
The next night I called Yuka to tell her a lot about today.
of course the story I told.
I actually feel so guilty about him.
" Yuka, I miss you so much, I told her
" You know I'm here more like you, I'm here by myself, but all I can stand is I want to run away from here Cit.
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I've been through three months without him
There are many things I miss about him.
The scent of his body, his touch and his attention.
Even though my days are filled here by Brother Yudi, I still feel emptiness in my heart
I want to catch Yuka there.
I don't feel my tears dripping because I miss her.
The next day I was doing
my days as usual
brother Yudi who always comes
for just a chat
Rudi is missing
it's something I'm grateful for
these few days hopefully he doesn't cause any problems.
New year's night has arrived,
my friends are ready for their own plans
So did I, after I thought
I'll go with Brother Yudi
and his friends to the Island
it feels so exciting
" sister Yudi is different from Yuka
more fun, I murmured
my friends have all gone
just the rest of me at home
because it was his plan I didn't go out
tonight but I'll leave at dawn
drrr.
my phone is ringing
there's a call coming in from Rudi over there
wow what is this troublemaker
"Hallo Citra, I'm in front
now you come down and come with me
"I don't want to go with you Rudi
I have an appointment with people
"If you don't want to come with me, then,
so I don't hesitate to make a scene there, of course you don't want to right ?
and one more thing you don't have to tell
same with you, because I know
your friends there is none
who likes me.
his words were full of threat and emphasis
How yes, there is no one here
what I should do
I called Yudi's sister but it wasn't lifted
Alright
I tried to get down first and meet him
I have always avoided him
I'm afraid he's reckless and messed up here
I'm afraid mr. Kost knows
later the relationship between me and Yuka
could be broken
that's what I think
" Okay, I'm coming down, yeah, I want to talk to you
then I turned off the phone
I was in a hurry to get dressed
change my nightgown
then I rushed down the stairs
looks like he's across the street
using a motorcycle
He seemed to be smiling at me
but I totally ignored him
" You're ready, right ?
tannya
let's get on quick
" Hmmm sorry Rudi, but I have an appointment with someone else.
" What did you say, then,? you think I'm messing around
haaah said while yelling at me
I smelled alcohol then
from his mouth was very stinging
how can I go with people
drunk like this, I was so scared
then he pulled my hand hard
and forced me to get on his bike
the frightened one can only cry
Then he drove his vehicle
I was so scared, I held on so tight to him
there are so many people on the road
very crowded, very crowded,
I thought I was going to jump
but I'm afraid, if I jump
maybe I'll get hurt
I don't bring money to go home either
I just let go of my situation
I didn't know where he was taking me
The motor has stopped
he took me to a bunch of bikers, he,
" You don't cry or be so scared
sorry, I was, she said softly
take a caress to my haircut coming out of my ponytail
I just want to go with you once
sorry I am, sorry
after this you want to give me punishment like anything I will accept, he said smiling
I don't know why I was treated like that by Rudi
" Woi Rud, what's going on here?
exclaim his friend
We both went to the crowd of the bikers, all of whom were friends of Rudi
It turns out that in the biker gang, its members are not only men but there are also women
I was introduced by Rudi as his girlfriend
of course, I refuse, I can not then just smile, not also justify and do not refuse, too,
I think it would be better to just act like this first
It turns out they were all friendly and kind
not like I thought about a bad boy and synonymous with violence
Among them was a woman named Julia,
she's a sexy woman
her clothes were intentionally tight
so that the bulges of his body more visible, which I noticed at every opportunity he always approached Rudi
offering this and that, he was very attentive
with Rudi and every time he does that
he always steals my eyes
as if I wanted to see what my reaction was like
But what exactly does he expect of me ? jealous ? which really thinks I
I ignored them both
I just remember that crowd
I don't know why I'm not now
angry with Rudi's treatment of me
my view of him has changed a little.
Maybe he's just a less mature person and needs attention.
No matter how long, Julia came near me
he offered me a glass of alcohol and cigarettes, which of course I refused
with a subtle, different story if Rudi who offers it maybe I will run away from this place right now.
" Hey, you don't drink ?
" I'm sorry I don't drink alcohol
" Well, it's okay to try a little, she said with a smile
" No, I'm just drinking this I said as I picked up the soda
" You're Rudi's girlfriend, right ?
" Hmmmm
" You're not Rudi's girlfriend ? you just want to sleep with Rudi huh ? cerocos
" Rudi was always toying with women, he would always approach her if it had not been obtained, then it would be discarded after he got her he was always changing girlfriends and he was very heartless, he was very unfeeling,
he would never be serious about women
continue on again
maybe this girl was drunk, I thought
then I let her
I was drowning in my own mind
It's only fitting that he's like that to me, I sighed while gulping my sodas occasionally
Luckily, I got a love guy like Yuka who always keeps my feelings and treats me with courtesy