
"Fia, please forgive me."
In her arms, Fia nodded. He was shocked to the point that the key in his hand had come off. He pushed the body that hugged him and found the tangled face of a very familiar person staring softly.
"P-pak Dafin?" Fia. The pupils of the eyes enlarge with a faster than usual heartbeat. "Why did you come here? Continues since ka—"
The girl's oral expression paused because Dafin re-embarked. Very tight hug, even just breathing Fia had to try hard. He looked at Dafin wonder when the embrace was released.
"Yes, it's me. I want to apologize about this morning."
Fifteen hours earlier.
"I said, go!" The voice of Dafin was so resounding. His ears were even fixed to the door with eyes full of hatred. Never once had Fia seen such a horrifying look before.
Sighing softly, Fia left with a broken heart. Being brutally yelled at by Dafin made him understand that the loyalty he had given so far was not at all considered. He tried to give Dafin comfort, putting everything first for the man but remained unappreciated.
Disappointed? Be clear. It is advisable to give milk but in return for tubal water. The pain went to the bone.
Sometimes there are times when fatigue hits the mind, but it is always quick to push away the feeling and rise again because of a promise. He has been determined to provide comfort and convenience for Dafin. He has promised to make Dafin above all else. That is the sound of their employment contract. Loyalty and loyalty.
However, Fia still enjoys. The girl enjoyed her days as a Dafin secretary without a burden. He felt a sense of satisfaction when he saw Dafin's smile, and felt annoyed if what Dafin wanted was not achieved.
But today's incident made Fia aware. His loyalty to Dafin was not appreciated at all. Dafin did not care at all when the mistake made was only one time. Even though he admitted his mistake was fatal. He knew very well that Dafin hated what he called sweet, but was there no chance to explain? He is human and man is the cornerstone of error. Can't Dafin understand? It is not a robot that can always keep anything in its head. Forgetting to be able to snoop at any time.
Fia let out a long sigh as she walked out of the Dafin room. Tears that poured made him realize that this was wrong, after all he did not want to seize the attention of people. He decided to turn to the toilet and finish everything there.
In the toilet, Fia was crying. He shut his mouth with his palm. I really hope no one hears and realizes that they are crying in there.
Previously he had guessed there would definitely be injuries, there would definitely be humiliated feelings when choosing a profession as a secretary. We are required to be able and reliable in all kinds of problems, including disguising emotions and manipulating expressions
"But what to reprimand in such a frontal way? I'm his secretary, I'm always with him, but why is he so angry that I made one mistake? You evil boss!"
Fia continued to curse Dafin. Last night's problems have not been solved now he has to accept other problems. He again sobbed while thinking what action to do. Do you go back and apologize? Or go as Dafin wants?
Not long after the phone is in the grip, it vibrates. Fia saw the boss's number stamped there. Feeling annoyed suddenly so much, he also stared at the nyalang screen.
"Sneaky ground," murmured Fia annoyed. He rejects the call from Dafin, but Dafin again calls. The more arrogant Fia continues to refer every call until he decides to answer. But unfortunately the phone lost power and died completely before saying the word hello.
Fia gave a long sigh. His suffering is complete today.
"What an apes am I today. Why can't I do anything right? Everything was going out of control," he muttered as he fixed his appearance. Swollen eyes and a swollen face he covered with powder. He didn't want anyone to realize he was crying.
"Alright, it looks like I have to go."
***
In the hospital.
The newly arrived Dafan was filling out the attendance list. It was the attention of the nurses who were there. His good looks and compassion make anyone fascinated. Although only seven months as a general practitioner there Dafan has become a idol of women and nicknamed the sweet Coca cola—cowok sakep boy idol— who live IGD.
Not without reason, Dafan has a distinctive smile, high patience in dealing with patients and his expertise in diagnosing diseases is always appropriate. Many patients want to be treated.
"Morning, Doc," said a pretty slim nurse. He handed Dafan a warm cup of coffee.
"For me?" dafan asked and welcomed the coffee.
The nurse nodded then blushed in embarrassment as the coffee she gave was received and replied with a smile. Dafan even took a little sip.
"Thank you, yeah. The coffee is good" continued Dafan which of course makes the heart of the beautiful woman feel like it will fly. So not wanting to waste the opportunity, the girl kept looking at Dafan's back until it was lost in the turn.
"You're too perfect, Doc," he murmured softly.
On the way to the room, Dafan occasionally sipped a coffee gift and kept smiling as someone greeted before the sound of the exclamation from behind was startling. The handsome doctor also turned his body, looking for the direction of the voice and found Edwin— fellow general practitioner— was approaching.
"What's up, Win?" ask Dafan.
Edwin stopped and taught Dafan. They walk in tandem. "Why-why, I just want the name, you have no intention of continuing education? Didn't you ever say that your wish was to become a padiatri expert?"
Dafan. His pace slowed by itself until the astonished Edwin elbow nudged.
"Why? You changed your mind and still want to be a general practitioner?" ask Edwin again. Young doctor his age.
"Of course not. My old ideals were always pediatricians, but ...."
Dafan's verbal hangs until Edwin also smiles ambiguously. "Is it because of women?" ask again.
Looking closely at Edwin, Dafan then sighed. "I can't leave yet."
"Think carefully. There's still a few months left. Make decisions that you will never regret. If you want to stay here longer, no problem. But isn't faster better? Our efforts to hold the title of specialist doctor are still long. Are you sure you want to hang out here?"
Dafan stopped his steps and was pensive to see Edwin's face. While Edwin, keep reviewing the smile and pat his best friend's shoulder. "Think carefully. I'm planning on going back to Harvard in a few months. I wish we could be together."
