Stabilizing Choices

Relinquish

Rey immediately settles down on the bed, while the boy immediately picks up a towel and goes to the bathroom. Boy wet himself under the shower with warm water. His mind is still troubled by rey's story. His heart won't accept it, but he realizes it's just the past. Boy was in the bathroom for almost half an hour, after finishing the shower he came out with short jeans and a black t-shirt. He saw that Rey had changed his clothes. Rey is wearing her nightgown. The room had only one bed, the boy picked up a blanket and a pillow and laid it out on the floor. From the plaza to the sleeping ones, they still had not spoken to each other. Boy turned off the headlights and turned on the sleeping lights but he did not sleep, he continued to pay attention to the sky of the hotel room. 

Boy heard rey was crying little, he felt sad to see rey crying like that. boy climbed up on the bed and hugged rey from behind.

“alah. Don't cry anymore” said boy calming rey. But rey's crying got bigger and the water had soaked the pillow.

“I feel guilty with myself boy” said rey while crying sobbing sobs.

“I even destroyed your wishAdd rey. Rey thinks he's killed the angel that boy has been waiting for all this time. 

“which has passed first there must be wisdom, we masuh can not interpret his”kata boy, rey twisted his body and now rey facing boy by staying in the arms of boy

Their eyes stared at each other, boy rubbed tears on rey cheeks and rey held the cheeks of boy. Rey is getting into the arms of boy. 

“sleep lah.” Said boy. He kissed softly on rey's forehead. Then Riley began to close her eyes to sleep. Boy looks at rey who sleeps in his arms, boy is very sad to see rey so disturbed by his past, should not he doubt the present rey just because he heard about rey who used to be. 

“I won't disturb your past. Keep it tight in your memory” boy said again, Then he went to sleep 

In the morning Rey woke up earlier than the boy, he did not find the boy was beside him. he looked next to the bed and found the boy was sleeping on the floor. Though that night, what he remembered was that he slept in bed and the boy was hugging him. 

“you were in a room with the woman and the woman slept in your arms, but you chose to sleep on the floor” said rey who was still looking at the boy asleep on the floor

“you are indeed a good boy”plus rey, he smiled with his eyes still moist. Rey wiggles the boy's body to wake the boy, then the boy moves to the top of the bed and wants to continue his sleep but is not allowed by rey. Rey pulled the boy's hand so the boy sat on the bed. Boy sat on the bed and for a moment looked at Rey and saw his eyes still damp because of his crying that night

“you don't cry again like yesterday” said boy while rubbing rey cheeks. Boy gave a smile to please Rey

“iya”reply reply smiling

“thank you boy.” Added rey. He was grateful for the attitude of the boy who still wanted to accept him even though the boy had known all about rey, even about his virginity.heard that, the boy smelled a smile to rey. Boy picked up the hotel phone next to him, boy ordered a breakfast package from the hotel restaurant. Not long after, the hotel waiter came to bring food for the two of them. After that they took a bath in turn, checked their luggage so that no one was left behind and prepared to go home.