy when you call him. But if later his attitude sounds indifferent, maybe it's time for your heart to say no.” replied the woman.

Briana was silent for a moment. He pondered the answer of this woman. Briana was silent for a long time until she finally made a decision.

“Mistress, once again thank you very much for your suggestion. Whatever the risk, I will definitely contact Lu. I will tell Lu that I miss him a lot,” said Briana who suddenly became the spirit of four and five. His young soul blazed with great force. Haha.

“Oh, so his name is Lu?” ledek the woman while making a smile. “It looks like Lu is a very handsome man. Am I right?”

“Iya, Mistress. You are very handsome,” Briana replied shyly. A red glow instantly appeared adorning her face as Briana acknowledged Lu's good looks.

“Hmmm, you deserve to cry like that. Just know which one you are good stuff. Basic,”

“Hehehe,” Briana chuckles. He then looked down to look at the clock. Briana was shocked at once. “Yes, Mistress. I'm late for my work. I'll pay you a favor first, huh?”

Hurriedly Briana stood up then helped the woman stand up as well. After that Briana immediately ran away from there while shouting to say thank you to the woman who was smiling while waving her hand. Finally Briana found a way to save herself from the longing that made her languish for days. Yeiyyyy!

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