
Highlight the eyes of the panda Raynka always faithfully leads to the door of the house. He hoped that the door would be opened by someone he had been waiting for until now. But until now there are no signs, while the clock is always running.
Raynka remembered the message this afternoon. He tried to open his WhatsApp saw the message that since noon he sent to Rafardhan. Still same. Stick to 2 blue ticks without a reply visible. Raynka turned her gaze back towards the wall clock. The clock is set at 24:00. He immediately ran into their room. Raynka closed the door of the room by throwing it hard. His legs were so limp to rest, the body was shuffled down, the condition of his face that had not formed due to tears.
Crushed. A sentence that is very suitable to describe him. His heart was mixed with taste. Why would Rafardhan choose to be with that woman instead of coming home to see her?
"Lord, my disappointment was wrong. From the beginning I should have accepted sincerely and resignedly. But what am I doing? Give me back the old me. This isn't Raynka. Raynka is not like this. I know time can't come back. But I want him, O God. I accept all the frequency, as long as it's not by farewell. Raynka please, love Raynka one more chance. Raynka realized, it turns out Raynka can't be without him."
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It's not much different from yesterday. There was a change only in dizziness in his head which is now a bit light, carried walking is also not too heavy. And so Raynka would no longer delay it,
after a night he thought carefully this morning would also soon Raynka do. Yes, maybe by resigning he will be more focused on his household life. He should sincerely give up his work as an educator, and maybe he should also give his ideals. In the past, Raynka had a dream to go to college from hard-earned money, so after graduating from school Raynka decided to find a job.
He graduated from High School at the age of 16. Half a year he decided to take a break. At the age of 17 years, Raynka works, until now he has entered the age of 19 years.
Raynka smeared a powder sponge all over his face. A little lip blam in his thin lips. And the hijab that covers his chest. Beautiful is so natural with simple makeup.
After everything is finished he prepared then Raynka went to school with delivered by Rily of course. He just told Rily to wait in the car in front of the parking lot. Only he got inside.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Ms. Zerra," Raynka said hello when her steps were at the doorstep to step inside to approach Ms. Zerra.
Ms. Zerra looked up at Raynka's presence with her confused face, "Wa'alaikumsalam. What's the need Raynka? Isn't your schedule empty today?"
Raynka handed her a brown envelope on Zerra's face. "This is my resignation letter, ma'am," he said clearly with his head bowed politely.
"Why did you decide to resign? As far as I know you have not the slightest problem with teaching? And you never had any problems with school either? Is there any other more obvious reason, Raynka?" Said Mrs Zerra who wanted clarity.
"It has nothing to do with school, ma'am. This is just my personal. I just want my time fully at home, to take care of my husband and children. I am very grateful to Mom for accepting me to teach at this school, even though at that time my age was not enough. I am so grateful to you."
"I appreciate your decision, Raynka. If someday you would like to return to teaching, you can tell me, I will gladly accept you. Because I see your talent in this field. So from the beginning I immediately accepted you without discussing your last education as much as your friend Chika," Ms. Zerra pulled out a brown envelope containing a wad of money from her desk drawer. "This is your severance pay. I give 3 times the bonus for your good performance," said Ms. Zerra handed Raynka with a smile.
"There is no need to overdo Raynka. You have done nothing wrong to me. If you want, you can say goodbye to the students in your class" suggested Ms. Zerra. "Let me deliver!" Raynka agreed to Zerra's proposal. They're walking towards the classroom.
A teacher left the class because the lesson was over. Just smile and bow your head when you cross paths with Ms. Zerra in front of the class. Ms. Zerra and Raynka entered the class.
"Mother!" Excited the whole class staring at the presence of the homeroom. Raynka smiled waving her hands.
Then he turned to look at Zerra's mother to begin, "Mom," Ms. Zerra who understood'pun let Raynka convey. Raynka agreed.
Ms. Zerra stayed in the delan. Raynka came closer. "Assalamu'alaikum, Children."
"Wa'alaikumsalam, Mother."
"Mother miss is the same with all of us? That's why you're here."
"Yes Mother, this hagi has no sponsor, Mother," timpal by children who are less able to call the letter 'R'
"But we're all so happy that Mother is coming. Because learning the same Mother exciting, unlike other fierce mothers. Aren't they friends?" Toss one of those little guys. Compact all his friends screamed yes.
"Yes dong must be Mother kangen very similar to you guys. But, Mother apologizes well the bar of news that Mother conveyed made all of you sad. For tomorrow and beyond Mother can no longer teach you all here. And Mother's request to you is, you must not be naughty, ignorant, or wayward as any teacher, anyway must always obey, son, as you do to Mother. Mother and other teachers are the same, Son, therefore you must not discriminate in the least. Okay, Mother's kids?"
"Mother, meaning Mother, Mother no longer want to play and learn the same as all of us? But why Mother? We'll never fail to recite the same, Mother," quickly catch the Zyam with a soft voice.
"His face is not on a frown. We can still meet, baby. Even though Mother no longer teaches you, Mother will always love you. Don't be sad. And always remember Mother's message, okay Mother's children?" All the students are excited. Suddenly everything in unison threw a disappointed face.
Ms. Zerra began to lift her mouth, seeing the frowning reaction of these adorable little children. "Why is Mother Raynka dicueki? Sure no one wants a salim or a hug? This is her Mother already going, lo" protested Mrs Zerra bluntly.
"Mother!" A minute later, the children got up from their seats. Huddled to embrace Raynka as suggested by Ms. Zerra. As much as possible Raynka also rubbed one by one the backs of his students. Maybe this is the last time. He smiled emptyly.
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