Stains And Wounds
Chapter 3 #What Does Vania Have Children?#
Vania went home as usual, hitting the road the night before the store closed. Actually, he has been very embarrassed because for 5 years only live hitchhiking at the house of Jenny and her mother. Jenny and Mom are like angels who helped Vania in the most difficult time of her life.
"Mother.." The voice of a four-year-old boy immediately welcomed his return to this house. Vania knelt on the floor and stretched her arms out for her son to embrace her.
"Gevin's all right at home? It doesn't bother Grandma, does it?"
The boy nodded and smiled. "Yes Ma'am, Gevin's with Grandma"
Vania smiled to see her son who always listened to her words. Thankful that Vania had such a good child and was obedient to him. Maybe Gevin understood the circumstances of his mother raising him alone.
"Good, smart boy" Vania stroked her son's head with a proud smile on her. Then Vania stood up and walked over to Mother who was sitting on the sofa. I greeted Mom politely.
"Thank you for looking after Gevin today, ma'am. Sorry if Vania always bothers Mom and Jenny"
"no kid, it's just that mom's happy because there are friends when she's at home. Gevin's presence really made Mother no longer feel lonely. So you don't have to feel bad like that to Mom"
"Yes Vani, Mother always presses me to give her a grandchild. Know for myself if I wasn't married, man maybe I could give her a grandchild" Jenny sat next to Mom.
Vania smiled hearing that, it would be like that if she returned to this house. Vania could feel things that she had barely felt all this time. He's just an orphan who was put in an orphanage by his Uncle and Aunt.
"Mom come to the room, Gevin's sleepy"
Vania turned to her son who rubbed his eyes from drowsiness. Vania immediately held Gevin. "Jude B, brother, I'll take Gevin to the room first"
"Yes son, poor Gevin, he's been sleepy since then but still wants to wait for you to come home"
Vania nodded, then she immediately took Gevin to the room they occupied. Put Gevin to sleep by stroking the boy's head. Vania looked at the calm face of her sleeping son. Gevin's face almost resembles his father's.
"I'm sorry, Mom Son, because I can't give you complete happiness like most other kids. But I promise I'll do everything I can to make you happy"
Vania sighed softly as she recalled her encounter with Gara earlier this afternoon. Gara's arrival in his life reopens only the old wounds in Vania's heart.
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A pair of lovers who fell asleep with each other hugging and an equally innocent body. Vania woke up first when the sunlight began to enter through the ventilation of her boarding room. Gutted slowly and looked at the face of the man who was currently hugging her.
I can't believe we did it last night.
Vania loves Gara, who has been her lover for a year now. Gara is his senior at the college. Yes, Vania also realized that their social status would be quite a barrier to their relationship. That's why until now Gara has not been able to invite him to meet his parents. Their relationship has also been dating for a long time.
He woke up from his sleep when he felt the touch of a hand on his cheek. She smiled when she saw the face of her lover. He held onto Vania's hand which was on her face and kissed her gently.
"Darling, after this I'll meet my parents and tell them if I'm going to marry you"
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It's all just your lies, because after that incident you disappeared without any news.
Vania squeezes the bedsheet as she recalls what happened between her and Gara at the time. Vania really felt lied to back then. But the presence of Gevin will never regret it at all, because he feels no longer lonely. Although in early pregnancy is not easy for Vania.
Vania got off the top of the bed and immediately went out to take a shower and cleaned up.
I can't believe he left me because he didn't love me. It's obvious that he said that without seeing my face. I have to see him back tomorrow.
Gara glanced beside her and saw Yunita who was sleeping by turning her back. A long sigh was heard from Gara's mouth. He was really very confused by the current state of affairs.
And tomorrow morning Gara actually came back to the Vania flower shop. And that girl wasn't there, it was just Jenny,
"Loh Sir yesterday, right, what's wrong, sir? Don't the flowers have to be delivered the day after tomorrow?"
"Where was the shopkeeper here yesterday?"
"Ohh Vania yes, she didn't enter today because her son had a slight fever"
The kid? Vania has a child?
I was really surprised by what he just heard. "She means she has children? Emm. He is still young"
Gara purposely said that as if she was not too curious. Because she was afraid that Jenny would not tell her about Vania if Gara showed her curiosity.
"Yes, she did have children at a young age because men are not responsible"
Degs..
"Where is he now?"
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Vania sighed softly as her child's body temperature dropped again. He stroked his son's head and kissed him gently.
"I'm sorry, dear, because I can't be your good mother"
'"You've been a good mother to Gevin Nak..." Mother went into the room and approached Vania who was looking after her sick child. "...How's he doing?"
Vania looked at Mom and smiled. "It's better, ma'am, the heat has gone down"
Mom sat on the bedside and gently stroked Gevin's arm. "Then he asked about his father, son. And I also heard from Jenny that you've been seeing Gevin's dad again"
Vania sighed softly, she knew how her son also missed his father. Namu, Vania still can't tell him for fear that Gevin will be disappointed.
"Had Gevin already had a wife Ma'am, Vania wouldn't if it had to ruin someone else's marriage"
Mother sighed softly, she knew how the very difficult position and state of Vania was at the moment. "But if one day Gevin's father finds out about Gevin's whereabouts, what? You can't keep hiding Gevin"
"I don't think it's possible that he knew, ma'am, after all he's married he could also have a child with his current wife"
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