
That night we really enjoyed together , I spent the night at Yuka's house letting go of all the longings that had been buried all this time.
We hugged each other tightly and my body seemed inseparable, we both forgot the boundaries that unmarried couples should take care of, there was regret in my heart for what I had done, but everything was done and I was sure that Yuka and I loved each other and would not be separated. Yuka also promised me that she would not leave me and would take responsibility if anything happened .
I forgot my mother's message that the only thing a woman needs to defend is her honor.
" I'm sorry Citra, I did that because I was afraid that you would leave me, if I did this you would be afraid to leave me, because you're a woman who's not whole anymore, yuka said to calm me down.
After that night, we did it more often and we thought it was commonplace and there was no awkward between us.
Unlike the things I often hear, if you give everything to your lover before marriage then he will get bored and leave you, but what I saw Yuka did not change at all was even more likely to always comply with my wishes and all of that made me happier.
Rudi had never once contacted me again since that new year's night, I also hoped that he would not contact me forever 'cause it would ruin my happiness.
I live my days more cheerfully than ever before, I also do not hesitate to show off affection with Yuka in front of my friends.
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One afternoon after college, Yuka told me that she was sick and could not be my innocence, she asked me to come take care of her, actually without being asked I would be happy to take care of her, I finally changed into a knee-length dress and I let my long hair down.
I also waited for an angkot on the side of the road because there was no way Yuka could pick me up
not waiting for long there is an angkot approaching, in it there are two SD children who like him will go home after school, then I go up into the angkot.
But the angkot drove in the opposite direction to my destination, I also said to the angkot driver who was like my age
" So why the angkot went that way, opposite the direction to my goal
" yes we take these children first, the house is not far from here only about 100 meters more approximately
" oh, okay
I sat back quietly and without feeling suspicious
soon the children got off the angkot, but the angkot was speeding not towards my destination, he headed to a place I did not recognize to a quiet place away from the highway, he went to a place that I did not recognize, the feeling of fear spread throughout my body, I pressed the button call Yuka's name on my phone, many times I called but she did not lift it I wanted to cry, I felt like crying, but I do not want to show my fear to this man, I want to feel like I jumped from the speeding angkot, but I am afraid of death, oh God what I have to do
I was kidnapped by an angkot driver even though it sounded stupid but I often heard many events like that, some even raped and killed me to the point of shuddering in horror, now I just pray and keep hoping for Yuka to pick up my phone.
Suddenly the angkot stopped in a building like a dormitory, seen several angkots lined up in the dormitory yard.
The driver came down from his drive and took me down
" Come down, let's rest first here the weather is very hot later if it's a bit cold I take you to your destination.
" I'm sorry, brother, if I make a mistake sorry me, please take me to where I first went up, brother, if my destination is too far
I said with a trembling voice almost crying
"If you want to go home please go home alone, I still want to rest, he replied you do not know the area here right? come on please come home
"sister please take me, I wait for Kaka to finish the break, but I don't want to go down let me in the angkot only, my sweat is flowing whether hot Javanese influence or fear in me
" Just go down, later you get hot in the car, it's angkot loh no AC it I also won't do you
Won't you do me ?? hah who really said in my heart, then what was the motive until I was kidnapped so far is the same as him if there is no intention to say anything, ciiihh my curse in my heart.
Yuka did not pick up the phone from me, it crossed my mind to contact Rudi but I was afraid this would be another problem again, Already I just pray and act, I just send a message to Yuka
" Yuka please, I'm like her in captivity angkot driver, I'm in area x, enter the narrow passage is not asphalt and the last nameplate I saw was Lapas" that was the sound of my message to Yuka
But after a while later, the angkot driver who had come approached me.
" I'm done resting, let me take you to your destination"
" Huh, is that right ? I'm not doing this ?
thank you so much brother "my eyes are glazed over
" Do you want to be flanked ? I just want to rest for a while because I'm so sleepy
he said lightly while entering the driver's steering wheel and starting the engine of his car
Then we drove back to the highway that I knew, this time the direction was according to the destination that I wanted many passengers to go up and down, and, I just kept quiet because I was shocked by what happened to me a few moments ago.
I don't know what this young driver thought of kidnapping me just now but thank God whatever his intentions were nothing bad happened to me.
I also went down at the crossroads to pay the cost he did not receive my money, stupidly why I had to pay the freight as if nothing had happened earlier.
Yuka hasn't replied to my message since, what's wrong ? yuka's state may be so severe that she can't reply to my message.
I finally got on the road to Yuka's house
When I got there I went straight into the house because it was not locked
I found Yuka lying limp in her room did she faint ?