Sisi, The Pending Soulmate
Satria's heart
Upon returning from taking Sisi, Satria rejoined her parents and Rama in the living room.
"Looks, Sisi is a good girl" her mother told Satria.
"Can I like her, ma'am ?"
Satria asked her mother.
"Of course I can" answered her mother.
"Mother also likes her, good and polite girl", continued her mother.
"His appearance is also very smart", Satria's father also expressed his opinion.
Satria told her parents about Sisi she knew. Her parents responded well and supported whatever Satria thought would make her happy.
Her parents only told her that Satria should take good care of Sisi, should not hurt her. Satria must be a responsible man and be a protector for the girl he loves.
The more days Satria became more and more convinced by her feelings. The love and affection towards Sisi more and more day in the heart of Satria.
Sisi's face was always reflected in Satria's mind at all times.
He was determined to reveal all his heart on Sisi on his 17th birthday later, Saturday.
Maybe in the eyes of this person is just a love monkey that will disappear in a short time. But for Satria not so, she felt this was her first love that would become her true love. The true side has touched and filled the deepest recesses of his heart, where no other girl has ever touched there.
Sisi entered his class at a leisurely pace, as it was still very early in the morning so Sisi did not need to rush. Satria was already sitting at her desk while listening to music on her ipod.
They are not reprimanded. Just shut up like two people who don't know each other. That's how Satria when at school, just staring at Sisi from a distance, almost never invite him to talk directly.
Satria feels uncomfortable if any of her other friends know that she is close to Sisi, only Renata knows. Sisi never told anyone except Renata who already knew from Satria.
Suddenly HP Sisi shook. Incoming message from Satria
Satria
there's a box in your desk drawer
The side immediately looked into the desk drawer and sure enough, there was a purple colored box with matching color ribbons, very sweet.
Sided
what is this ?
Satria
for you, then open it when it is at the boarding house
Sided
all right, thank you very much
Satria
same as 😍
this Saturday I'm birthday, there is no big party just eat a family meal, you come yes do not let ga. Renata is coming too
Sided
inshaAllah
Satria
waiting for Mom..
Sided
yes 😊
Satria
Very sweet
Sided
tombal
Satria
seriously, there's no dreadlocks.
don't let it come Saturday, I'll be so happy if it's you.
Sisi's heart beat very quickly reading Satria's last chat. Her cheeks blushed red, and Satria noticed Sisi's motion from her seat
"God, why is he treating me so well and sweetly, whether he's really sincere or just wants to play, I'm afraid of heartache God", Inner Side in heart.
Sisi is not a girl who does not understand love stories, like teenagers his age Sisi also already understand about the feeling of liking, admiring or loving someone. It's just that all this time Sisi built a high wall in himself as a defense so that he does not fall for any man. Sisi is afraid that if he is hurt in his teens, he has no one so he does not want to be hurt for love.
Without Sisi realizing it, a Satria had already managed to tear down the defensive wall. Sisi gives Satria permission to enter into her heart. And now Sisi is starting to freak out on his own. Sisi is afraid of heartache because she knows the consequences of falling in love are heartbreak, and Sisi is afraid of it.
After praying Isya and having dinner, Sisi immediately went up to his bed. Sisi is feeling very tired because of his homework quite a lot today. Suddenly he remembered with a box given Satria that he had not seen what was inside.
Soon Sisi took the box and opened it. Sisi smiled when he saw the contents of the novel that he wanted to buy yesterday.
Why should he bother buying this for me, Inner Side in heart.
He took his HP and sent a message to Satria.
Sided
thank you for the book, why bother buying it for me
Long waiting for a reply but did not exist, maybe he was asleep thought Sisi.
Finally Sisi entered into the dreamland.
Five Sides woke up because the alarm was ringing so loud.
Sisi took his HP, there was an incoming message from Satria.
Satria
Sisi doesn't understand why Satria wants to do that, he doesn't have the courage to ask Satria what his reasons are.
He decided not to reply to Satria's message.
Satria's birthday has arrived. Sisi had prepared a gift for Satria. Not expensive but Sisi buys her with sincerity.
