Stains And Wounds

Chapter 5 #Sedang Played By Destiny#

Gara was so shocked when suddenly Vania knelt in front of him with a broken cry. Because he joined the fight and wanted to help Vania to get back on her feet.

"Please don't take Gevin out of my life. He is everything to me. He is the source of passion in my life. Hix... I only have him in my life.Please don't bother me anymore. Don't make my life harder... Hix..Hicks..."

Degs..

Because she was silent with her heart that felt very sick when she heard the lamentation from Vania. It was obvious that the girl had been so hurt all this time. Because she wanted to hug Vania, her hands were held back because she felt she had become the source of her suffering. Makes Gara unable to see Vania like this. She chose to leave to give Vania time so she could calm herself down more.

Vania looked up when she realized Gara's departure from her presence. Her crying was getting broken and tight. Vania feels that her life is very heavy right now.

"God, why did he have to come back? I just don't want to ruin the marriage of him and his wife and I don't want Gara to take Gevin out of my life... Hicks"

It was as if fate was playing tricks on Vania at the moment. After many things he passed and Vania also began to be able to live his life comfortably with his son. Why Gara had to return the hadr in his life and make Vania's life back hancr. Her heart breaks when Vania finds out that Gara is married.

The man who ruined his life can live happily with his wife. Then now why would he have to come back in Vania's life and make her tkaut. Afraid that Gara would take Gevin out of his life.

While in the car, Gara was thinking about Vania's words earlier. So all this time he has had a child from his lover who disappeared suddenly. Because he really still felt disbelief with the facts he just knew.

Stopped his car on the side of the road. He could not drive with such a chaotic state of mind as he was at the moment. Because of sticking her forehead at the wheel, it was really very messed up her mind at the moment. Especially when he heard Vania's words that were full of grief in his life.

Argh..

For hitting the wheel with annoyance. She is at a loss as to what to do at the moment, when it is clear that she sees how fragile Vania is when Gara returns to her life.

"God what should I do? I love her, but the current circumstances cannot get me to be with her. What am I supposed to do now?"

Really frustrated with the current situation. She loves Vania, but she is also already stuck with her marriage with Yunita. A real marriage is not what you want.

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"Why should I marry her Pa? I don't like it, I don't want to marry a woman I don't love"

"So who do you want to marry? With the woman who thwarted you without any reason. Come on, when are you gonna wait and keep looking for that woman?"

Gara knows that Yunita has long harbored more feelings for him. But what he felt was not at all because until now he had loved Vania who left him for no apparent reason.

"Here you go, Papa doesn't want to disappoint the Yunita family. They've been hoping for you. So, marry Yunita. There's no time for you to find that woman. Because right now, your time is up. Papa just wants the best for you, so go with what Papa says"

Papa passes from Gara's room after she gives a decision that Gara cannot refute. 

Because who was sitting on the bedside, rubbing a rough face over Papa's decision just now. "Vania, actually where you go Honey/Why until now I can not find your kebeardaan. It's my fault that you chose to leave without giving me any cabr"

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Vania serves today's shoppers with less passion. He who is usually friendly and generous with a smile, is now turned into a quiet and talkative Vania. His joy seemed to disappear so.

"Vani, what exactly are you? I saw that you were so strange, turning into a quiet figure. Not like the usual Vania"

Vania, who was sitting in the chair next to the chair that Jenny was sitting in, turned to Jenny. "I'm confused, Brother"

"Why jungles? Is there a problem?"

Vania sighed softly, she was really scared that Gara would take Gevin out of Vania's life. "Sister, Gevin's father found out about Gevin's whereabouts. I also don't know where Gevin's whereabouts from. But this morning he came and told me about Gevin"

"Geez Va, why is it like that. How does he know about Gevin's whereabouts"

Here Jenny still does not realize that she was the one who told Gara about the existence of Vania's child. Because Jenny also doesn't know who Gevin's father Vania often mentions. But Vania also never mentioned the father's name of the child if she was telling me about Gevin's father.

Jenny embraces Vania's shoulder, trying to give her peace of mind over what Vania is facing. "Prophe Va, you can definitely get through all this. You can pass the five-year period well, so all these problems can also be passed. I know that you are a strong and great woman"

Vania just smiled hearing that, she felt grateful for being able to find Jenny who was so kind and sincere to her. Want to accommodate himself and Gevin without any conditions. Vania is not her brother.

"Thank you brother for helping me so much and accepting me and Gevin in Brother's life"

"Yes Va, you are like my sister. Precisely since the presence of you and Gevin makes the atmosphere of the house so crowded. Mother was also cheerful in her old age when there was a Gevin in her life"

Vania smiled, she recalled the first meeting between herself and Jenny.

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Vania decides to leave the capital when she has no hope there. His girlfriend told him to leave his life. So what else did Vania expect there. Although Vania also does not know where her current destination is. He is far from the capital.

Walking on the sidewalk with a chaotic mind and not knowing where to go. Vania's got her stomach, she's just about to tell Gara about her pregnancy. However, Vania must be surprised by the fact that Gara does not want Vania to be next to him anymore. Makes Vania really disappointed by it.

Too many thoughts and daydreams, making Vania unconscious if her footsteps take her to the middle of the road without looking at the right and left sides.

"Awass...!"

Vania blinked in shock as the loud scream sounded so loud on her stomach. Vania dropped the large bag she was tenting and suddenly her eyes started twitching.

Bruck..

Vania fell unconscious and did not know what happened after that. Until he woke up in Jenny's house which turned out to have almost hit him with a motorbike. And since then, Vania has been living at Jenny's and Mom's house.

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