Stabilizing Choices
About us
"i'm not jealous" replied Rey lying. Rey was in his room. lying on the bed with his hands still holding his cell phone.
"i'm just confused if you don't talk about the news, but he said he wanted to go out" Rey added in his phone call.
"yes I'm forgetful. I'm sorry" said boy
"you said you wanted to say something?" add boy. he is still wondering what rey will say.
"do you accept my proposal? asked boy again.this time he convinced rey again that he was really serious with his words about the proposal in the mosque last time.
"i'm still waiting for you to rey. It's okay if you're still considering it" said boy.
"the important thing is that you are still on earth and still want to be with me to enjoy the day together" added the boy in a relaxed tone. with the same position facing his work desk, he holds a frame with a photo of himself both with rey.
"i hope you really got what you wanted boy" replied Rey briefly.
"so you want to talk about that now?" ask boy again
"don't wait for the right time" replied Rey
"oh yaudah.you rest yes" said the boy again. actually he was tired but instead told rey to rest.
"yes" answered rey. boy immediately turned off his phone and moved back to lying in bed. he pondered for a moment to see the dark sky lamar. boy did not turn on the main light. he only turned on the sleeping lights located on a small table next to his sleep.he likes his room only use a sleeping lamp.because it is not too bright and consumes a lot of power. not long after he finally fell asleep in the same clothes he went to the office.
after turning off the phone, Rey stood up from his sleeping position and stepped onto his desk chair. he opened the notebook and turned back page after page full of the writing to a blank page without writing.he took a ballpoint pen and began writing words.
"*Where is more unfortunate its fate: the quiet trapped empty space or drizzle that drops during the dry season?" tannamu
"*Me" I replied
"Me!" I said
"It's not about you" he said
"Until now, you don't know who's hurt more. I've been in an empty room for too long and forgot how to get out*"
rey likes to make words like two people are talking. dialog with a beautiful sentence arrangement when read and implied the meaning is so deep.so is the function of the work, so the function of the work, it is created with a sense and contained in a medium to provide an information about what is being experienced, but depends on how someone sees a work. because everyone has a different perspective in seeing things.
rey put the bolpoint back in its place.then close the book and put it in its original place he took it. Rey is still not sleepy, but he does not know what to do. he looked at the pile of his books.he remembered the book he bought yesterday.he had not finished reading it.
he took the book.the book entitled "building a household ala apostleullah. able to bring the reader to feel how the apostle fostered his household with his wife as if the reader was part of his era the apostle. rey continued to read, he went back and forth page by page. now rey's face is decorated with rey glasses.his eyes are a little myopic because he often stares at the laptop so that it affects his eyes
there was one sentence in the book that caught Rey's attention
"don't make her wait just because of the little things, a lot of big things are waiting for you after the wedding"
rey agreed to see the author's view on marriage.it is not a small thing to talk about blessing.In the bonds of marriage, blessing is given abundantly for those who are married. but there is still something disturbing in rey's mind, about his former self.
"would it be a lie if I didn't tell it when we were married?" rey
"is it a blessing to get married if something is still unfinished?" add her.
"ah let. better I tell the boy.how his decision only god knows" said rey.he began to feel sleepy.he closed his book and went to the bathroom. he sat down on the bed verse and took off his veil and changed his clothes.he used his night care so that his skin was always awake. After finishing he immediately pulled his blanket and slept.
the night was getting late, which was heard only the sound of the clang of the clock and occasionally heard the clanging and shouting of fried rice sellers on the streets.
time shows at 03.56 wib. boy sleep from earlier woke up because of rage with pants and clothes that he had not changed. he planned to change his clothes. in the wake he saw the clock had entered dawn. he changed his clothes and walked towards the bathroom for ablution.he was already preparing for dawn prayers. With a t-shirt equipped with a sarong, he walked to the prayer room. just now he was singing iqomah. he saw astrid and also mother diana also wanted to pray.they also performed congregational dawn prayers and boy who imitated. after completion, boy returned to his room. he planned not to go back to sleep. he lay on his bed while playing his cell phone.but due to fatigue, slowly his eyes closed and he fell asleep until morning.
