
After Yuka was healthy I returned to the boarding house doing activities as usual
It was a beautiful afternoon after the shower
drrt.
I saw a phone call from Rudi
" Hello, I said pick up the phone
" Hello, Image
" Yes, what is it that you need, brother ? much
" Can't you call me, I don't miss you ?
" I'm sorry, brother, don't talk like that I'm not comfortable at all, remember yes brother I already have a girlfriend when talking like that I won't pick up the phone Kaka again, I replied firmly
" Yes you can have a boyfriend, married people can get divorced let alone just dating, as good as what is your boyfriend tuh
" If there's no need I turn off the phone, I'll turn off the phone
Dih, why the hell call me again when I've been calm for a few weeks now he disappeared why he showed up again anyway,
just make goosebumps.
But it's also funny that he is, never give up whether he loves me so much, I'm a real struggle, in contrast to Yuka who lacks flat-flat effort just less struggling it looks just me who likes the same she who loves the same she I who nempel keep on the same she's pathetic at all I these.
The next night Yuka came to her boredom by riding her motorcycle, I saw her from the balcony and I picked her up on the stairs
excited, I am always happy if I see Yuka my heart seems to want to jump from her place, I also hug Yuka which makes Yuka smile at my behavior
" Are you better now ? I was holding her stomach
" Yes I'm better, you take good care of me
" Mom you know you're sick?
" Yes I told him yesterday so that he did not worry and came from the village, pity that to come far there are already you who take care of me
" Yuka, you don't love me ?
" Why are you asking like that? how else to prove that I love you?
" You are like a lack of effort to know courtship with me, I replied scowling
" Well how else, Kakata is still equally difficult and ask for money with parents, yes we can not date fancy or often out like other people
" That's not what I mean, I mean you're just dating when you just say,
your image will not be my girlfriend, if you want to be grateful if not it is okay ?
" Hahah, it's because I'm so ashamed Cit ' he replied chuckling
" Then, now repeat dong say it should invite people to date, then,
I'm an example of "I'm very fond of you, I want you to be my girlfriend" while holding my hand and looking me in the eye
" Hahaha I can't image, I'm ashamed
he answered while laughing
" I'm just wondering if you can't shoot me like people
" Hahaha you why the hell baby, what's up ? ask Yuka teasing me
the sound of Yuka's phone vibrating, I saw a new number listed there
" Hello, Yuka answered her phone
" Hello, there was a gentle voice of a woman on the other end of the phone, which made my heart hot and emotional but still I hold back
" Oh, Nina Tumben called what's wrong? ask Yuka
Hah, she knows who is calling just from her voice alone?
moreover, Yuka stayed away from me while continuing to talk to Nina. My heart is getting hotter and more worried
Nina is the front neighbor of Yuka's house in the village who is a year older than Yuka, her skin is white and her face is beautiful just her appearance alone is less attractive she is short and her body is slightly contained.
But when I and Yuka were not together yet, she once told me that she used to like Nina when she was a child she also once said that Nina and I were rivals because they both had beautiful faces.
Long enough Yuka called Nina, sometimes she laughed sometimes she had a serious face
I just kept getting angry at Yuka, how he got the call from another woman in front of me and stayed away from me, he did not keep my feelings at all
Fifteen minutes later, Yuka came back after hanging up from Nina
" Why did Nina call you huh ? ask me with a high tone
" It's nothing, he just told me his problem, that he broke up with his girlfriend
" And what is your business ? why does she have to call you, she wants to date you after breaking up with her boyfriend ? that's what it means ?
" Wait, it's not that there are problems that I can't tell you later if the problem is solved, I'll tell you how, you don't get angry said Yuka trying to calm me down
" So you're keeping something from me for the sake of that girl? I'm your boyfriend, Yuka I said while crying
" You don't misunderstand me
" So you still like that girl? I asked Yuka
" Of course not Citra, I have never liked Nina at all, I have considered her like my sister
" Have you ever said you liked her?
I said I kept pinning Yuka
" Oh, that's when I was a kid and didn't know anything, don't be mad
" You also said she was beautiful
" Yes she's beautiful, but I don't like her, I swear I just like your image
" Lie you, now that you go home I don't want to see you again, I hate that you Yuka we just broke up I said weakly
" you don't talk like that Citra, I don't want to break up from you later we talk again when you're calm, I'll go home first I'll call you huh ?
I went into the room and did not care about Yuka coming home, it felt like this chest tightness I was jealous and hurt, she said,
why did the girl call Yuka when she broke up with her boyfriend?
but is it true that I want to break up from Yuka if Yuka takes my words seriously how is it ? my stupid argument what if I really break up and Yuka is dating Nina, because they both just broke up from their respective girlfriends. May Yuka not come home but meet with Nina tonight then they comfort each other and they sleep together ?
I was getting dizzy for him my heart was getting sick thinking everything should have been I shouldn't have been angry I should have just come to Yuka's house to make sure they didn't get back on the phone or they met
It feels like I want to catch up to Yuka's house at the moment, but it's already night and I'm afraid of taking the angkot since that incident I can only lament my own fate right now in this room