Sisi bought him a small towel to sweep away the sweat, which Satria could use when he played ball. Sisi embroiders Satria's name on the towel, Sisi happens to learn to embroider in Junior High and he still remembers how.
She had finished wrapping her gift and was waiting for Renata to pick her up.
A short message went into his HP, apparently from Renata.
Renata
I was in front of the gate
Sided
all right, I'm down
Sisi immediately prepared, he took out a paper bag containing gifts for Satria, did not forget a small bag he was carrying, then locked the door of his room and immediately menenui Renata.
The trip to the restaurant where the dinner with the Satria family is about 45 minutes.
Meanwhile, at the restaurant Satria waited for Sisi's arrival very nervous and agitated. He was worried Sisi wasn't coming.
He's determined, tonight will express his feelings to Sisi.
The sides walked in tandem with Renata towards the table that Satria had ordered.
Satria's parents welcome Sisi and Renata. They alternately kissed the hands of Satria's parents.
"Happy birthday" Sisi told Satria as she held out a paper bag in her hand.
"It shouldn't be a hassle to bring me a gift" said Satria.
"No fuss", Sisi replied with a sweet smile as usual.
They were the tombs of the night together with full of warmth. Only the two parents are Satria, Rama and Renata as well as Sisi and Satria.
They eat while talking about many things. The side slightly glazed over, he missed both of his parents. For 10 years he could not feel the warmth of a family.
Satria's mother seemed to understand Sisi's mood, she immediately embraced Sisi who happened to be sitting next to her.
"Sisi can consider Mother as Mother Sisi if Sisi wants, Ibu will not mind" said Ms Satria.
"Thank you Ma'am", Sisi answered while wiping his tears that had escaped just because of the warm treatment of the Satria family.
Renata who sat to the left of Sisi also hugged his friend. Behind the strong conditions that Sisi has always shown so far, he also has a fragile side like the others.
"Side, come with me for a second yuk", take Satria with you.
The side stood up from his chair and followed Satria's footsteps.
Satria took her to a small park behind the restaurant. There was a long chair located in front of the small fountain pool in the garden.
Satria invited Sisi to sit there. Without being stale, Satria lansgung at the core of his goal invites Sisi to sit there.
"Side, I deliberately brought you here so that we can freely talk alone. Honestly from the bottom of my heart, I actually liked you from the first day we went to school. At that time my gaze could not be separated from you, and to this day all the flavors that appeared in my heart grew bigger. I love you Si, very dear. This feeling is sincere, I promise I will never hurt you. Will you be mine and when we grow up, I will marry you. Will you accept my heart ?"
Satria looked at Sisi very deeply, wanting Sisi to see his sincerity through the gaze.
The other side has trouble breathing and doesn't know what to say. He is happy when he finds out Satria has the same feelings for him but the fear of being hurt is still very haunting his mind.
Satria's eyes convinced Sisi that he would not play with Sisi, Sisi could not be denied, he saw that sincerity but Sisi still needs time to convince himself.
"I can't give you an answer right now", that's all Sisi can say.
"What ga, I'll wait until you feel sure" replied Satria with a soft smile on Sisi.
"We re-join the others yuk", invite Sisi.
"Wait a minute" Satria pinta.
"I still want both of you here, just for a moment" Satria pleaded.
For the first time Satria felt fear, she was afraid Sisi did not accept her heart.
All night Satria could not sleep, feeling restless. The door to her room opened and her mother.
"May I come in ?" ask her mother.
"Let's go, ma'am" replied Satria.
"Why haven't you slept yet?", asked her mother back.
"But I can't sleep, Mom, honestly I'm nervous, I'm afraid Sisi won't accept my love, Mom", Satria devotes everything to her mother.
"Take ablution and bring prayer, omnipresent god, so ask god for help" his mother advised.
Satria nodded and carried out her mother's suggestion. Her mother left Satria's room, then Satria passed to the bathroom to worship and perform tahajud prayers according to her mother's advice.
While in his boarding room, Sisi did the same. Asking his god for the decision he will make.
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