Struggle Marriage

Convince the Heart

" No, I won't stop as hard as you refuse me. Whether you're going to accuse your ambition, obsession, or whatever then just do it and think of it that way. I may lose another, but I must not lose you. If you leave me, it means you push me back into that house, back into a human being without desire. " Jefrey said with a pleading gaze to Jenette.

Looking at Jefrey like that, Jenette was completely rendered speechless. This was the first time Jenette was considered so important by men, she felt like Jefrey could not live without her, her eyes were as if to keep telling her not to leave her, her warm hands always hold Jenette's hands, it feels like Jenette saw herself when she was still Theo's wife.

At that time Theo was really very cold, during the marriage also had to be Jenette who started to do husband and wife relations, it was often times Jenette was rejected for different reasons. Maybe Theo was fed up with getting so much love from him, but he felt so appreciated and felt so important to Jefrey.

Jenette smiled as Jefrey tightened her hand between them.

" Jef, did you know that your parents came to me to threaten me? They said they would hurt my family by destroying their business, can you guarantee that it won't happen? " Tanya Jenette.

Jeffrey nodded solemnly.

" I've tried to weaken my family's relationship system. I know this is actually a thing that my family has forbidden, it could also be called treason. But I've been doing it slowly over the last few years. I want them to weaken a little bit and stop suppressing people they shouldn't treat like that. If you still don't believe me, just look, I'll show you that I deserve to be your man. "

Jenette tightened her hand. No, he already had to stop his worries, he already had to give a decision to the man who looked so in love with him.

" So, what steps are you going to take for our relationship? "

Jeffrey looked excited, he really could not hide his happy face through the beautiful smile that rose on his lips.

" Any move of course I want to marry you, happy with you even though I also know whatever the relationship, disputes, fights will definitely happen. But I'm sure to myself I'll keep my promise, I'll make you fall in love with me every day, and not think of separation as big as any problem we face. "

Jenette sighed and smiled as she nodded.

True, there is no such smooth journey of love, there is a struggle and sacrifice of its own in love. The man before him had already fought for so many things, loving so much did not even demand to get the same feeling reciprocated. She always said she would try to make Jenette fall in love, simple but really sweet.

This time he has to fight alongside Jefrey to defeat Jefrey's parents' ego, he just needs to tighten his grip whenever he feels shaky because he's sure Jeffrey won't let go of his hand, being with him will make him feel like he is not alone wherever he is.

Jeffrey smiled then nodded with excitement.

A few weeks later.

Jenette and Jefrey are now in Jenette's home country, and they're at Khai's meal.

" Long time no see, baby. I'm sorry that on your birthday I didn't come to see you. At that time I was really devastated because I kept thinking about the sad time, painful because of your loss, because of the fact that so made Mom hate herself. Forgive the selfish Mother that you should end up in this place, unable to hug Mom and spend time with Mom. But believe me baby, someday Mom will come to see you, we can spend some time together. " Jenette wiped away her falling tears she couldn't stand. Jefrey who was there tried to calm down by rubbing Jenette's back. She already knew the story about Jenette's biological child being born dead because Jenette was really very selfish at the time. Jefrey already knows how Jenette's household life is not very good. Jenette was certainly wrong in her eyes, but even more wrong was, jenette's ex-husband who continues to blame and prepare cold even though the feeling of sadness that she feels is not at all comparable to the sadness felt by Jenette.

Feeling guilty to hate herself, losing her son, feeling depressed because of her husband, plus the reality of life that is so bitter for her.

" All will be well, Khai would definitely not like to see you sad, I know he must be a good boy because he is your son. " Jefrey said, then rubbed Jenette's head gently.

Jenette wiped her tears, dipped her son's headstone and rubbed it slowly.

" Dear, your father must have come here a lot, right? You must be happy because your father loves you so much, right? But baby, sorry that I can't stay with you, there are so many things that make us better apart. But don't be angry, we love you no matter what our circumstances. This uncle is Mom's friend, we have a promise to live together, feet will get married someday. I hope you bless our relationship, and please pray that you can move on with your life well? "

Jefrey smiled gently at Jenette then looked at Khai's navel.

Hi Khai? This is the first time uncle has come to see you, to be honest uncle is very nervous for fear that you will not like uncle. Can you pray for us both to get married soon? Please look and be a watchdog when uncle makes your mother happy.

" Jef, aren't you afraid I'll make the same mistake when we get married? To be honest what traumatized me was, I was afraid that I would harm my baby again, I was afraid that it would happen again, I was afraid that I would become a murderer for the second time. " Jenette smiled Kelu, her tired eyes and fear made Jefrey feel unbearable.

" There I am, I certainly won't let you do that. I'm not going to force you to get pregnant, whether you want to get pregnant or not, I'm not thinking too much about it either. I want a happy home for you, so just do what makes you happy. "

Seriate.