Suddenly Marriage

12. My Sunny Day

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I turned my body back to the balcony. I'm holding my chest, it hurts. I know about it, but can he not say it like that. As if he would keep reminding me that this marriage is only temporary, so don't try to do anything let alone fall in love.

I'll keep trying not to love you, Vin. If I fell in love it would make me feel much more pain than I do now. I want this marriage not to be temporary, but I don't want to love you either. I was too scared to break my heart. Because a lot of people say, broken hearts are torturous. Simply facing your attitude like this alone has made me tormented.

I narrowed my eyes, seeing a middle-aged woman coming down from the motor. Mother ? That's right, it's mom. With a happy face, I immediately stepped out of the room to meet mother. I miss her.

I opened the door, approached the mother who was walking on the porch of the house. I hugged her tightly, as if spilling my weight all along. Taking care of my household too much, I rarely visit my mother.

I let go of my embrace. "Mom how are you ?."

"Alhamdulillah, fine. You're on your own ?."

"Alhamdulillah, good also ma'am."

I brought my mother inside. I told mom to sit on the living room couch while I made her some warm tea. I put some warm tea on the table, then sat down next to my mother.

"Sorry mom, I rarely go home at the end of the day." Looking at my mother from the side.

"It's okay, son."

Looking at me softly.

"Viona where's mom ? Kok , not invited."

"He was busy, his restaurant was crowded. So can't come."

I nodded my head.

"Alvin doesn't look, where is he ?."

"In his room."

"His room ?."

Oh, my God, what I just said. Mommy can't know. I'm afraid that if you find out, there is a sad mother. I quickly answered.

"I mean, in the room. Our room." Then smile.

I'm sorry your son, ma'am, lied to you. I just want you not to be burdened by my problems. Let me feel this.

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Alvin took me to a Japanese restaurant. I don't know why Alvin kept looking at me, weird. Is there something wrong with me ? My feelings are not. Let him behave as he pleases, most importantly it does not hurt me. I don't give a shit.

"Female !."

I looked up, chewing.

"Do you expect love from me ?."

I put the spoon and fork on the plate. "Why are you, Vin ?."

"It's okay, it's just that I want to know."

"If I say yes, you can't do anything." Then continue eating.

"I'll learn to love you."

I was silent, with a difficult feeling to explain. I'm staring at her. Whether I should be happy or sad, I got up from sitting down. Then go leave her. While I was walking outside the restaurant, suddenly someone reached for my hand. I'm turning.

"Why did you leave?" asked Alvin

"That feeling is not a toy. Never say a sentence if your heart is still in doubt." Then leave.

There was no happiness in hearing him say that. I know him. I know his heart still belongs to someone else. It will not be easy to learn to love me, while his heart still has the name of another woman. I didn't want him to give up on learning to love me because he couldn't love me completely. I don't like that phrase. I don't want him to make me wish. I don't like that. It hurts when I give up my heart, but he gives up fighting for me. 😭😭😭😭

It was getting late, since the incident Alvin has not returned. Maybe he was angry with me. I don't give a shit. I'm just afraid of my own heartbreak. While he still had the woman in his heart, he would not be heartbroken.😑😑😑😑😑

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