
Flasbacks
"Alright children, now the task that you asked last week is collected in the future" said buk latifa.
Ms. Latifa was a very killer teacher at our school.
"Where is my book?" Mumbled alexa.
I just noticed that Alexa was panicking. Because of my careless attitude, I only see his activities without the intention of helping him.
"All tasks are collected?" Ask bu latifa to revelation, as the class leader.
"Not yet, 2 more people have not collected it" replied the revelation while counting and seeing anyone who has not gathered.
"Take my book" I whispered to Alexa
"Ta.pi luu gima.na? Nervous talk
"Udah ga papa, don't think of me. Quickly between your books." I replied very casually
"What's your name?"
"Quiet, I've been type x and I've changed your name. Buruann"
With a bad feeling and panic finally Alexa stepped forward. He was very pale and occasionally looked at me. I watched him in a relaxed manner like there was no problem. Actually I'm scared of latifa too. Last week I was also punished for not making any more assignments and it was alexa's.
Seeing that, Raka just fell silent and looked at me.
"Maan lu? Don't look at me mulu, ntar bu latifa is suspicious. Sana lu" I said to raka.
Hearing my orders, he turned around.
"Less 1 more buk" said the revelation on buk latifa
"Who does not collect this task. Hands up" the buk latifa's voice was terrifying. All the students were silent and frightened.
I raised my hand casually. Alexa held my hand. But I clasped his hand.
"Alena!! You are really bad, huh. Last week you didn't do the job I told you to do. Want you what? Forward ahead!!!" Bentak bu latifa.
I walk forward while looking down.
Ms. latifa shook her head at what I did that I didn't actually do. I just want to save my twin. I don't want alexa why napa.
"Last week you told me to run around the field, now you clean the toilet. Everything should be clean. You can't stop as long as mom's lesson is over" ma latifa ordered. I just nodded and walked out of the classroom towards the wc.
*
"It's just going to be finished"
I sat next to alexa "huuff is tired of lex" I told her
"Lu anyway, why do cobak help me, I should be here who clean the toilet instead of you. Ni drink first" said alexa while wiping my sweat and giving me a drink.
"Hahhaah gapapa's. I'm afraid you're sick. Which raka?" Much
"Dikantor, ms. latifa called him." Alexa answered, she kept looking at me.
"Why see me?"
"Gapapa" alexa hugged me, I returned her embrace. "Gue love you. If I don't exist, you take care of your mom papa yes" he said again
I also let go of his embrace "paan the hell you, you should always be beside me. Where can't you know!! Don't be like ah"
I'm so scared to hear Alexa talk like that.
That day was alexa's last day of school, after which she was hospitalized the night. For a month alexa was treated, and just that night at 23:25, alexa was short of breath and breathed her last.
*****, I was devastated that night. Fragile and do not accept if alexa left me. I was crying and hysterical. The wall I hit, the flowerpot that was on the table I threw, the chair I kicked, the glass I hit until my hand bled. I ran away from the room, but was caught by raka, and I was taken forcibly into the room and I didn't know what else.
The next morning I realized I was in my room. I went out of the room and saw alexa again surrounded by many people while alexa read yasin. My heart is getting bigger again. I'm wedded to my aunt, near alexa.
"Sayangg you gapapa" said mom hugging me
I didn't say anything about my mother, my gaze was on my twin corpse which was right in front of me.
I walked over to my twin brother "Lex wake up oi wake up, what the hell are you. Joking you ga funny hikkss hikksss hikkss" I told alexa.
I looked at the crying mama, turned to look at papa, and turned to look at Raka with a red nose and tears wetting her cheeks.
"Rak, what are you doing? Don't cry, alexa is just pretending anyway, just mind again we want to play. Come here" I said calling raka
Raka approached "al, don't be like that. Iklasin alexa ya" call raka to me
"The hell lu ogeb. What to do with cobak. Alexa is a gapapa, only she is sleeping again" I replied while releasing Raka's embrace
I looked back at Alexa, looking at her face fixed, glancing at her from toe to head. Stopped again on his face, my hand rubbed his cheek. His nose that was given a cloth to close the hole made me cry again a bunch of "lex, wake upnnn. You really ninggalin sayue? Do you really love me? You left me because you lost to your pain? Lu evil lex. I've died keeping you so you don't get sick. Butwhat? Lu instead went hikss hikks hiksss. I'm lex myself. Alexa anastasya get up!!! If you wake up I promise you won't hikkss hikksss hiikks I promise you won't eat your ice cream again deh, don't mention your candy again. Don't wear your clothes again and I promise you no more nutmeg if you don't know the answer to the task given by latifa. Promise promise Awakennnnnnn is lexaaa" I screeched on lexa with raucous
Hearing my words, everyone's cries broke, powerless to hold him back. I looked at everyone around me.
My eyes stopped staring at my mother. I approached her to wipe her tears "mama don't cry, there is still alena ma" said I calm mama. I don't know where my common sense came from. I glanced at alexa and back to look at mama "mama don't cry yes, if mama miss alexa, mama can call alena by the name of alexa. Alena gapapa. Don't cry anymore"
Hearing my words mama immediately hugged me tightly as if reluctant to let go of me "you don't go, son, you have to stay the same maama and papa. You are adek adek you" said mama. I just nodded to calm my mother. In my heart, I don't want Alexa to leave.