TASTE (I'M A Doctor)

Can't move on yet

"come back" asked Raka

I just nodded and glanced towards my "mon mona first huh. You heart of heart"

"okeee" replied Mona as she rohmat to me. I just laughed and left him.

*

On our way, we were silent and struggling with our thoughts.

"Al you're daydreaming about Ali, huh? " the sound of raka broke my daydream

"hmm no, I've been thinking about the words angela about Ali has not been able to move on from me"

"he?  Not moved on yet?  Didn't you guys break up 3 years ago?" raka slowed down the speed of the motor

"hmmm I don't know. Bodo very much" I replied cuek

Hearing my answer, there was no more talk of us returning in each other's minds

"Al, how come you don't have a boyfriend now?" tanya Raka broke my daydream

"what a difference with you, until now you never had a girlfriend. You're a cool handsome Why are you still alone? A lot of noh outside sono girls are mintak in amarin ama lu" I said instead asked back.

"hmm nothing fits and nothing looks like you Al"

"he?  You mean what? " i was very surprised by Raka's words

"oh ain't no, lupain".

*

After being escorted by Raka, I went straight to the room. Just me and mum at home. Mama's office and papa's out of the country a few months to take care of his business there.

I just lay in the softest mattress and I love this. Not long ago I sat back and wanted to take a novel that I like to fill my gab today.

I picked up a novel called RAINBOW. This is my favorite book and I will never get tired of reading it. After this novel was in my grasp I saw a photo where in the photo it looks how happy husband and wife who have twins. They looked very happy with a smile adorning his face.

This photo I've been keeping in my room for a long time and it's the only one I've got because my mom burned all our photos and alexa's. There's nothing left of luck that I took this photo while mom was busy burning the other photos. Mama also gave alexa's clothes to her friend's children. The reason is so we can forget about alexa and stop in this sadness. Mama also changed all the places and put up a new family photo. It's not that it's excessive just that mom doesn't want to dissolve with this sadness. My dad and I just kept quiet without a word when Mom did all this. It's for the good of my family too.

"lex, I miss. Ever since you left the house deserted and this house is not like it used to be as if removing you here. Don't be angry with your mom. Mama doesn't want me to be sad and God willing I've released you. But no matter how my twin, like the ads I am still in this heart like something is missing" I said in the photo did not feel tears discussing the photo.

"woi what are you? " Raka surprised me.

I immediately wiped my tears "what the hell you rack. Enter someone's room carelessly.  Thankfully I don't hang"

"lu cry?" ask her who didn't pay attention to my words just now. He took a picture in my hand while sitting next to me.

"do you miss Alexa?  I am the same" said Raka

"i miss him so much"

Raka fell silent and continued to look at the photo without replying to me

"what shelf can I not replace the position of alexa in your heart? " my inner

After getting late from the daydream, Raka again looked at me "Al jalan yuk. Don't think too much. You know alexa is happy there. Ayukkk we're leaving.  I want to eat meatballs subscription think our way" raka take away my sadness

I smiled and nodded "gue change clothes first. Now you're out" I said as I stood up and immediately took the raka out of my room

Right in front of the door raka stopped her steps "why should I go out? " goda Raka

"campret lu. Look ah I want to close the door"

Raka laughed very hard. I just smiled from inside the room.

"okay yuk's leaving"

"prepare princess"

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