
Trying to solve one problem first. Starting from a chaotic company and now it has begun to be controlled. Now Gara just stayed to attend Papa's trial. Sitting side by side with Mama and looking forward, where a judge and prosecutor and other officers were there. It felt like all this was like a dream, Gara was watching her own father's trial.
The judge began to speak, the trial began when Papa, who was wearing a prisoner's shirt, was already sitting in the defendant's seat. Looking at his father's back, honest heart because it feels so slashed. He imagined that his father would do this because of him. But why should it be this way and why should the family of the woman he loves so much. This really messed up Gara.
When the trial began suddenly a prosecutor whispered something to the judge. As if there was a new notice about his Papa case. For holding Mama's hand and trying to calm her mother who must be very hurt to see this.
"I have just received a report that defendant Jhonatan Werden has chosen his sentence. Rather than a sentence of several years or a lifetime, the defendant chose the death penalty"
Degs...
The news is so surprising, because immediately stood up and wanted to protest. He did not expect that Papa would make that decision alone. Yes, Gara was angry and disappointed in his father. But for a death sentence, of course Gara will never be willing and will never be ready to see his father shot dead.
"Dear objection, I do not agree if my Papa is sentenced to death"
The judge knocked on the hammer to make the atmosphere a little noisier to be quiet again. "Please calm down, I will consider everything. But now I want to ask the defendant, why do you want this punishment? Though not necessarily you will get a severe punishment for your honesty"
Papa looked up, looking at the judge with a calm face. Not one bit of fear or anything like that. Because Papa was already convinced by his decision to make amends for his mistakes in the past. Papa hopes that after he does this Vania will receive Gara back and not see Gara from Papa's past. Because Papa knew that Gara would not be able to live without Vania.
"Because I have laid down someone's life a few years ago. I have also made the life of an innocent little girl ruined because of my actions. Therefore I thought that the death penalty was the best thing for me to be able to make up for all my mistakes in the past"
"Papa.." said Mama who could not hold back her crying. She simply fell silent limply in her husband's arms.
The trial is over, Papa's plea for a death sentence has not been granted. Because everything needs a process, and there needs to be witnesses from the victim who might further speed up the trial.
Finishing the trial, Gara met Papa in the besuk room. He looked at his father's thin body, but only one week he was in a holding cell.
"Pa, I'm disappointed in Papa. But honestly I never wanted Papa to choose this punishment. I'd better wait for Papa to be free to serve this time in custody. Rather than having to see Papa who was sentenced to death. It's too heavy for me and Mama"
Papa sighed softly, he grabbed his son's hand on the table. Look at his son's eyes with a very sad look.
"What Papa's done has gone too far, son. So Papa wants to pay for life with life"
"But Pa, what if Papa took Papa's own life, then both of Vania's parents will come back to life? No Pa, don't be stupid!"
At the moment, I feel like I'm between two tough choices. How he who does not want to lose his father and he who does not want to lose Vania.
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Vania was silent to the news on television that aired about Jhonatan Warden who asked for the death penalty for his crimes decades ago. Vania really never thought that Papa would do that, because she thought Papa would only get ordinary punishment. But why did he even ask for the scary punishment himself.
Vania breathed a rough breath, until now she still would not be able to lie to her heart if she was still very loving Gara.
"Va, what are you thinking?"
Jenny came and sat down next to Vania. He looked at Vania who had just been silent daydreaming.
"No, sister, I was just thinking about how the life I was going to live in the future"
Jenny slightly tilted her sitting position on the sofa. He grabbed Vania's hand and held it. "Gini yes Va, you follow what your heart says. If indeed you still love Gara, then go back to him and do not see Gara from his Papa's past. Because actually all this is not the fault of Gara, but the fault of his father. If you continue to be selfish like this even with your own heart. How will you be able to continue your life in the future"
Vania was silent to hear that, actually what Jenny said was true. But it was as if Vania was still unwilling to listen to the words and suggestions of others at this moment. All because Vania still needs time to think about everything.
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This morning Vania woke up because of her stomach that felt uncomfortable and a little nauseous. Vania passed to the bathroom and vomited her entrails at wastafell.
"It looks like my stomach disease is relapsing, because it's been a few days since I haven't really been eating regularly"
Vania came out of the bathroom with a snot and a pale face. He actually felt weak after vomiting a few times in the bathroom earlier. Vania went back up onto the bed and looked at the sleeping Gevin so calmly. He stroked his head gently and kissed his forehead.
"Darling, if Mom and Dad you can't be together anymore. I hope you will understand and accept everything"
Actually the thing that Vania was most afraid of in this case was her son who would probably never be able to shout the farewell of his Father and Mother. Because Gevin is also only a few months old to be able to live with complete parents. If indeed the child knows if his parents are threatened to separate at this time. Maybe Gevin won't accept it and eventually he'll come back and run amok on everyone.
God, what am I supposed to do now? I'm really confused what to do right now.
It was all too exhausting for Vania. It seems not only Vania, because Gara feels the same way. He who had just arrived at the Apartment immediately pondered while thinking about Vania.
"How are Vania and Gevin?"
It felt like Gara wanted to meet his son and wife immediately after he had been in the Capital City for a few days. Resolving his father's corporate problems and trials was quite surprising. But Gara has also hired a reliable lawyer to defend Papa so as not to receive the death penalty as he wants.
God, may I finish well and produce too.
Seriate