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You've been here for a few days, haven't you come home your husband must be worried?"
"Mia still wants to stay here bude, she still wants to calm down" said mia while sipping tea.
"Bude knows everything makes you feel guilty, but rest assured all for the happiness of your household" said Bude thrusting a freshly-picked fried banana out of the frying pan.
"I was so afraid of all the happiness that emanated from my husband's bude family, I was afraid they would find out.What better I say everything before it's too late!"
"Calm down and rest assured everything will be fine don't think the no-no.Riko must be sad to see you desperate like this" said Bude stroking mia's back.
"I don't think I deserve to be with a perfect mas riko having everything while I'm a woman who can never give him offspring" she said, tears on her face.
"Calm down, calm yourself down" said the budenya hugging him.
"Let's eat the banana still hot"
Mia took a piece of fried banana and ate it.
"Hhmmm this is delicious bude, fried bude banana is indeed a champion" said mia gave a thumbs up to her budenya.
Bude smiled happily seeing mia for a moment forgetting her sadness.
***
A week later.
Mia has returned from her budenya house.Mia tries hard to be able to organize her heart, trying to accept everything and continue her life.
Riko who knew his wife had returned immediately went to see his wife.
Riko hugged the body of mia tightly and expressed the longing she had been craving for this week.
"Are you okay?" tanya riko stroked mia's cheek.
Mia nodded and hugged her husband back tightly.
"I'm sorry I just left you"
"That's it, I know you need some alone time but I'm sure now you can handle everything"
"I'm not sure if I can continue with all this"
Riko was wide-eyed and stared at the mia's words.
"What do you mean mia?"
"I realize I'm not a wife who deserves to be your wife, a Riko Wijaya should have a perfect wife and can give you offspring.I'm willing if you divorce me" mia sat on the edge of the bed.
"Why do you say that when our dreams are in sight?"
"I'm tired, tired of it all.It pretends to be your perfect wife!" mia let out tears.
Riko sat down next to Mia and tried to calm his wife.
"Patience this won't be long" Riko smiled and held onto Mia's hand.
"Why don't you let me go, you have your wife's perfect jasmine to accompany you"
"Why are you talking like that?" riko asked glanced at Mia.
"I know you started loving jasmine, a month ago when you decided not to see her what happened to you?I saw you so uninspired, frustrated that you hired a spy just to keep an eye on jasmine" said mia staring intently at Riko.
Riko fell silent as she swallowed her own saliva lowering her face.
"Why did you shut up and not answer me?I'm not a perfect wife but I'm not a stupid woman you can lie to!" mia got up from her seat and stood facing the window.
"I'm sorry mia, I don't mean to lie to you I just don't want to have a fight between us" said Riko holding mia's shoulder.
"I'm sorry you're late because I'm already sick" she stepped away from her tears.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to but my heart says yes and I can't lie to my feelings if I'm in love with jasmine" said Riko.
"Tok.butt.."
Suddenly the door was knocked.
"Mia" called someone from outside the room.
"Yes mi" she said, wiping away the tears on her cheek.
"May come in?"
"Neet me"
The door was open.
It looks like mami Riko stepped closer to mia and riko.
"Where did you go without telling mommy?"
"I.me"
Mia stopped and was speechless.
"Mia kangen with her mother, so she went straight there, she knew for herself that pregnant people want something like a nyidam person" said Riko.
Mia nodded and smiled slightly.
"If you need something or there's anything to look for mami ya mia don't hold your own, your mother will be far outside the city" said her mother-in-law stroked mia's cheeks as she walked out of the room leaving riko and mia.
The atmosphere was still very quiet since mami Riko left the room.
***
'Dad, I miss you so much,why so soon father abandoned me.see I am now pregnant father's grandson who will soon be born.he will never be able to see his grandfather.May God put father in the best place by his side Aamiin' muttered jasmine in heart while stroking his father's headstone.
His tears trickled down not stopping to remember his father when he was alive, a love so great to him became a princess who was close to his father.
Melati, her mother and her sisters sat solemnly sending prayers to her late father.
Sowing flowers at his father's grave.
After finishing his mother invited to stop by his brother's place exactly aunt jasmine, dani and rose.
Dani knocks on the door and says hello.
Then a boy's door opened.
"Bude..."
"Zaki, where's your mommy?"
"Let's go in bude, mom's in the kitchen cooking"
Mother, jasmine, and her two younger siblings enter the house while zaki goes to the kitchen to call her mother.
"Mbak Sari"
"Goddess.."
The two sisters then hugged to release the longing.Melati,dani and rose kissed her buden hand.
"Dear you're pregnant son" stroked jasmine's stomach.
"Yes bi"
"Where isn't your husband coming?"
"No bi, my husband is busy working" replied jasmine smiling.
"It's a Sunday, why not a holiday?"
"Her husband is always busy working wi" said the mother jasmine.
"Ohh"
"Let's go to the kitchen, I'll cook again later we eat together" asked aunt goddess.
"Mom I take a little walk out?" jasmine asked while pointing outwards.
"Go"
"I'm coming with mbak" said Dani.
Then jasmine and Dani go out for a walk.
"Sir, I want to go to my friend's place for a while huh" said Dani while walking half-run leaving jasmine.
Melati kept walking down the streets of the village.
"Darken"
"Riski" shouted jasmine looking back.
"You're here, when did you come?"tanya riski walked over to jasmine.
"I went to my father's grave and stopped by the goddess' aunt"
"Ohh, are you pregnant now?"
"Yes"
"I'm so happy for your marriage and your pregnancy must be happy"
"Thank you ki"
"But there's someone who might regret your marriage"
Melati stops and pulls Riski's hand.
"What do you mean I don't understand?"
"Do you pretend you don't know!"
"What do you mean, I really don't understand all your words?" jasmine stared intently at Riski.
"Did you never say anything to you?"
"Saying what, why do you make me even more confused" said jasmine a little annoyed.
"When you love me mel"
Suddenly jasmine was surprised to hear riski's words.
"When do you love me, since when?"
"Since then, he's been trying so hard to go to college and after college he got a job and then came back here to propose to you but his hopes were in vain knowing you were married to another man"
After her talk with riski jasmine continues to ring about riski.She did not expect all this time andika harbored years of love for her and foolishly she was completely unaware.
In the afternoon jasmine and her family returned to the city.
***