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This morning I was busy making breakfast for me and Alvin. I just cook fried rice and beef-eye eggs. Once my fried rice was ready, Alvin showed up. We also ate together. Alvin asked me my plan today, I said no.
I just want to water the plants. I didn't dream Alvin would take me somewhere, but he was on holiday. I know myself, who I am.
I started watering the plants with a hose. I noticed this beautiful flower. It must have been Salma's grandmother who had planted this flower. Suddenly there was a hand that was coiled around my waist, suddenly I turned my body towards that person with a hose that was ready to become my weapon. I sprayed that guy.
"I'm sorry, geez." Alvin.
I pointed the hose down.
"Geez Vin, I thought it was a bad guy."
Again, a fad. How do I know it's Alvin. He doesn't usually do that, so it's not my fault. I'll just protect myself afraid of the bad guys. But it's funny to see him wet like that. I chuckled small.
Until suddenly Alvin took the spray from me, and pointed it at me until I got wet.
"Alvin !." With hands trying to block the water.
"Part you first."
"I was not intentional." Finally Alvin ended it, with me all wet.
I walked in, but suddenly Alvin reached for my hand.
Still with his hand holding mine, he looked at me and then I noticed his gaze began to descend downwards. What the fuck, Alvin's staring at something dangerous. I immediately shook off his hand, then slightly ran in.
What was in his mind ? He stared at what he should not. Ehhh, actually I can. Aghhhh, don't know.
Again my own fault anyway, why also wear thin clothes. If it is not wet, it is not very visible. How do I know it's gonna be like this. I'm embarrassed to be so scared. If this is what it's like to disappear, don't want to see Alvin. He is a man and moreover my husband. Long time thinking like that, goosebumps.ππ£
After changing clothes, I went downstairs to make warm chocolate milk. I passed Alvin by the stairs, the second time Alvin stared at my chest. I immediately crossed my hands right on my chest, looking at her annoyed. Really ngeselin. I don't like situations like this. What if I drown, don't you think Alvin ? I can't appear in front of me anymore. But.. ngak can if Alvin is gone, so young widow dong π«π«.
When I was enjoying warm milk while sitting on the dining table chair, Alvin came directly sitting in the chair opposite me.
"Why was your gaze like that ?." Then put the phone on the table.
"How is ngeselin ? I'm your husband, not legal."
I want to answer but I can't. When I talk about it, I'm dead flea. Because what Alvin was talking about was right. Alvin is my husband so it's okay to look at me like anything, we are legal to be husband and wife. But I wasn't ready, as if I was humiliated or humbled by Alvin's gaze. This is how to get married without love. Something is wrong. Ordinary things are sometimes magnified.
Without a word I rise. Walking through Alvin, but I stopped because Alvin reached for my hand.
"Start getting used to something like that." His word.
I let go of her hand, then walked into the room. I walked towards the balcony of the room, inhaling air for a moment so that my mind was calmer.
If only you loved me, and I loved you that kind of thing would be normal, for me Vin. I will even at any time blush. Shame and love your attitude, which is ignorant. That actually makes me angry. I'm your wife, but I'm not the woman you love. You can put such a look at me. I don't like. I'm afraid that you'll do something you'll regret. I want you to do what you should do, because love is not out of lust or anything else.
A knock on the door sounded, just about to step open the door. The open door revealed Alvin. Alvin came in, walked over to me.
"Sorry."
"For what?." I asked
"Seeing things I shouldn't have seen. I should've apologized, not said that."
"It's okay. I get it, Vin." Then smile thinly.
"You must hate me now."
"Why do I hate you ? You're my husband, it's okay to do that. Even if I don't like it."
"Hold, Vira. Until the time comes, it's time to go back to each other's lives."
"Yes, Vin." Then Alvin left.
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