She's From Mama

Part 6's. Dumbfounded |Revision|

After he was busy with his body earlier in the bathroom. Now Raynka is back sitting on the desk chair, accompanied by a notebook and a pen neatly arranged on the book.

"Dear Dairy, I came back again with a tired soul. I'm the one who's in a mess right now don't know how to get back to being okay? Like I'm not weak. But how? Can't I lose too? I never said I was strong, but my heart always encouraged me to always be. But now, in any way else am I surviving? The pieces of my heart are impossible to arrange as they were. I have never been selfish with my life. Nor am I the one who after regretting saying the word 'andai'. I'm not stupid. Everything that happened cannot come back. Don't know what else to write? Shall I take longer to stand it? Being a kara like me is so mature."

Raynka closed her notebook. His heart had calmed down a little after complaining in every ink ballpoint pen formed the word. He put the diary back to its original place.

Raynka stared at the nilar bed cover lying on the floor. He brought it into the bathroom in the rooftop so that when he sunbathe later it does not need to be complicated.

"I'm sorry, well, failed to protect myself" long enough he looked at the blood. Sometimes it has to be in that instant everything disappears with just one night.

Raynka let out a long breath. He cried while closing his eyes for a moment. "That's why I can't be selfish. I don't know enough I know. I'll remove this trace. I love you too much, more than I love me."

After Raynka managed to remove the blood, he brought the bed cover to continue it in the washing machine. The washing machine is large enough to hold a bed

thick cover. It was just that Raynka wanted to remove the traces of her blood using her own hands.

Raynka returned to his room after drying the bed cover on a special rooftop clothes drying. Because Raynka is always active, making him tired of lazing in bed, it has been almost 1 hour he lay there. However, he also cannot lie until now his groin is still like that, which is why it is difficult to walk if not with his legs open rather wide.

Slowly Raynka got up from the bed and walked towards the door of the room. To turn the door knob, Raynka was shown by the presence of Rafardhan who was about to knock on the door. "What's wrong?" Cold fighting.

"Have you been since? It was gini lunch instead of cooking, even lazing in the room. There's cooking, I'm hungry, "no more questions, right? Rafardhan can cook on its own. Yes but that's it, according to him only Raynka cuisine that fits on his tongue. Rafardhan also never again occupied himself in the kitchen.

"Yes, this is also Raynka going to the kitchen" Raynka said before leaving Rafardhan.

Raynka has finished preparing the vegetables to be cooked. Already prepared spices as a complement to the taste. Just as Rafardhan was still faithfully following him silently. In Rafardhan's vision, Raynka is so strange today. Not as usual.

Like now Raynka cooks while daydreaming erratically. Raynka took the long barrel that was in the pot. At first he used it for vegetable stirrer soup, but unknowingly Raynka used it also to flip through the fish, just now the long barrel it into the fish fryer cauldron, hot oil splashes attacked Raynka.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim," Raynka's reflex raised the centong. Turns out he was wrong. Just deserve.

Rafardhan who walked with his long steps instantly turned off the stove. He turned his gaze to Raynka, "don't you papa? As soon as you sit down, let me continue the cooking," a nod to Raynka's head made a response before he walked towards the dining room.

Raynka is not ready to be close to Rafardhan, such as eating a table. Without thinking long Raynka left the chair that he had sat down earlier. "Where are you going?"

"The room" Raynka glimpsed back.

"Aren't you eating?"

"Still full."

Rafardhan glanced at the watch on his left wrist. "It's 10 o'clock. Sit down, and eat with me!" Declared.

"Not hungry. And there's also still something Raynka has to do," the dust is looking for an excuse.

"Kan Raynka has said, not hungry," Raynka refuted to his stance.

"And I don't like to be challenged!" Rafardhan was astonished. Since when did Raynka dispute it? Even for the trivial. It's not like Raynka.

Raynka walked reluctantly towards the dining table. He saw Rafardhan who had sat there sweet, neatly arranged food on the table, as well as 2 dishes that already contained rice.

Rafardhan and Raynka both eat their food. Their sitting positions face to face. Only the sound of the clanking of spoons clashing against the plate filled the silence at the dinner table before Rafardhan began the conversation. Raynka washes his food quickly, though he has no lust. So fast he choked. Rafardhan gave him a glass of water. Raynka.

"Why are you?"

"Gum chokes," he said briefly in the middle of swallowing food.

"No, not that one. I think you're a little weird today. You sick?" Without Raynka's consent, Rafardhan clings his palm to Raynka's. "But your forehead is not....."

Raynka dropped Rafardhan's hand from his forehead, "never touch!" Rafardhan was stunned by Raynka's response. Raynka moved from her seat. Rafardhan was still staring at Raynka's steps.

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Slowly the days changed. Every day Rafardhan passes is like never before. Still clearly remember, still the same question, what is with Raynka? Such a drastic change.

If it used to be his attitude was always indifferent to Raynka, but Raynka remained patient to deal with it. Can it also be used as an excuse for the cold Raynka? But Rafardhan is not completely sure.

Should it be compared? Then Raynka should be the one who's sicker. But why does his heart often get so tight? Rafardhan also no longer heard the frills call 'Papa' coming out of Raynka's mouth. Raynka considered himself a stranger.

Rafardhan inhaled deeply his cigarette smoke. Cigarette smoke came out of his mouth. Now her room was filled with a stench. Rafardhan does not come close to stuff like this every day. Only when it is strees, then he can not stay away from cigarettes.

CCTV. In every corner of his house, Rafardhan deliberately gave CCTV, except in the bathroom and bedroom.

Rafardhan put his cigarette into the ashtray, automatically the fire became extinct due to ash. He moved from his seat to the office. Rafardhan deliberately put all his office equipment there, including the monitor

His deft finger fiddled with the keyboard and mouse looking for CCTV footage a few days ago. He watched the CCTV footage until it was over. There is a clear face of Raynka, like he has no heart he still drags Raynka. Enough to the limit of Rafardhan's room door that entered the recording.

Rafardhan's been getting answers through a short recording. He really doesn't remember the incident. Not intentionally forgetting, but the memory of his memory did not get there.

It is only fitting that when he woke up from his sleep at that time the clothes were not because of. It is also seen in the sprays of blood stains, not to mention the slightly open Raynka road. How foolish he was, why not dig out the answer to all the strangeness. What should he do next? Day 5 in 1 week, then Raynka left 2 days to still here. Can Rafardhan fix everything in 2 days?

Rafardhan grabbed her hair in frustration, "aggghhhh, I don't want to lose you, Rayn!"

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