She's From Mama

Part 25's. Where Was I The One I Was?

"Welcome my room," he said half British-Indonesian. Raynka dropped her body on the bed. "Huh, finally you can also sleep soundly in your beloved. No need to look at the face of each male, no longer need to take care of all his needs, huh yummy also free gini," Raynka laughed loosely. He raised both his hands cheerfully. The challenge that Rily had. Now a month had passed, so it was time for Raynka to return to her normal state.

"You guys are just annoying," Raynka patted her stomach upset, the article suddenly nausea it came again.

"Huek," Raynka smothered her mouth. In a hurry he headed for the bathroom to spit out his entrails in the sink. "Can't let me be happy for a minute. When the hell are you guys on my side?" his monologue. The small pats, now turned into soft strokes. Yes, Raynka did it unconsciously.

After waiting until 23:30. He just came out of his room to the kitchen with his steps that settled like a thief. Raynka took one of the milk he had picked up from the garbage box in a special milk cabinet, then brewed it using warm water.

"Have you started to like milk, hm?" Raynka stopped the fight. Reflexes he held his chest, when the voice of baritone Rafardhan sounded with a fairly close distance, next to him.

"It doesn't feel so bad" Raynka said.

Rafardhan put back the glass glass that the water after he spent. "Alhamdulillah if you like. I'm so grateful, Rayn. Even though it's not me who makes you opiate" Rafardhan said softly. "Can I know? Why do you know Difka? Know where?" Imbuh Rafardhan asked. He was intrigued by the closeness of Raynka and Difka which he thought was so fast.

"Is it important for me to answer? Where are you the same?" Instead of answering, Raynka turned to ask in an unaccepted voice, while sitting his butt in the dining table seat.

"Very important, Raynka. As your husband I think I have a right to know" Rafardhan's urgent reply. He sat in Raynka's chair.

Raynka gritted her teeth. "Rafardhan's status only, be aware! I never even thought of you as such, unclean, "he said, throwing his face to the side. "You are nothing more than the destroyer of my life!"

"I know, Raynka. I'm sober. But until when? Can't you erase your hatred for me? Tell me Rayn, what can I do so you can erase a little bit of your hate for me? I can't stay like this all the time" Rafardhan asked in frustration.

"Are you really going to do it, whatever it is? Well, it's very easy, Rafardhan. Just get out of my life and after 'they' were born, then I'm gone, too" he said flatly. Sejanak Rafardhan was stunned without a sound.

"You're so unfair to me, Rayn. Even you never gave me a chance to get close to you consciously not because of 'them'. Difka? Do you love her? Or does he love you? Or do you even love each other?" With a bang the sentence slid from Rafardhan's mouth though in a soft tone. Loud sounds like hand raduan fill the silence of the kitchen room that happened a few seconds ago. Spontaneous Rafardhan grimaced softly.

"Those years of one roof with me, apparently you don't understand my attitude at all. And remember, second chances are only for lucky people. But for me for now and forever you do not deserve it at all" Raynka replied no less spicy.

"I understand. I am sorry for always being against your happiness. I hope you will be happy after they are born. Sleep in my room if you want, no problem. Thanks for the 30 days. Do not sleep too late, you will get sick. Assalamu'alaikum," Rafardhan walked towards the top floor.

Raynka. Wh why? It's not like he is. It wasn't like this before. Where is he who always hides behind apologies? Where is his heart that always shakes? His patience is limitless? Why did everything change when he was two?

Even looking at it, his mouth was as sharp as a sword. Raynka looked at her palm that was still flushed red. What about Rafardhan's face? Raynka shed her tears without sobbing. "Ma-maaffin me. Wa-wa'alaikumsalam."

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Rafardhan descends through the steps one by one to go to the prayer room, performing tahajud prayers at one third of the night. His steps lead to a water faucet located near the bathroom. Rafardhan was glued to see Raynka sound asleep with a position sitting on a dining table chair with his arms as a head pad.

Without thinking much more. Rafardhan immediately carried Raynka ala bridal style, then slept on his bedroom bed, he raised the blanket to cover Raynka's stomach. After that he pulled out the pentul needle that was still attached to Raynka hijab. For a moment he looked at that shady face. "I'm sorry, yes" he said. Guilt that never got to when stuck in him. "Jaga mama ya Papa's children. Don't bother Mom, son. Papa is sure that you are very affectionate with you," Rafardhan rubbed Raynka's stomach which seemed to be quite prominent. After that he came out of his room leaving a brief kiss on Raynka's forehead.

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"Darling, play guessing yuk!" Invite Raynka while playing Rafardhan's hair rolling in a friendly groin on her thigh.

"Come, but you go first."

"Air fan. In our house there is no fan. But why didn't you ever tell me you wanted a fan?" sahut Rafardhan fast.

"Wrongly," said Raynka who made Rafardhan knit his eyebrows.

"When do you make debays?" Rafardhan was heartbroken at Raynka's reply.

"Come on. How many?" Welcomes Rafardhan joking. Raynka thrusts 10 fingers in front of Rafardhan's face. Rafardhan swallowed his saliva. Is that really that much? Although the manufacturing process is good......

"Awwww," Rafardhan spontaneously uttered, as a handful of Raynka's hands tapped on his forehead. "Must not think of it. You think I really am? Just crazy. It's good together, it's hard on me. I also do not want to persevere every year, can stretch my body. You're so good to just look for girls here and there. A rich widower who wouldn't want to?" Omel the pregnant woman. Yes, pregnant. Raynka was pregnant with two of their fourth and fifth hearts. Rafardhan.

"Well......."

"Dad! Mother!" Rafardhan's words were cut when the voices of their 3 children suddenly entered the room without permission. Rafardhan's ambush rose from his fall.

"Sayanggg. Why, Son?" Ask Raynka.

"Mother, do you want bobo here? Same with the grandfather," he said. Then the three of them went straight up to the bed, and sat in the middle of them.

"This is all because you know. Just got alone," Desis Raynka right in Rafardhan's ear. Twins and one sister were sleeping. Otherwise, it might be like the two of them.

"Mother, what's in diem? Oh yes what is Mother Tekdung? I think we're the first time we've been horrified" said one of the twins. Kepo is this kid.

"Yes Mother. What is it? We are also curious tauk," said the other twins.

"Hey, you guys are kids. Nothing should always be curious, Mother never teach ya son. Ow or maybe Dad?" Raynka looked at Rafardhan beside her.

"Cok be Dad? Dad's never been so good, Bund."

"Tuh, right? Educate Mother where there is something like this," without both of them knowing they have moved place, which is on the left of the mother.

"Joy only Mother. God willing, happy Mother Father was also happy," many of their hands pushed Raynka's arms, Raynka's body was about to land on Rafardhan's lap, but lost quickly with the cribs of Rafardhan's pair of hands.

"Horeeeee! Cieeeee dating! T-ka-kaburrrrr!" Raynka shook her head to see the behavior of her children.

"Your son, tuh," he said still while being held by Rafardhan.

"We, honey," that Rafardhan's.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim," one word that came out of Raynka's mouth after having a long dream. Suddenly Raynka immediately sat down from waking up.

Seriate.......