Sisi, The Pending Soulmate

Quarrelling

Satria kept her promise to Sisi. Friday afternoon as usual, he was already in Jakarta. Sisi had a private class that afternoon at his student's 6th grade elementary school. Just arrived at his house Satria immediately took a bath, then went again to where Sisi taught.

"Tell me, Kaka will have dinner outside Sisi" he said to Rama.

Rama who was busy watching the tv show just nodded without looking at his Kaka.

As soon as Sisi arrived at Sisi's teaching place, Satria sent a message to Sisi. He waited in the park not far from where Sisi was teaching.

The clock is pointing at five o'clock in the afternoon. Sisi finished with his teaching assignment this afternoon, he immediately tidied up his goods and then bid farewell to both parents of his students.

Sisi meets Satria in a park not far from his student's house. "Sorry long wait", said Sisi when he got into Satria's car.

"What ga, I also not long ago" replied Satria smiling.

Satria drove her car to the Mall they used to visit. They plan to eat and watch, this time alone. Satria wants time alone with Sisi without anything else.

Arriving at the Mall, they immediately headed to the floor where the cinema was located. They watch first because of the screening time they want to watch in a moment.

This time the movie they are watching is a romantic drama movie. As usual, Sisi was very focused on watching his movie. Satria occasionally took photos of Sisi if he found Sisi pose funny, interesting and adorable in the eyes of Satria.

After almost two hours of time passed, the lights in the cinema room turned back on, the movie sign was finished. Many pairs of eyes that look a bit damp because of crying when watching the movie this time. The story of the film with a fairly sad ending makes those who watch a lot of tears, without exception Sisi. Sisi's eyes also look a little red, leaving a tear on his cheek and are gently removed by Satria with his finger.

Both of them came out of the cinema, along with people who also just finished watching. They immediately go to a favorite Japanese restaurant if they visit this Mall. Satria ordered food for Sisi and herself. Sisi has long known Sisi makes Satria have memorized food that Sisi likes as well as Sisi who already knows what Satria likes and does not.

"She wanted to tell me something" Satria said as they waited for orders to arrive.

Only Sisi wanted to answer, the waiter came to bring the food they ordered. Sisi invites Satria to eat first before submitting about her scholarship application.

Sisi gathers courage and is thinking about where to start discussing it with Satria.

"So what story do you want ? " satria asked back when their food was running out, the knight was already very curious because he had noticed that Sisi looked agitated.

"Hmm.I got the opportunity to get a scholarship abroad, I want to ask permission from you" said Sisi hesitantly and nervously.

Sisi was unprepared for any possible Satria answer. He lowered his head, without daring to look at Satria.

Satria who heard the word abroad, immediately refused without asking clearly where the campus and the country. Only one thing occurred to him that he could not stay far from Sisi. For the distance of Jakarta - Jogja alone is heavy for Satria, willing to be furthered by abroad, Satria refused firmly.

"I can't give you permission" replied Satria firmly and coldly, not wanting to be denied.

"But it's not long, it's only two years", Sisi still hopes Satria changes his decision.

"You need a day or two years, I can't give permission, you know how I feel when I have to be away from you", Satria said that in a high enough tone.

The side who did not like if anyone spoke in a high tone felt disappointed at Satria's attitude. With a quick movement he picked up his bag which was located on the table, immediately Sisi stood up and passed leaving Satria.

"The side stopped", Satria shouted.

But Sisi still passed without looking at Satria. He immediately came out of the restaurant trying his hardest to hold back so that his tears did not spill.

Satria left several hundred thousand pieces of money on the table and immediately ran after Sisi. There was a little boy who accidentally hit Sisi so that Sisi's steps were stifled in front of a children's toy store. Satria manages to hold Sisi.

"We have not finished talking, sorry if I was released" said Satria while reaching Sisi's hand so that Sisi did not leave.

"There's more to discuss, I want to go home" Sisi replied without looking at Satria.

"I drive home", Satria takes Sisi to the parking lot without releasing his grip from Sisi's hand.

Sisi got into Satria's car as soon as they got to the parking lot. Satria followed in, immediately he drove the car out of the Mall to Sisi's boarding house.

Throughout the journey no one spoke. Both are silent, busy with their own thoughts. Sisi was disappointed with Satria's attitude and similarly Satria also felt that he was not meaningful enough for Sisi because Sisi always wanted to pursue his dream without Satria in his dream those.

"Will it not be enough for him to finish college in Jakarta and I will soon marry him then will be responsible for his life forever", Satria said.

"She once promised to always be supportive and would do anything to realize my dream, but now even she doesn't support me for any of my dreams", said Sisi in his heart who tried to resist his crying so as not to fall in front of Satria.

Satria's car stopped when it arrived in front of Sisi's boarding gate. Sisi immediately opened the door and was about to exit, but Satria held Sisi's hand.

"I beg you to think again" said Satria lirih.

Sisi did not answer and did not look at Satria, he immediately released Satria's hand and quickly got out of the car and went straight into the gate without looking at Satria again.

Satria breathed a rough breath and ruffled her hair. He was frustrated with everything that had just happened. He knew he was guilty of hurting Sisi by yelling at him at the restaurant earlier. Satria regrets. He got carried away with emotions from not being prepared with the fact that Sisi wanted to take a scholarship abroad.

"I must be how God is" Satria said in frustration.

Meanwhile Sisi immediately laid himself on the bed. The lights in her room were left dark, she did not want to do anything at this moment except cry. The tightness that he had been holding back from now on was getting stifling. His tears just spilled without Sisi can hold it again. He felt sick, when he was asleep Sisi was still crying.

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