
It looks like Rudi is walking towards me who is still listening to Julia's babble
sometimes laugh and sometimes cry
like a possessed man, in my heart
" Julia, why are you so close to Citra?
don't you just talk
" I'm not talking recklessly I'm talking facts, if you're a playboy
always playing with women
which if you've already got
you'll just throw it away
" Fuck you weird chick, Rudi grunts
" You've already hurt me and dumped me Rudi, after what you did to me, you brought this girl
"you should finish the matter of the household you two yes, after all I also do not know anything so please take me with you.
Noisy to know you've been babbling since
As I grow lazy, to a quieter place.
" Don't forget to take me when it's done
I told Rudi and left them both
I let out a long sigh, why did I get here too , if I had just come home it might have been more convenient
I was so scared to check my phone that it shook a few times
I'm afraid it's a phone call from Yuka
what should I tell him later
I'll check as soon as it gets to boarding
I pretended to be asleep.
"Cheating is no good, I murmured
Rudi was seen approaching me, then she explained to me that she was not
there's nothing to do with Julia
" I have no connection whatsoever with Julia, she just wishes more of me
His face panicked as he explained that
" Wow, I was very interested in Rud with this discussion....
the first one you forced me here, though,
the second one I'm not interested in
with the relationship between you.
so when do we go home ?
actually I was afraid to talk to Rudi because of his coercive nature, moreover he was already affected with alcohol
" After 12, we go home I promise
said Rudi
I could do nothing more, this time Rudi was always by my side, occasionally he embraced, held and kissed my hand
It feels so uncomfortable, though,
but I honestly enjoy it too
his movements were so flexible and relaxed
understand that he may have experience
what a strange feeling
I saw Julia far away as if she wanted to pounce on me
but what's my fault ?
Rudi also denied it
There was a loud sound of people counting down
10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1
...****...
the sound of trumpets and petrified firecrackers
boisterous earthquake welcomes the turn of the year
I was the first to feel his amazement
" I deliberately forced you ,
because I wanted to make your first experience just the same as mine
sorry I Citra has been rough with you
don't think negatively about me
Then he kissed me on the cheek and I was shocked to get a surprise attack
he is very aggressive in contrast to Yuka and sister Yudi who are very careful in his movements and actions
If I am confused about this
on one hand I feel that this man is very brash
on the other hand, there is something very interesting
within Rudi
" Then let's go home, I'm sleepy, I said
" The streets are still jammed, we won't be able to get home easily
said Rudi
" I don't want to know, I want to go home right now
" ready sweetyku...
" hey, I answered
I don't know why Rudi always follows what I want, even though I say rude he never gets angry he always treats well and is very sweet, very sweet,
could this be the hallmark of a playboy?
I also rode Rudi's motorbike
It turns out that the road is very jammed and crowded to walk ten meters only takes half an hour
Forward can not retreat nor can, can,
I can only surrender
" Did I say, the road is jammed right ?
said meledek
I just feel sorry for my stupidity,
why should I come with Rudi out on New Year's Eve, why didn't I just scream
aaarrrgggghhh
" Here the handle, ntar you fell loh.
he also pulled my hand to embrace his waist, automatically my body was interested and hugged him
" That's good, not cold anymore
In the middle of a crowded traffic jam, I asked Rudi
" Why the hell are you like this the same me .?
" Simple, because I like you
I want to have you
" But don't be like this, please,
I've got a boyfriend and it's not good to bother people's girlfriends
my boyfriend and I are getting married after I graduate from college, maybe in a year or two
" Man is easy to change, let alone one or two years, tomorrow people's hearts can change, he said
" That means you can change too, maybe today we like me, chase after me but after you get me
you threw me away
just like you did with Julia
" That's a different thing, I just felt something like this in your image
" Cih, dreadlocks
yuka and I can't separate our love won't change, even if distance and time separate
" It's up to you if you don't believe 'em, be free he said
after three o'clock in the morning we made it through a crowded street, and the road began to feel lengthened
"Now do we want to go home to your boarding house or stay at a hotel nearby ?
Well, I just believe this same guy has even made ilfil again, jerk ya still jerk anyway, although it is already dawn and I sleepy but if you have to stay at the hotel with a guy I just know it is not true deh , but if you go home to this boarding house it is very far night, but if you go home, friends must have gone home later I was mistaken for a thief and the hostess father would have known that I walked with a guy and then I was reported to Yuka continued ....
" Hey, how about it ? or go to my house ?
More ogah think me, but if I do not sleep now, tomorrow morning will I want to go to the island of Yudi time is off.
" We went around the city until morning, the bright idea suddenly appeared in my brain
" Seriously ? but I'm sleepy but if in the hug like I will not sleepy deh seduhan Rudi
Finally we went around the city until the morning, several times we rested at the stop and chatted I saw Rudi held back very hard, several times he tried to kiss me but I always refused it turns out he's not as shit because he doesn't force, I don't blame him
Maybe it's because she's been with the lady all night so her malevolence hormones are pushing her to do just that.
That's why I prefer to travel around the city until morning.