Struggle Marriage

Blind Eyes and Hearts

Gail hugged Rien from behind tightly, trying to keep the bag that had been filled with Cherel's clothes away. Rien, of course, refused and tried to let go of Gail's tight embrace, but she was completely helpless because her power could not fight Gail at all.

Rien was silent no longer trying to rebel because he knew it would really be useless. Somehow to understand Gail. She obviously loves Rien, but why can't she understand Rien completely? Is it Menag Rien who is too demanding, and does not understand Gail's situation? But if it does not mean he will make himself trampled, and treated arbitrarily by his mother-in-law?

" You'll never understand how hard this is for me, Gail. Sometimes I want to give up when I feel like no one cares about me. But my heart that loves you really forces me to stay with you. I don't know which one to choose, but now I feel it would be better if I calmed down. "

Gail tightened her embrace. He could not say anything because he felt that what he said would be wrong in Rien's eyes. Gail chose to be quiet, letting Rien speak without him knowing that what Tien really needed was support, apology and bracing herself. But Gail did not do what her heart wanted, assuming that Gail would still choose her mother-in-law so Rien's heart was even more hurt by her own thinking.

" Gail, I used to love you so much and I'm so happy because of that. But right now, I'm in a lot of pain, suffering from loving you. I did not think that I would live with a husband who was always helpless, unable to be the mediator of the younger brother between his wife and mother. I'm not asking you to pick one between times, Gail. I just want you to support me, strengthen me, hug me when I cry, hold me back a little bit in front of your mother like you keep defending your Mother in front of me all the time. " Rien wiped his tears, the sound of his sobbing is now completely clear making Gail can only continue to hug Rien without speaking.

" Gail, let me go now, please. I'm not doing well right now, I'm in a lot of pain so I need some peace. Let me bring Cherel to calm down first, please. "

Gail nodded in disagreement. All this time he was too used to always being with his son and wife, although he did calm down for a day or two, he really would not be able to do it.

" Dear, I'm sorry if my talk hurts you. But you also know that I didn't mean it that way, right? I was wrong to say that, don't you please don't be angry? " Pinta Gail still didn't let go of her embrace.

Rien exhaled, releasing Gail's hand firmly, even slashed his arm until it was scratched and slightly bloody. Seeing his wife's arm hurt because of course Gail hurriedly wanted to help his wife by grabbing the arm to see first how deep the wound was. Rien brushed off Gail's hand, distanced her hand and now she looked at Gail with an angry look.

" Don't know yourself, Gail! Always at the end of it asking me to understand and understand what you mean! Until when do I have to be the one who can only understand, understand, whereas no one can do that for me! "

Gail rubbed her face rough, didn't she? Whatever he did was not going to change anything, Rien would only be angry, angry, angry, cursing, like that was Rien when angry. Gail admitted Rien is a diligent wife, she always prioritizes her husband and children, only Rien has difficulty controlling himself when being emotional and likes to talk by shouting.

Cherel cried loudly because Rien just shouted, quickly Rien walked up to Cherel and held him while whispering apologetic for disturbing his sleep.

" Rien, do you know how bad it is to talk shouting? You can talk well and slowly, I can hear it. Give Cherel to me, let me calm him down. " Say Gail as she thrusts her hand to take Cherel from Rien's sling.

Rien twisting his body makes Gail unable to take Cherel.

Rien walked quickly to reach for Cherel's bag and immediately moved. But Gail again stopped Rien from leaving by holding the door handle.

" Rien, stop acting like a kid! Every time I talk I'm always wrong, I get confused actually what should I say?! " Gail spoke angrily, but he did not use a high tone of speech as Rien did when talking to Gail.

" You don't say anything, Gail. You're silent and you make other people angry, let alone talk. If I'm not old enough for you, I'm really sorry. But have you ever seen how you are? Are you old enough for me? Don't just look and can only judge with blind eyes and a blind heart, Gail. In this world with my childish attitude and my insolence, believe me I can definitely get the man I want and accept me with all my flaws. "

Gail took her breath away, she really couldn't ban Rien anymore if she wanted to go to calm down. But, he wanted to keep Cherel at home because that way Rien would be faster to return home because it was impossible for Rien to linger apart from Cherel.

" Okay, go and calm down. But Cherel will stay home with me. "

Rien smiled mockingly as well as his gaze.

" Living at home with you? If you go to work, will you ask your beloved mother for help to look after Cherel? You don't know how Cherel became when he took care of him? You, did you want to kill Cherel? You want to make Cherel's life come because of your mother? "

" Rien! I'm Cherel's father, why do you talk like that?! "

" Right, you're Cherel's father, of course I didn't forget. But, is Cherel your mother's grandson? No, of course not. Your mother's biological granddaughter will soon be born, don't pretend to be stupid and can't see how excited she is to welcome her granddaughter. What about Cherel? Just try to ask what Cherel's long name is to your mother, she's definitely not going to know because she has no intention of remembering it at all, Gail. "

Rien looked at Gail coldly while Gail could only be silent no longer wanting to talk.

" Go away, don't make me have a desperate intention if you keep going like this. "

Seriate.