Edwin has passed. Dafan remained alone who was still silent until the sirens diverted attention. He sprinted towards the IGD and was shocked to find out who was lying in front.
"F-fia," he called. He was in shock for a few seconds before finally checking the vital signs of the girl.
"Dad you know him?" ask a nurse.
"He was in an accident, Doc. The taxi was hit from behind. The driver is fine. But this girl was unconscious from earlier," explained the nurse again.
"Let's do a re-check."
Although his heart was in turmoil, Dafan still did his job well. All the tests he did on Fia. Luckily nothing was wrong and Fia was transferred to the hospital's VVIP inpatient room.
"I'm sure your work must be heavy. You're too stressed. Your stomach acid goes up. Your physique is too weak, so now rest. Forget about work or anything," Dafan said after confirming the infusion. He then kissed the girl's forehead and tidied her hair. "Just calm down, I'll keep this a secret from Dafin. I want you to rest. Forget about work and forget about Dafin. Sleep in calm. I'll keep you here."
Seconds by second passed, Dafan's guarding task was completed. The man kept the promise. He continued to keep Fia who was still sleeping peacefully on the bed. He smiled, only today saw Fia's face from a short distance away.
"You're so pretty. I've always been amazed by you. I never get tired of seeing you. But why can't you give me an answer yet? Has the 6 months not been able to shake your heart? Have we been together for these 6 months not been able to grow the seeds of love in your heart?" Smiling bitterly, Dafan held Fia's hand and kissed her. "But no problem. I will be faithful to wait. For your sake I am willing. You are too valuable to waste. You deserve me to wait and I fight. I hope you welcome my feelings, Fia."
After saying that Dafan saw the movement. Fia looked flushed. She likes to call the girl's name over and over again.
"You're sober?" ask Dafan.
A confused looking Fia tried to sit down. Dafan who understood immediately helped. "You don't move too much first" he said attentively.
"Kok me here? What exactly is going on? Am I ...?"
Fia paused, she tried to remember everything. A few seconds later his eyes were wide. One by one he was missing limbs. The foot that is behind the blanket is not spared from checking. He moved everything and looked at Dafan. "I'm not bad, am I?" tanyanya panic.
"Calm down. You're all right. It was just a little accident, it's just that you seemed exhausted and asleep."
"Really?" tanya Fia tried to convince herself by asking. He was afraid that something big would affect the body. The family depends on him. It has become the backbone of the family. I really can't imagine him being deformed. Fia was horrified to imagine it.
"Yes, you really are okay. You're just tired and I've been giving you vitamins and supplements so you can recover quickly."
Fia let out a sigh of relief, she then glanced at the clock on her wrist. Suddenly he remembered Dafin. Hurry up and he wants to get out of bed. But Dafan's anger this morning led him to step off the ground. His face changed completely, he was gloomy instantly.
"Why you?" ask Dafan, "is anyone sick?" he continued, looking panicked
Fia shakes. "Can I go home now? I'm gonna rest at home."
"certain. Let me drop you off but you wait here for a minute. I'm gonna take care of something in the administration."
Fia nodded and saw that Dafan's back was lost by the door, then laid down again. For some reason the clash of Dafin this morning came back to his ears. The effect is that there is melted water soaking the cheeks.
"Gosh, why am I being such a crybaby, anyway? I'm Fia, tough lady. I'm a taekwondo master."
Fia's chuckling blandly. After that, she wiped away the trace of her tears. Then he sat back down. "Now what should I do? Do I have to give up and go back to Bali to do what Kevin wants? Or survive at all costs? I love this job, but ....
On the way home, Fia kept quiet. While Dafan who was behind the wheel could only glance in silence.
"What are you thinking?" ask Dafan.
Fia who was daydreaming immediately turned her head. ''There's no, Fan. Just think about it again. Why are you so good with me?"
"Didn't you know the answer" Dafan replied without turning his head..
Fia gulped, her eyes she pointed forward. He just remembered that Dafan had a taste for him. It's just that he can't give you certainty. He thinks Dafan is still Dafan. Nothing interested him yet. Dafan is good. But Dafan's kindness couldn't shake anything in his chest. Gives a remarkable effect that people say can make us feel flowery, feel floated and anxious at the same time.
"But I'm just an ordinary girl, I just ...."
Lisan Fia paused when she saw Dafan stop the car. The man next to her opened his seatbelt and stared fixedly. Their eyes looked so deep and intense.
"Are you still in doubt?" ask Dafan.
Swaying, Fia did not know anything, should nod or shake her head. All he did was look Dafan in the eyes and see the seriousness there.
"Let me prove something. Let me find the answer myself."
Fia who did not understand just nodded.
Dafan smiled, slowly he brought his face closer and quickly kissed Fia's lips. The shocked Fia kept her head away. His eyes glared at Dafan
"You ...."
Fia growling. Dafan could have kissed without asking permission. He wanted to hit but Dafan's kindness kept him from doing that.
"Think about how you felt during the kiss. Give me the answer tomorrow afternoon."
Silent. Along the way Fia was silent. There are so many problems in his life. Work problems alone have made it unreasonable and now must be given PR by Dafan. Fia sighed again until they arrived in front of the contract.
"rest. Don't be so stressed. Tomorrow before going to the hospital I will stop by" said Dafan.
Fia was flinching again. Dafan. His smile was so bright.
"Now we better get in. It's almost midnight. Take a warm bath and then rest."
Fia nodded. He got a swab in the head before Dafan finally disappeared from the eyes. He who is still trying to open the door. But unexpectedly a check from behind successfully made the girl spin and ended up landing on a chest that field.
This perfume ... is Mr. Dafin's perfume. Fia monologue. He wanted to thrash but the hug was too strong.
"Fia, please forgive me."