Struggle Marriage

Guilt Feelings That Are Not Necessary

Theo decided to end their conversation as more and more of his mother spoke, Theo felt like his chest was full, claustrophobic and sick. He certainly could not accept the fact that his mother was crazy in seeking revenge, but would avoid a million times would not change the truth that happened, right?

Now somehow facing Gail, she's ashamed to feel guilty too, but if she avoids isn't that right? Indeed, he was not involved in the crimes of his mother at all, but he also could not pretend not to know his mother, right?

Once on the porch of the house, Theo fell silent because he remembered how the house used to provide so much happiness. He plays with Gail, his father and mother, and they spend time together with the happiness he feels. But who would have thought that the happiness on his mother's face was fake? Though all this time he had tried hard to understand and understand the circumstances why his mother loved Gail more until the time he gave up the love of his mother who was one-sided, and became his father's favorite. He was used to it, he was already no longer envious, he could already love Gail without any restrictions. But why is it that now the limit is back with new problems?

For a moment Theo sighed, hesitating whether he had the right to enter the house again or not. He wanted to go in and see his father, as well as Gail, but he was also hesitant and afraid of not being able to face them all.

Theo clenched his hands, turning around to leave the house, while thinking what he should do in the future. But his intention could not be done immediately because when he turned around he saw Gail standing right in front of him.

" What are you thinking, and what are you going to do? " Gail asked as if he could understand exactly what Theo was thinking.

Theo was silent for a while because he was confused what to say, on the other hand he wanted to avoid Gail first, but on the other hand he was also unable to carry out his footsteps.

" Sister, I need time to "

" For what? You want to run away? "

Theo looked at Gail with his eyes blushing red. He knew very well that if he was too cowardly, he would always dodge like this, even when his son died he also continued to dodge, and now he wanted to do it again. But how else? All of this was so difficult for him to accept and he digested it even slowly. His son, his mother, isn't this a very painful blow? As powerful as a human would he not waver if he felt that?

Sir!

Gail slapped Theo's cheek to make him sober, and Theo didn't fight back at all. He was now looking down holding back his tears that wanted to break. Devastated, everything completely broke his heart.

Seeing Theo getting down on himself, blaming the circumstances, beating what happened made Gail hit Theo on the cheek again. Theo continued to be silent, he continued to hold back his cries until the fourth punch he had given up. She hugs Gail and cries out for forgiveness for what her mother did even without her saying anything other than a crying voice.

Gail patted Theo on the back to make him strong and realized that this was not because of Theo's desire either. He knew Theo was suffering just as much as he was, he knew all along Theo lived with an attempt to defeat envy and selfishness. After all they were brothers, no one would be able to dodge it, the blood ties that bind them will certainly not be broken in any way let alone all this happening is also not because of their wishes.

" If you want to make up for what your mother did, wouldn't it be better if you took good care of our father? He'll be very sad if you go, for anyone you're Dad's favorite son so it'll be hard for him to lose you. We both know how Dad is not it? She won't hate you just because you were born to your mother, she'll still love you no matter what, trust me. "

" Dad where's brother? " Task Theo after being calm enough, and now they have also stopped hugging.

" It's getting treatment in the hospital, just relax it's safe there and it won't be like in the soap opera that there will be a lot of people smuggling in to do evil. "

Theo smiled and nodded in understanding.

" Where is Jenette? " Task Gail who hasn't seen Jenette at all since Mother-in-law's troubles.

Theo wastes his breath.

" He left the house, handed me the wedding ring. "

Gail frowns in confusion, but everyone knows how Jenette has loved Theo so far that Rien has always been the target of Jenette's suspicion because she is afraid of losing Theo. Can leave Theo, of course there is a pretty big problem going on between them right? Because Gail previously felt it was impossible for Jenette to leave Theo.

" Is there a problem between you? " Tanya Gail.

Theo took his breath back.

" Our problem is simply, we don't fit in with each other. " Said Theo who refused to tell her the details about Jenette. Actually, when telling about Jenette, she remembered how Jenette was crying and everything Jenette said was still clear she remembered, but now she was not thinking about it, the problems in the house were now mounting so he thought it was better to think of something else especially the middle of his father.

" Where is your wife? " Tanya Theo's.

Gail forced her smile. Theo's question just now really made Gail's chest feel so painful. He thought that, Jenette who loved Theo so much that such an insane person could leave Theo, then how could Rien? Since this past few years she has always wanted to give up on their marriage. He could clearly see how tired Rien was with everything he felt, she said, she can see and realize right after Rien says he wants to stay at his parents' house and asks them to rethink future steps for their marriage. If only I could be honest, Gail felt that there was a bitter decision she would get from Rien. But he will still try to convince, prove that he will turn out much better, much more assertive, much more honest, away from the helplessness that Gail often felt before.

" He was trying to calm down, some time he was already very tired and depressed, so he decided to temporarily stay at his parents' house. "

Seriate.