
While at the restaurant, Nara remained seated quietly waiting for Ferry to arrive after contacting her. He does what Anya says. Honest .. yes he will be honest with Ferry.
After fifteen minutes of waiting, Ferry arrived in a hurry. The man sat down immediately. Nara who saw him was a little sad. Ferry's face that he praised handsome last night is now there is a bluish trail. It was all because of Dafan. However, there was something different besides a blue face. Flowers .. yes, Ferry brought a bouquet of flowers for her.
"Sorry for long. It was out of the workshop" said Fery then handed over the luggage to Nara. "Make you," he continued, smiling sincerely.
"Make me?" reset Nara. Although Canggung, he also welcomed the gift, smelled the fragrant aroma of flowers and then returned to see Ferry. Although there were some bruises, Ferry's good looks could not be doubted.
"Kok from the workshop? You're in an accident?" continued Nara, astonishment.
"Yes, last night my car was hit from behind."
Nara's eyes are round. "Seriously? But you're okay, aren't you?" tanya Nara while looking at Ferry's body.
Ferry agreed, now he is scanning Nara's appearance carefully. "If you are, are you all right? You didn't get hit by Dafan, did you?"
Nara shook her head. "No. Quite the opposite."
"meaning?" Linked Ferry Eyebrow.
"Come, Fer. Actually the reason I invited you to meet to discuss your question last night."
Ferry's expression turned serious, he hoped, hoping that his feelings would be welcomed by Nara, but he also had no intention of forcing her.
"I'm sure Fer's choice and sorry, I think our relationship is quite a friend. I still love Dafan. We'll be engaged next week."
"What?!" Ferry's voice was so loud. He really didn't expect Nara to say that. A fiancee? Huh! I want it to hit people.
Still with a confused face, Ferry again said, "You're serious? Why suddenly?" Ferry scanned Nara's expression. Bad thoughts are also lodged in the head. "You are not ...."
"Of course it's not that" concluded Nara quickly. Fizzy cheeks. He knows what Ferry thought.
"Then? Why all of a sudden, Ra? Did he fuck you?" cecar Ferry who still do not accept.
"Because of our parents who wanted that. It's not sudden, Fer. You know that I love him very much" explained Nara.
Ferry snorted, he still couldn't take it. "But he hurt you, Ra!"
"But feelings can't be lied to, Fer. Cannot be manipulated. I tried my best to forget him. But I failed."
Ferry also nodded. "Then me?"
"What about me? Have I never considered anything once?" continue Ferry
Nara. He was fascinated with Ferry, but just admired his kindness and good looks. As for Dafan, the man confiscated everything.
Replying to Ferry's gaze, Nara said, "I want us to stay calm. Can, right?"
"But, Ra. I love you so much. Don't you want to think again?" iba Ferry's. Seemed pleading.
"Sorry, I can't give you false hope either. Find another woman. I'm sure many will be with you."
"But I want you."
"Fer, please .. don't make things harder for me. You think I'm happy like this? I'm not good either, Fer. You're very kind, but my heart can't be forced."
"You're the new fiance, right? Okay, no problem. During this fiancee's time, I'll try to change your stance. Let me make proof of my feelings" pinta Ferry, kekeh.
Nara shakes. "Sorry, Fer. I really forbid you to do that. Waiting for something uncertain is not good. I don't want you to follow in my footsteps. If you can go, go. Why wait for something you can't possibly get."
"But Ra—"
Ferry's words paused, Nara warmly clasped her hand. "I want us to stay calm. You are the best temen. You're just as Anya it's still number one. And I hope this stays until we're old."
"Are you sure ..he is ...."
Again, the words of Ferry paused because he saw the smile of Nara is so beautiful.
"I made a decision. I will hold on to Dafan. Even if it's hard to be her fiance, I'll just stick around and keep loving her. Many will say that I am a stupid woman. But I can't be a hypocrite. The more I rebuffed, the stronger the feeling was for Dafan. I'm almost crazy, Fer. I almost went crazy just because of the feeling. Want this obsession or real love, want the effect is bad or beautiful. I'll hold on."
Ferry who arrived a few minutes ago by gathering courage and had a million hopes instantly melted down for a moment. His back is sluggish. He looked at Nara's face which also looked completely wrong.
"Sorry, Fer. I said goodbye" Nara said, then stood up. The bouquet of flowers that Ferry gave her a close hug. "This flower I accept. Drop me take it home, but sorry ..your feelings should I refuse. This flower I consider as a friendship flower."
Ferry was also disturbed. Years of harboring feelings but eventually returning again to zero. One that Ferry regretted, why didn't he express his feelings earlier? If he did that, Nara might have been his and could have forgotten about Dafan.
Smiling bitterly, Ferry saw Nara's back slowly disappearing from view. "I'm just praying, Ra. I will continue to pray, may you not be the same Dafan. I hope you realize there's me more pantes in you. Here I'll wait. Even if you're nagging, I'll wait."
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