TASTE (I'M A Doctor)

Consciousness

"Assynoltom lex. I'm the same mom. You how are you?" My greeting to my twin Alexa's tomb.

Mama immediately hugged and kissed the headstone that said the name alexa "sayangg mama with your sister came" he said

"Sorry mommy yes son, hikss hikss mama has long been here sorry mama. Honestly, mama misses you but God willing now mama has released you son. Mama also doin you hope you calm down there son. Mama papa and your sister Al are now very happy son" continued mama with a cry on her interlude, seeing that my cry could not stand anymore, I continued to look at mama with a smile. Yes, this is a happy cry after knowing that my mother has sincerely released Alexa for good and also my mother loves me very much now.

"Lexa, me and my mom will soon move to Bandung to accompany Eyang. You know, we stay"

"Actually I'm very heavy leaving you but I also feel sorry for living alone there" confided me. Mama who heard that only smiled and occasionally stroked my ship.

After telling me about lexa's grave, my mom and I decided to go home. A sense of relief filled my feelings. Maybe it's time I really mengikhlaskanku this "quiet twin there lex. Today I sincerely release you with all my heart" my mind is still on the way home.

Flashbacks

"Al help me answer this. I don't understand" said lexa approaching me who was watching my favorite show is upin and ipin

I took a quick glance, but I had no interest in helping him. Seeing my reaction, lexa became annoyed "ihhh stingy really lu!!! Come onhh please Al ayoklah" he persuaded but sounded a little annoyed

"Eatya you if you don't understand this why take cross interest in Mathematics!! So inconvenient!!" Piss me and immediately turn off my favorite cartoon show

"Guee wants a pinter like Lu and Raka so I take this metamatic interest cross! Tau Al's pain is compared to Lu's equally papa"

I also shook my head, yes it is true that the issue of papa education is more on my side than Alexa. But if the love of mama and papa Alexa is the champion but I never envied him if he gets more affection mama and papa because I really understand if Lexa and I different in body resistance.

"Etss has a condition" I said to stop my activities reading about what Lexa meant

"Whataa?? Don't be weird" he replied suspiciously

" I'll help you with the terms Ice Cream which is filtered it's got me all her and Lu should want me to tell you to for the next 1 day" said I

He glared at me but finally Lexa nodded in agreement. Seeing that I was very excited to answer about the mathematics that I think is very easy.

After doing that, I also run my plan "lex I want to eat ice cream chocolate flavor. Please take yes" I command with a heavy heart he took it

"Lex massage my feet dong pegel really finished playing basketball" again again my orders and of course obeyed by my very good sister is lexa. Today I am very satisfied because I have done lexa and rarely does he want to usually continue to be with mama.

It was night, I glanced at the lexa who had fallen asleep with the "need tired ya. Sorry I'm nosy with you and also sometimes jutekin you but I love very same lu lex. Don't stay with me" I whispered in Alexa's sleeping ear.

Flashback Off

"You're gapapa, baby?" Mom's voice resuscitated my daydream

"Gapapa kok ma" I replied with a smile towards my mother and responded with a nod.

The Flashback

Today Dinda met her best friend Yang named Gita, yes Gita is Raka's mother.

"How are you Din. I haven't seen you in a long time" Gita said, opening the conversation

"Yes that's Git. I'm busy because I work so much"

"Din, may I give you some advice? But you don't get mad"

"What advice ?I'm not angry" asked Dinda curiously

"Actually you have to focus on Alena Din. Since Lexa died you are very busy with your own world without you thinking about your child's feelings. I'm so sad to see Al like this right now. In front of me he was always cheerful and smiling but when he himself was devastated!" Gita said without tears wetting her cheeks if she remembered Alena

"I'm sorry, Git, but I haven't been able to get close to Al because every time I see Al I've got Lexa in the face. I haven't been able to git hiikkss. Being near Al always makes me sad hikss hiikss. I worked to erase all my memories to Alexa and rise from my slump over the loss of a child" Dinda sobbed at the thought of Alexa

"It should have been Alena Din. Al is a Lexa twin! What you need to pay attention to is Al not yourself! You are busy with yourself without you remembering Condition Al! Raka often sees Al crying in his room or in a quiet place if he is alone!! You as a parent must understand your child. Remember Din, Al lost his twin it means he lost half of himself!!!"

Hearing the words of Gita, Dinda was silent to digest all the words of her best friend. Yes, he had always thought about his own feelings without thinking about his daughter Alena. Now Dinda realized she couldn't behave like that to Alena.

"Al is your daughter also Din your flesh blood too! You better not act like that with her!! While Alexa is still around you always pour out your love for Lexa without you thinking about Alena's feelings!! He always relented with his sister and always understood if you did that because Alexa's physical condition is very weak compared to Alena. I really wanted to talk to you about this, but the timing was not right! Forgive me for saying something like this but I just remind you not to regret it a second time" continued Dinda Again

And sure enough again Dinda was just speechless hearing Gina's words that felt like a loud slap for her.

"Have calmed down and please think about my words before regretting" Gita said.

"You're actually Git you're absolutely right. Thank you for making me aware thank you. Now I realize that I still have Al hikss hikkss hikkks thanks a lot" Dinda said regretfully

"Same Din now cut down on your work and immediately mend your relationship with Alena before it's too late"

They are also used as reinforcement for each other.

Flashback Off

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