Sisi, The Pending Soulmate

The side needs its own

Satria came home with a face that looked frustrated. As soon as he entered the house, he immediately headed for his room. Both his parents and Rama were gathered in the living room. Her mother called out as she crossed the living room, but Satria did not respond in the slightest.

"What's up ? " ask Mom and Dad

The one in question just shrugged his shoulders, a sign that they did not understand the same thing with Mom.

Arriving at her room, Satria threw her body down on the sofa and hit the sofa cushion with all her might many times to vent her emotions and frustration.

He feels guilty for Sisi. He hurt her and now he doesn't know what to do.

Satria does not want Sisi to be further away from her by taking a scholarship abroad. But Satria also realized that it was Sisi's dream.

"I have to how, aaarrrgggghhhhh" cried Satria in his room.

Satria tries to contact Sisi, but his phone is not answered, and the message is ignored.

"Toktoktok".Satria's room door was knocked.

"May I come in ?" ask my mother from outside.

Satria did not respond. Now he just sat quietly leaning on the sofa. Tears were dripping down her cheeks due to her guilt on Sisi. Now he doesn't have to do anything because Sisi is avoiding him.

Mother who did not get a response from Satria, tried to turn the door handle that turned out not in the key. Mom went straight into the room where the lights were not on.

Mom grabbed the switch on the wall and turned on the lights. At his sight Satria was sitting on the sofa in a pretty chaotic state.

"What's up, son ?" mother asked looking worried.

"I'm stupid Mom, I hurt Sisi and now he's avoiding me" replied Satria back in tears.

"Don't Rama just say that you send a message to go out with Sisi ? search Mother.

Satria tells what happened between herself and Sisi. He told me everything in detail without anyone being changed.

"What made you disapprove of Sisi taking the scholarship ? " ask Mom.

"I can't if I have to go any further with Sisi, with the current conditions it's hard for me, but it seems Sisi's heart is not completely for me. He still wants to pursue his dream without taking me there" said Satria lirih.

"Talk well with Sisi, no emotions. Women can not accept the rude attitude even if only by speaking in a high tone it is still painful especially Sisi who is used to being gentle, he is not ready with your emotions.", Mother advised.

"Now he dodges and ignores me" Satria replied in frustration.

"Give him time to neutralize the pain, tomorrow you try to meet again and talk well" Mother advised again.

"Take ablution and prayer, after that rest so that tomorrow the mood will be better" said Mother before leaving Satria alone in her room.

Father and Rama waited for an explanation from Mother when they rejoined the family room. Mother told Father and Rama according to what Satria said earlier.

"The side is different, he has many dreams that he wants to achieve, Satria should support all Sisi's dreams and help realize" said Father who understands Sisi's character.

"What do we have to do ? " ask Mom.

Rama who felt drowsy told his parents to go back to the room.

Father and Mother entered the room shortly after Rama left the family room.

I still think about Satria, she can't bear to see her son that mess. In my heart I really want to help my child but it is also true Dad said that his child is an adult, so let me learn to solve the problem on my own.

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Early in the morning after the dawn prayer, Sisi left his boarding house. He carried a small travel bag containing some clothes and other necessities. A small bag containing HP and a wallet in a sash on his body. Sisi had already booked a taxi and had immediately boarded once the taxi had arrived in front of his boarding gate.

"Stasiun Gambir sir", Sisi told the taxi driver, mentioning his destination.

The side turned off its HP. He had left a letter to Satria to Mamang the boarding guard. He needs time to be alone in a few days. Sisi wants to calm his heart, treat his wounds first.

Arriving at Gambir station, Sisi immediately headed to the ticketing counter. "Ke Malang one yes Mba", Sisi told the remote train ticket sales clerk.

Sisi chose the city of Malang, he felt there were a lot of sweet memories with Satria. The side feels comfortable and peaceful to be there. A short vacation the other day in Malang leaves its own space in the heart of Sisi. He chose that place to be alone for a moment.

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Meanwhile at his house, Satria had breakfast very quickly and only ate a little. Father, his mother and his sister just stared pityfully without anyone daring to ask. They understand the condition of Satria's heart that is not careless.

Satria said goodbye to her parents and sister. He wants to meet Sisi. The sooner the better he thinks. Because he can't linger for long in this condition.

"Hati nyetirnya heart" said Mother when Satria pampit.

Without responding to her mother's words, Satria went straight to her car and immediately left the house.

Along the way many times Satria contacted Sisi but his HP was not active. Satria is still trying to think positively. "Maybe his HP is in charge", Inner Satria because Sisi always turns off his HP when in charge.

When he arrived in front of Sisi's boarding house, Satria immediately got out of the car and met Mamang the boarding guard.

"For Mang", said Satria to the Mamang who opened the gate when he heard the bell.

"Eh aden handsome, morning too", replied the cheerful Mamang.

"Mang's habit, ask for help to call Sisi because his HP is not active" said Satria trying to smile kindly even though his heart is chaotic.

"Wah aden handsome late, Non Sisi had left this morning very early, late at dawn but he nitip something for Aden, a moment", replied the Mamang at length.

Degg.hati Satria sick like pierced dozens of knives when hearing information from Mamang Sisi boarding guard. "Where are you going" said Satria lirih. He was trying hard in front of the mama.

Mamang returned with a purple envelope that read "for Satria". Handed over to Satria and Satria received her with an increasingly unreasonable heart. He was not ready to read what it was. He was unprepared for the worst possible outcome Sisi would say in his letter.

After saying thank you and giving a hundred thousand pieces of money to the Mamang, Satria immediately headed for his car. He drove his car towards the park which was not far from their high school. He stopped there and opened Sisi's letter there.

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