Sisi, The Pending Soulmate
Sisi Scholarship
Time passed by so quickly, Sisi and Satria graduated from High School and went on to public college.
Sisi has sent the scholarship application file to several state universities in Indonesia. He realized his limitations in finance so Sisi struggled hard to get a scholarship.
Satria's parents offered help to finance Sisi's education but Sisi rejected it subtly. He did not want to be a burden to Satria and her family.
"Hopefully one of them will accept me", Sisi prayed in his heart, hoping that there will be a state college that later can give him a scholarship.
"To the cafeteria yuk laper terribly", invite Renata to surprise Sisi who is dissolving in his daydream.
"Bikin was shocked", Sisi replied while stroking his chest.
"Mistake yourselves why daydream", Renata replied with a laugh.
Renata is indeed happy to be jail to Sisi.
The two of them headed to the cafeteria, choosing a seat in the back corner, their favorite place for two and a half years.
"Ga really feel Si soon we graduate from this school" said Renata who is remembering the beginning of their new students at this school.
"Yes, time passed by very quickly", Sisi replied while stirring his new order chicken noodles.
"If you and Satria split up the city to continue their studies, what about Si ?" renata asked after putting the first mouthful of meatballs into her mouth.
"Well, we don't want to have to accept because for the sake of our future also right:, replied Sisi.
"Why don't you take it in the same city as Satria ?" Renata tries to persuade Sisi to choose a lecture at the same place as Satria.
"I want to work in my own way Ren, if indeed me and Satria are fooled even though they have to live long distance relationship insyaAllah will all be good", Sisi convinces Renata that his decision is already unanimous.
Satria did ask Renata for help to persuade Sisi to go to college in the same place as Satria and at the cost of his parents. But like her the result will be the same. Because Sisi has made his determination not to become a burden for others.
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For now, Satria and his family are not part of Sisi's life completely, therefore Sisi still limits things that are acceptable and that should not be. Sisi does not want to owe anyone including Satria and his family even though they all love Sisi.
Sisi studied very vigorously in excess of his previous study time. He does not want to fail, this scholarship is important to Sisi, for his future.
Invite from Satria or Renata to play on holidays was always Sisi refused for a while. He really wanted to focus on his final exam later.
Satria misses Sisi a lot. It has been almost two months Sisi always refused to meet on holidays, they only met while at school.
Sisi wanted to focus on his goals and asked Satria's understanding to be able to accept this condition.
Satria understands Sisi's strong will and determination. He relented and obeyed what Sisi wanted but he also missed Sisi a lot , moreover, they are on school holidays one week in preparation for the school exam series before they will carry out the national final exam.
Crossing an idea in Satria's mind, she will ask her Mother for help to ask Sisi to come to her house. Satria is convinced that Sisi will not be able to refuse her mother's request.
"Mom, may I ask you a favor ?" satria asked her mother who was making cookies in the kitchen.
"Seek what please ?" ask Mom while continuing her work.
"Bantuin persuaded Sisi to play here, I miss him very much but he did not want to be invited to play because he wanted to focus on learning" explained Satria at length to his mother.
"You should support Sisi instead of bothering him by sulking want to see him constantly" replied his Mother teasing Satria.
"Ah Mother mah kayak never young, I miss her very much", Satria began to sulk and upset.
"Yes, I have helped you" answered her mother while laughing at Satria's expression that began to be upset.
HP Sisi vibrated, incoming chat from Ibu Satria
Moms
Baby side, play to the house, son, Mother made Sisi's favorite cake
Sided
when is Ma'am ?
Moms
now, baby, the cake will soon be ripe. There are already heavy also the same side 🤩
Sided
yes ma'am, Sisi is ready first
Moms
okay dear. picked up yes same daughter spoiled mother 😆
Sided
yes bu 😊
Sisi does not feel good if she refuses Mother Satria's request because Sisi is also already affectionate as to her biological mother. And honestly Sisi misses Satria too. Sisi misses the chatty and jaily Satria, the gentle and very affectionate and considerate Satria.
He felt guilty for ignoring Satria this late.
"I'll apologize later", Inner Sisi.
Thirty minutes passed, Sisi had finished preparing and Satria was also already downstairs waiting for Sisi to come down.
There are many mixed flavors in Sisi's heart. Missing, awkward, embarrassed, and guilty for long ignoring Satria. Although they always meet at school, Sisi is very busy with himself and the goals he wants to achieve.
He forgets that anyone he cares about needs his attention. Sisi has become selfish lately. He just realized this.
