Struggle Marriage

Regrets Without Apologies

The news of his death Father-in-law finally heard by his mother-in-law. The fifty-three-year-old woman only sighed, stared at the roof and was speechless at what was going on in her brain. The life of the man who had torn his heart out was over, the man who had been living with guilt had gone for good. Unhappy, that was why he could not smile even though he wanted the death of everyone to hurt him.

The path he had taken had inflicted a great deal of pain, so now he thought death was actually the truest thing to end suffering, as well as pain. He felt sad, but he was also grateful because the man who had suffered because of his body condition would no longer feel pain. Now it's just him, waiting for the time when he's going to die. He would be fine living in prison, serving a stifling day enjoying the punishment he deserved.

" Good, ending up like this is also a good thing. " Mother-in-law murmured, then smiled with teary eyes.

Today, Rien and Gail came to see him, but he refused to meet, and the police were not long on guard to deliver the message of her husband's death, so Gail and Rien came for sure to deliver that in person, right?

The mother-in-law now turned her eyes away, staring at the empty book and also the pen that Theo left for her mother. Originally Mother-in-law was lazy to accept the book, but it seemed like she was going to use the book now. Slowly he grabbed a book and pen, took it into his lap, and began to write down everything he wanted to convey to people.

First he wrote for Theo, he apologized to his biological son who had been getting a lot of injustice, he apologized for all attitudes, as well as the nature that always upset him. Even so the mother-in-law really felt proud of her son, why? Because his son has a firmness. He does not make mistakes, he will try to fight and defend injustice. In contrast to Gail who will only be silent, trying to be a mediator who always fails. At least she had given birth to a child unlike her, she gave birth to a son who had firmness in any case.

Gail, he's also been a part of her life all along. It's hard to be happy they're always together. Gail is not his biological son, but Gail's treatment of him is really like his own biological son. Gail is very gentle, she is understanding and kind. Although such a trait has many weaknesses, but Mother-in-law also feels grateful because Gail has a loyalty that is not owned by her biological father, or the husband of the Mother-in-law.

Jenette, that girl has been her toy all along. He must have also realized that in fact Mother-in-law tortured him in another way, right?

To Rien, for,

The mother-in-law was silent for a while, she was confused as to how she would write down what she thought of the daughter-in-law who had already suffered so much from it. But after starting to think again, Mother-in-law started working on her hands to write down what she was thinking.

She knew what she was doing wrong, she also knew that it was painful for Rien. But he also did not want to apologize, let alone expect an apology from Rien. Not haughty, but because he was well aware that he did not deserve to apologize let alone be forgiven.

There must be a lot of questions from Rien. Why would he use Rien to launch the action? Why did he torture Rien?

The answer is,

" I'm too cowardly. "

Weirdo? Yes, it's really very strange.

The mother-in-law was unable to kill Gail's mother, she was too cowardly and scared, so she urged Rien to do what he wanted to do.

Perhaps the world and all its contents would blame him, blaming his fragile heart so easily fooled by grudges and heartache. But can he defend himself by saying that he is also just an ordinary human being? He was not a forgiver, he was not a saintly hearted person, so that was why he did not even blame himself until now.

He thinks the world can blame him, but not himself. The feeling of pain, disappointment, anger, it was very difficult to suppress even though he had tried several times.

The mother-in-law smiled faintly as she looked at her hands which were now trembling after writing down what she was thinking.

" This hand has done what I want. I don't feel satisfied, I don't feel happy after all this. But, I felt grateful that in the end I had survived, I had fought against a cruel destiny. Now I don't feel sad alone, do I? The man who once broke my heart and even died brought me feelings of sadness and regret, the woman who always made me sad, made me feel excluded will also live in regret. So let's spend some time enjoying this sadness together..... " The mother-in-law smiled again.

On the other side.

Theo was silent looking at the still-complete exit photo, which was taken about eight years ago when his father was still healthy.

Actually until now Theo really still do not understand why it could happen. His mother is in prison, and refuses to see anyone. Her father is gone for all eternity, and unfortunately her heart is made even more broken because after the divorce she began to realize that it turns out she also continues to think about Jenette.

In the last few months she's been trying to get in touch with Jenette, but there's no connection between them. Rien does have Jenette's phone number because Jenette often makes video calls to chat with Cherel. But Rien can't do anything about it either when Theo calls her Jenette will block Theo's number right away. Jenette's social media has not been used for a long time, so Theo can only try to find luck.

Once thought by her, does Jenette already have a lover? But her heart that has not been willing to lose Jenette makes her always want to find out about Jenette and try to get her heart back.

While in another country.

Jenette is smiling at a man who has expressed love for her sixteen times.

Seriate.