Stabilizing Choices
dark side
after the boy escorted rey to the gate of his house.rey directly entered the room. A white wall with paintings and photos is displayed in his room. Book and makeup supplies neatly arranged. Rey sits by the table, she sees a photo of herself with a smiling boy.
“I know you mean to ask me this afternoon” murmured rey
Rey understands , now the age of the boy who has 27 years.has certainly he thought of his plans in the future.have thought about marriage and building a household ark. And rey realized, he was the person who had been close to the boy. Rey knows that only she is the closest girl friend to the boy until now.he is happy with being able to continue near the boy.
Rey stared at the piece of paper that was in front of her dresser, the paper she had stuck on 2 years ago. The paper that says
“adult men do not marry but adulterous women or musryic women, and adulterous women are not married but with adulterous men or polytheists, thus it is forbidden for the believer(QS.24;3)”
the piece of holy verse he put there as a reminder of himself. Rey looked at the paper for a long time. Then he looked back at his picture with a boy and it was as if he was talking to a boy
“do I deserve you?”
“you're a good man, you should have gotten better" murmured rey with his sad flat expression.
Rey hijrah and studied religion has not even 3 years she was a woman who had been in the black world.
Rey's lifestyle that likes to party, intoxicating drunk, dating like a husband and wife.The life of young people like liberals who are free to play like a main character. being born and raised from a well-educated family like the rey family does not guarantee the growth of good morals. The influence of the rey friendship environment and lack of family supervision make rey fall prey.
Once one night when he came home with his girlfriend named Gandu, from a young boy's event. An event full of young people dressed in sexy dancing while drunk. When he came home delivered by his girlfriend, but he was not delivered directly to the house. Unless they went to a villa owned by Gandu. rey did not mind it. at home he felt uncomfortable.they arrived at the villa, there was only an old father who stood guard that night. they went in and had fun until dawn.The next morning they woke up, rey stepped into the bathroom cleaning his face.After washing his face, he took a stick of cellphone, cigarette and match. he then walked to the swimming pool opposite their room.rey sat by the pool while smoking his cigarette.he checked his phone, whether there was an important notice or not. no whatsapp entered at that time because it was out of reach, but he could see the status made people.see in a status someone with writing
“an adulterer is not fornicating when he is in a state of faith, a drinker does not drink wine when he will drink it when he is in a state of faith"
"penzina" said rey understood his words with a flat expression, then put his cellphone on the edge of the pool
without realizing it. Gandu was behind. he pushed rey into the pool and rey was wet entirely.
"it's cold, shower in the bathroom aja ah" said Gandu while returning up from the pool.
"ah weak base" said rey along with the ride following the stretcher. rey then hugged the stretcher from behind
"warm-warm-warm-warm?" rey whispered
gandu who was being hugged then loaded his body so that he faced with rey.
"maybe" replied Gandu hoping.
"let the wedang be warm" added rey in a whisper.
"woof wedang? warm the other.."please ask for hope
"ah gamau, ntar we go home soy sauce. yaudah let's make breakfast abis it a bath"
they also made a warm wedang and breakfast after finishing.they took a shower to get ready to go home.