"Let's stop by for a while at the flower shop huh" Sisi told Satria when the car had started to drive away leaving Sisi's boarding house.
"Yes dear", said Satria softly with a longing gaze.
"I miss you" said Satria.
"It feels like a long time ago they are not like you" continued Satria.
"Now you two" Sisi said with a smile and looked into Satria's eyeballs.
Sisi enters the flower shop with Satria walking along behind her. He ordered a bouquet of Lilies for Ms. Satria because Sisi had not visited Ms. Satria for a long time.
"Honey, please bring it to the car yes, I'll go to the cashier first", Sisi pinta on Satria.
Sisi wants to buy something for Satria and he doesn't want Satria to find out early.
Sisi buys a chocolate for Satria. He wanted to apologize to Satria for ignoring him long enough.
"May Satria like it" Sisi said inwardly.
After paying flowers and chocolates, Sisi keeps her chocolates in her bag and soon catches up with Satria to the car.
"Sorry for a long time" Sisi said, smiling at Satria.
"Ga lama kok dear", replied Satria while gently stroking the top of Sisi's head.
It's been a long time since Satria stroked Sisi's head like this. Sisi also misses the attitude of sweet and gentle Satria like this.
A single tear trickled down Sisi's cheek, and he quickly wiped it because he did not want to be seen by Satria.
But Satria had already seen before Sisi rubbed her because since then Satria did not release her gaze from Sisi.
"What's wrong, how do you cry ?" ask Satria to panic. He was worried that something was hurting Sisi from his attitude or his words that he was not aware of.
"Well, honey, I just miss you too much" Sisi replied with a smile reassuring Satria.
"I'm sorry if I'm selfish at the end of the day, I'm ignoring you because I'm too focused on what I want to go for, I forgot I had someone who needed my attention". Sisi reveals all his guilt to Satria.
"This is a sign of my apology", Sisi offered Satria the chocolate she had bought.
Satria instantly pulled Sisi into her embrace. He also could not help his longing feelings towards Sisi. This final feeling was extremely torturing for him. Even to just hear Sisi's voice it feels difficult because Sisi rarely wants to shout at the phone or just reply to Satria's chat.
They hugged for quite a while. Show warmth to each other. Revealing all the sense of tightness that the end of this they are pendam in each heart. Slowly warmth returned between them. After previously created a frozen wall between the two of them.
"Thank you baby it's back there for me" said Satria while kissing the back of Sisi's hand after releasing his warm embrace earlier.
Sisi threw her sweet smile at Satria. The smile that had been around for quite a while did not get Satria.
At the house of Satria,
Satria's mother was already waiting for Sisi's arrival in the living room. There was also Satria's father who had just returned from the office, Rama and Renata were not left behind.
Satria's mother is happy to get her favorite Lilies bouquet from Sisi. Mother immediately took a vase of flowers for her Lilies.
That afternoon they regrouped after a long time they were not like this.
"Mom's Cheesecake is really good", praise Sisi.
"Thank you dear" replied Mother
"Later the same side Rena brought her cake home too yes, I deliberately made more for you to take home" said Mother to Sisi and Renata.
"Thank you very much Ma'am", spontaneous Sisi hugged Mom.
At nine o'clock in the evening Sisi and Renata say goodbye to Satria's parents.
The side was driven home by Renata because Renata happened to come with a car, not picked up by Rama.
"Kabarin yes if it has arrived" said Satria when driving Sisi to the front of the house.
"Yes", replied Sisi.
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"Ehem.kayaknya there are each other miss nih, his face beaming series like a new person in love again", seducy Renata while laughing.
"Ah time anyway, that's normal", replied Sisi while pinching Renata's hand.
"I just don't want to be pretentious" Renata increasingly laughed because Sisi was already blushing because of embarrassment at Rena's tease.
Along the way home Renata teases Sisi and runs out Renata's hand has been pinched by Sisi many times.
That's how the two friends are together.Such as tom and jerry. Renata is very fond of flirting and trying Sisi and Sisi will reply with a pinch of greget pinch that makes Renata complain of pain.
The finished side is clean and immediately rests itself on the mattress.
He forgot to tell Satria yet, immediately he took out his HP.
Sided
I'm already at home yes.it's clean and ready to sleep. sorry to forget to tell you directly
Satria
yes baby, rest yes.thank you I want to see me today.
Sided
I am also grateful and sorry for ignoring
Satria
don't talk about it anymore, baby, you're not wrong.
love u so much..😘😘😘
Sided
too 😘😘😘
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