Stains And Wounds

Chapter 12 What Should I Do?#

Vania looked at the calm face of her son who was asleep after crying quite late. Even the stuffing is still left to this day. Vania stroked Gevin's head gently. There were no tears flowing down her cheeks. Remembering the desire of his son earlier, to make Gevin cry roaring earlier.

I'm sorry, Son, but for now I can't make your wish come true. Seeing you so happy when you meet Papa alone, makes Mom feel anxious. Afraid that if your Papa family finds out about this, then I will not be willing if you are hurt.

Tok.dok..

"Va.."

Vania stared at the door of the room which had just been knocked from the outside. Vania confirmed the blanket covering her son's body, then she immediately walked towards the door of the room. Vania opened the door and saw Jenny standing in front of the door.

"What's up, brother?"

Jenny slightly bent her head into the room, seeing the state of Gevin who was crying and raging at his mother. "Gevin's asleep, huh?"

Vania nodded, she closed the room door and walked towards the living room with Jenny. There's already Mom, it looks like Jenny was asked by Mom to see the state of Gevin.

Vania sits on the carpet in front of the sofa, followed by Jenny. Although the exterior looks ordinary, but his heart is currently being really fragile. Vania knew that everything would be time to come out about the reality. And he should have been able to prepare himself and his heart when this happened.

"Va, has Nak Gara never known Gevin's whereabouts all this time? And yesterday was the first time she knew about the whereabouts of this child?" ask Mom softly.

Vania looks at Mom, her eyes start to glaze over as Vania recalls the events of the past. How clearly Gara himself told him to leave his life and no longer appear in front of him.

"He told me to get out of his life. At that time, I found out that I was pregnant. Because I already feel like I have no hope of life in that city anymore. So I chose to move here pregnant"

Tears were already dripping down her cheeks, Vania was really in a fragile and weak state right now. Especially when he has to remember back to 5 years ago. Jenny who was sitting next to Vania immediately grabbed the girl and slightly gave a soft pat on her shoulder.

"Son, I don't know what's really going on between you. But please think about the decision you will make in the future. Don't just think about you and your disappointment in him, but also think about Gevin as well. He is your life's purpose now"

Vania Tediam heard Mom's words just now. It is true what Mother said just now, Gevin is the purpose of his life and the happiness of Gevin is currently the most important thing in Vania's life.

What am I supposed to do now?

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Vania was at the flower shop this morning. Thankful that Gevin wasn't fussy anymore after a night of deep sleep. Vania was sitting on a wooden chair in the shop, her hand touching the flowers on the table in front of her. Beautiful flowers arranged according to the type and color.

Vania is still thinking about Gevin's wishes and also about Mom's last night. His heart was in a moment of worry and dilemma. Confused as to what decision he had to make at the moment.

The stain from the wound Gara had created in the past was still imprinted, although it was not visible to the surface.

"Mother order the flowers"

Vania was shocked when someone's voice roused her from her daydream. Then she smiled as she found out who came to the flower shop and became the first customer of the day.

"Sister Hildan, what do you want to order, sister?"

Hildan smiled faintly, she looked at Vania with a hard to decipher gaze. "Is there a problem? I see you're just daydreaming from earlier, even I just came you unconscious"

Hildan stared fixedly at Vania, probing from the face of the girl who was faking rigidly at this moment.

"Related?"

Vania nodded and smiled at Hildan. "Yes sister, so today want to order flowers what?"

Hildan no longer asked for anything, because she knew that Vania was indeed a closed girl. He never easily told anyone about his problems, despite having tried to be lured to tell stories, Vania still would not tell stories.

"Dad, hurry"

Vania stared at the car parked in front of the store, precisely behind the body of Hildan who was standing in front of the store. The window of the car was open and a little boy probably the same age as Gevin was bending his face.

"She's my daughter, you must have just seen her. This time I took him to the grave of his late mother. I'm just afraid that she's not ready to accept that her Mommy has passed away"

Vania looked at the little girl with concern. A child of Gevin's age should be in desperate need of a mother's affection and the little girl had to lose her mother at that age.

"There's so much pity on him"

Hildan just smiled looking at Vania's concerned face when she saw her son. "I'd like to buy a white rose"

Vania nodded and immediately arranged a bouquet of white roses to order from her loyal customers. After giving Hildan the bouquet of flowers she had assembled, and the man also immediately bailed away after paying for it.

Vania sat back in the chair, waiting for the customers to come back. A car stopped in front of the flower shop made Vania go silent for a while. When a man gets out of the car.

"I want to see Gevin and take him away"

Degs..

Gara's sudden remark made Vania panic. He immediately stood up and looked at Gara sharply. "Whatchu mean? Don't fuck! Are you not content to have ruined my life? Do I have to die first, and then you will be satisfied? Yes Huh?!"

Because he immediately approached Vania and wanted to calm the hysterical girl. "Dear, don't talk like that! I just want to take Gevin for a walk"

Vania fell on the floor with a broken cry. Her body was shaking violently, Vania was really being sensitive. Especially when it comes to Gevin.

"I'm tired, I'm tired of everything. I'm weary... Hix"

Vania is really in a tired and weak phase. All the trials that come to him, of course, not all he can finish with just a kink. Vania wants to show that she is not okay at the moment.

Gara knelt down in front of Vania, hugging the sobbing Vania. Heart because it felt slashed to hear the complaints of Vania that sounded so painful.

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