Stains And Wounds

Chapter 13I Don't Love Her?!#

"Please don't take Gevin away from me, please don't make my life more ruined..Hix"

Because she shook her head slowly, she still hugged Vania's trembling body.  "I will not take Gevin out of your life. I just want to be with you"

Vania tries to stop her crying, though her sobbing is still heard. He tried to escape from Gara's embrace, but the man instead tightened his peukan.

"Let go!"

"A moment, I still miss this hug so much. Don't you miss me?"

Obviously I miss it a lot, but I realize I don't have any rights anymore. Self-conscious because Gara is married and has a wife.

For a while the two just sat on the floor hugging each other. Feel the heart beating of each. Even Vania felt that it was Gara who kept peeling her head.

"Excuse me"

Vania directly pushed Gara's body from her body. Wiping away the remaining tears on his face, before he stood up and served the incoming customers.

"Yes, what message do you want?"

Because he was still sitting on the floor, slightly rubbed the end of his watery eyes. I'm sorry for making you hurt. He murmured in his heart.

Vania arranges a bouquet of flowers ordered by the recently arrived customer. Give it after the bouquet is finished and the greeting card ordered by the buyer.

"Thank you, brother"

That friendly smile instantly vanished instantly as the shop customer who had passed from before him. Vania turned around and was shocked when she saw Gara who was still sitting on the floor. Vania's feet almost stepped on Gara's hands.

"Don't you want to take Gevin on the road? Go, and return Gevin before night"

Gara stood up and looked at Vania who turned her face away, as if she did not want to meet Gara. 

Gara sighed softly when she saw Vania's still so cold attitude towards him. "Well, I just wanted to take her to the amusement park"

"Hm"

Gara could only sigh heavily when he heard the answer from Vania which was only a deheman. After Gara left, Vania dropped her body on the chair with a long sigh.

Would I be too selfish if I didn't want to if one day Gevin would go with Gara. Maybe he would even prefer to stay with his Papa because the circumstances would be more guaranteed if living with Gara. But, I'm really not ready if that happens.

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Gevin was certainly very happy when he could go out for a walk with his father, who he had always longed for and always wanted to meet him. But until he was almost 4 years old, he was only able to meet his father. So happy is Gevin, especially if he can see Father and Mother reunited.

"Gevin happy, son?" He stroked the head of his son who had just finished eating. Gevin has also bought a lot of toys and clothes too.

"Good Pa, thank you"

Because he nodded, he was happy if his son was happy with what he gave. "We bought this food for Mom"

Gevin nodded, but suddenly his face turned moody. "If you could come here too, I'd be happy. Because you rarely come to a place like this"

Because of his silence, he looked at the face of his son who looked sad. For stroking Gevin's head gently. "Patience, son, I'm at work. So Mom can't come with us to go for a walk"

After Gevin was satisfied to go for a walk with his father, he immediately fell asleep while in the car. Maybe because Gevin is exhausted so fun to play.

Smiling at the sight of her son sleeping in the passenger seat. He stroked Gevin's head gently. "Papa's promise will bring us together at all costs"

Whether it was a selfish act or not, but Gara just wanted to give a complete family to Gevin. Not thinking about the consequences that might happen in the future. Right now he just wants to convince Vania if he can make her and Gevin happy. 

He parked his car in front of an open flower shop. The day is also getting dark. Gara got out of his car and approached Vania who was sitting on a wooden chair there while playing a white rose in her hand. Vania seemed to be daydreaming until she was not aware of Gara's presence here.

"Vania"

Sure enough if Vania is indeed daydreaming, because she immediately gasped in shock when she heard Gara who called her. Vania looked at Gara and immediately stood up from her seat.

"Where's Gevin?"

Smiling, he walked closer to Vania. Sitting on an empty chair beside Vania stood up. "He was in the car, asleep from exhaustion too preoccupied with playing"

Vania breathed a sigh of relief, she was really afraid that Gara would actually take Gevin away and not return the child to her.

"Sit down, I bought you some food. You must not have eaten"

Vania sat back in the chair she had been in. Sit side by side with Gara. Vania looked at Gara who gave a paper bag with the writing of one of the famous restaurants in the city.

"Eat, Gevin chose this for you. He said you like this food"

With a slight hesitation, Vania took the paper bag proffered by Gara and opened it. Then he looked towards Gara with a questionable gaze. In the paper bag there is a hamburger with fish meat stuffing which is often called Fish Burger, Vania's favorite food when she was in college. Simple and filling.

"Yes, I still remember your favorite food"

Vania stared at the burger in her hand. He started biting her with tears that just suddenly dripped down. Immediately he wiped it with the back of his hand.

"Did you miss me?"

Vania kept the food in her mouth. Hearing the question from Gara just now, it really made Vania speechless. Of course, his heart could not be lied to if Vania did miss the figure of Gara in his life. However, his heart was also still very disappointed with Gara's treatment of him in the past.

"Vania, don't you want to give happiness to Gevin? Give a complete family to him? We can start from the beginning of Va"

Vania stopped eating him, she turned to Gara and looked at him fixedly. "Sorry, I can't be the third between you and your wife"

Vania stood up from her seat and stepped a few steps away from Gara. Before Gara's speech made him stop for a moment.

"I don't love her, I married her because of my family's coercion"

Degs..

Vania was completely silent in her place. Can't say anything anymore.

Seriate