Suddenly Marriage

16. I Hate This Monday

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As usual, when I cleaned up, I went straight to the dinner table for breakfast. Just getting out and closing the bedroom door, my steps choked. I pecked, looking at an unusual object. Alvin, was walking around without a shirt with a towel wrapped around his neck. I don't know what happened to me, this beat is beating faster. Didn't I used to see that body of torn bread on TV. But why does it feel like this seeing Alvin like that. Ahhh, don't know. Is this what is called desire ? I don't know, for sure I have the creeps of getting a situation like this.

"Vi."

I woke up, then looked the other way.

"What are you doing there ?."

"Nothing." Then go back into the room. I was so wrong with my behavior that it was like that.

A few moments later, I slowly walked out again. I looked around and I didn't see Alvin, maybe he was eating. There was no Alvin at the dinner table. I breathed, maybe he was gone. I pull out a chair, then sit down. I smiled remembering my behavior. If there is wasted, no pegs are sought. 😅

Just now I put a spoonful of fried rice in my mouth, Alvin came. I thought he was gone. Just normal, Vi.

"I thought you were gone, mom."

"I can't leave, I haven't had breakfast with you." Who was sitting in my front seat.

I shook my head. I know that word is not true. You just want to tease me, make me fly and then drop me. Do as you please, my. I'll try to stick with that feeling now.

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I was in the supermarket with my aunt, shopping for the kitchen. Although Alvin did not love me from the beginning, but from the beginning he also gave me his atm card, because he said no matter how I was the responsibility. Ahhh, terjura ehhh her intention moved 🤣🤣. While I was picking out some cooking ingredients, the phone that was in my sling bag rang. I took it, it turned out to be an incoming call from Alvin.

"Hallo, my mom."

"You guys buy me a fizzy drink."

The feeling I didn't tell her that I was feeling in the supermarket right now, how did she know ? Long time terrible alvin also because all know. Don't let him know my heart again. Don't make.😑😑

A few seconds later I said yes, and the call ended. He just called me just to say that, I think there's an important right to be given.

Everything that was needed was in order, me and aunt went to the cashier. When my aunt and I came out of the supermarket, I saw a couple looking so happy. His wife held her husband's hand, and her husband occasionally held his wife's already large belly. I smiled, miris. I'm married, I have a husband but I can't feel all that. My life is not like someone who is married. I don't know what's wrong with me, until God punishes me like this. But back again, this has all happened there's nothing I need to regret.

When I got home, I headed straight to the family room. Put this body on the couch. Auntie came by to bring me some lemon tea. I had ice lemon tea on the table, and my aunt sat down next to me.

"If you're not tired, just give up."

I'm turning. Why did aunt suddenly say that.

"Living like this is not easy. It's okay not to back off before time, because somehow non Vira deserves to be happy."

I'm speechless. Aunt's right. Why don't I just give up ? I'm tired of all this. I keep it up for another 2 years even if the results remain the same as if I were to retreat now. If I back off now, I don't have to be afraid of falling in love that scares me of losing Alvin. Isn't ending it early good ? That's not a bad idea. But.... How do mom and dad feel ? He must be disappointed. Or even mom and dad will turn on him if what happened to me is his fault.

But I can't be like this. I have to make a decision quickly. Alvin's not my soul mate, he doesn't love me, he has someone he loves then what is it that I doubt about leaving Alvin ? Alvin will remain Alvin who does not love me until the rest of the time is 1 year left. If I survive, I'm afraid things can't even be controlled.

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