
Even though we've been dating for two years
but we don't know each other at all
internally
While eating we were mostly silent, it turns out he was a quiet man typical of men, different if on the phone or SMS
while I'm shy if I just met
" You were originally quiet, asked me
" uh, not why I was originally chatty just shy to meet, originally very shy replied me while chuckling
finished eating we went straight back to his house, actually I deg-degan just alone with men let alone we both are still both young and our curiosity is very big.
I tried to act as calm as possible even though my heart was actually about to jump out of its place
I don't know what he thinks, what he thinks is the same as what I think.
"I want to take a shower, I said
where's the bathroom ??
" oh yes actually I also want to take a shower, do you want to take a bath together ask .
oh my God, I was shocked to death
" no, I'm just kidding, why so surprised, he said, laughing
that bathroom over there while pointing towards the back near the kitchen
I went to the bathroom without answering anything.
After bathing and changing clothes, I put on baby powder and lip balm so as not to look pale my long hair that is still moist I let it run down, after that I came out and saw him sitting in front of the television while watching, I sat in a chair opposite to his seat
" You are beautiful, she said
I just bowed embarrassedly to my reddish face because like her my blood flow was rushing because my heart was pumping fast .
I want to throw away all this dirty thinking that's in my head ,
"why sit it so far and come closer to me.
he sat next to me and said
" why are you mostly silent, don't you like to see me ?
" uh, I don't answer nervous
yes, even though we have been dating for a long time, we have not known each other very well
I'm just afraid I'm wrong to act on that
" may I hold your hand, he said
" may answer me, please,
we held hands while talking here and there
after nine o'clock in the evening, I was already sleepy
"Like I'm sleepy, I want to sleep
where did I sleep ?
" you sleep in the front room only, later I sleep in the middle room only he said casually
but aren't you afraid to sleep alone, want me to be with you ? tanyanya seduces
" uhh you are-there is , there we do not sleep if alone , I cried
" yes, I have slept well, he said as if not willing to separate
I was lying in my room, but strangely I couldn't sleep when I was so sleepy, my mind was floating around imagining sleeping alone with her, I think he thought the same thing but was shy like me
after lying down for a long time, my bedroom door was knocked
tok...tok ..tok !!!
"have you slept cit ?
yuka's voice was heard across the street
" Not yet, while opening the door
I was sleepy but couldn't sleep, probably because I was away from my parents for the first time
answer me for a reason, though,
Though the fact is I can't sleep because I actually want to sleep while hugging Yuka .
if in hindsight I feel amused myself for thinking about my dirty, hahaha
finally I went out, we talked in front of the television
" Cit , you ever dated before me ? tannya
" i've never dated you my first girlfriend I replied
" You're also my first girlfriend Cit and I hope you'll be my last.
As a young boy who was only 17 years old, like this conversation was too far away, but I was too fascinated that I also hoped high and far away
" You had a kiss before Cit, asked Yuka to surprise me,
the nights, we were alone
he said something that I was thinking about this afternoon
" I've never been in a relationship, so I've never kissed when I kissed, I said
" uh, who's the same ? tanyanya surprised
" just like my parents, I said, laughing
he laughed and tickled my waist, and I laughed with a pang of joy
I don't know when our bodies ended up overlapping each other, there was something hard down there but I pretended not to know.
then he said
" want to kiss ?
I'm just gonna shut up
suddenly his lips stuck to my lips, with a stiff movement, I was silent and just silent, we had no experience at all, only for a moment did he get up and release his body from my body.
" I'm sorry Cit , he said
I got carried away
I just kept quiet, I didn't say anything because I also actually wanted to feel what the kiss was like.
" How about tomorrow ? so apply for his college tanya
" yes, I said
" okay I'll take you and accompany ya
" you're not busy anymore
" no, my place has not opened registration so I make sure until you graduate and received I will be ready to standby to accompany you
" thank you, you are a good boyfriend, I said
" not in the arms, he asked
" here I hug, I said as I opened my hands
he's infiltrated my arms
" we hug until tomorrow yes, he said
I also nodded in agreement
we finally slept that night hugging each other
In the morning I woke up first, it felt like part of my body was cramped
because they do not move at all while sleeping
"How is his sleep good ? ask Yuka
" well that's how it is, how do you want to sleep soundly while snoring, I said lying
" oh yeah ? time ? though I slept never once snoring, he answered panicking and salting
" everyone knows if he's sleeping ,
" yes too well, he answered while scratching his head that does not itch, but am I really snoring ?
" yes, I answered while sticking out my tongue,
" hey, you lied
he chased me, then carried me from behind , our height difference was quite far away I was just a shoulder so he easily lifted me while swinging my body, it felt like we were just newlyweds, hehehe I smiled in my heart.
" Yuka put me down, I'm gonna take a bath later
then he lowered me and stood in front of me, he kissed my lips briefly and passed away.
I turned around, there was a strange, embarrassed and happy sensation that I had never felt before
I also took a shower and got ready, we had breakfast outside because I honestly couldn't cook and it was a big deal for Yuka .