She's From Mama

Part 32's. Diary Mama Risa's

"Assalamu'alaikum, Ms. Arin," Raynka's friendly greeting to the guard of the office lobby.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," Arin looked away at Raynka dumbfounded, "loh, Sister Raynka. Want to meet your dad?" Raynka turned his lips, nodding, "however, I'm sorry Mbak from a few days ago Mr. Rafardhan has taken off to Cirebon. Didn't the boss tell Ma'am?" Sahut Arin is curious.

"I can tell Daddy I went with anyone?"

"Yes, Mother. If from here only with Giesha ma'am, his secretary, Mr. Rafardhan. And three confidants, Rafardhan, Ma'am. However, Miss Giesha and the three men were ordered by Mr. Rafardhan to leave early, because the plan is to leave with Mbak. Just this information Ma'am I heard from Ms. Giesha, the rest I don't know," explained Arin.

"Oh yes Ma'am, did papa say when he came home?" Ask Raynka again.

"According to the date it seems like home today. But when it comes to the clock I don't know Ma'am," responded Arin smiled a little.

"Thank you, Ma'am Arin for the info. I'll go home first yes, Assalamu'alaikum," Raynka immediately bowed his head in a polite sign.

"Yes, Mother. Careful streets. Wa'alaikumsalam," Raynka began to step foot into the front parking lot of the office. He approached Rily's car, and got into it.

"Mother, how?"

"Why didn't you come down?" Raynka turned back to ask.

"Make what? If I hadn't met papa. Mommy, honestly where am I going? It's impossible if Mommy doesn't know, and it's also impossible if papa doesn't say," Lily looked at Raynka with her own face.

"I don't know" the cold voice that came out of Raynka's mouth.

"Mother, please, papa never without this news. Please be honest with me. I beg. Was papa in the plane crash, Mother? And is it now papa......"

Raynka's ears were already very hot to hear the words of Rily's words that were not clear. "Enough Rily, I said enough! You don't know anything don't be so pretentious!" Raynka clearly saw the white details dripping from Rily's eyes when the jolt speech he spoke. "Pocus on the road! You're an adult so don't be whiny" the body trembled in fear. Is this what it feels like to be yelled at? It was so scary. 'Forgive Mother, Brother. Mother knows you must be disappointed in me. And Mommy is not ready for it to happen' continued Raynka membatin.

It ends again with silence along the road until it reaches its destination.

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"Come in" said Raynka when he heard a knock on the door from outside Rafardhan's room.

Hearing the approval from Raynka then bi Mila dared to step inside. "Why Bi?" Sapa Raynka got up and sat down from her fall.

"This is Ma'am," Bi Mila immediately advanced the book, "so when Bibi wanted to tidy up the warehouse, Bibi accidentally saw this book among her belongings Madam Raynka first. Auntie thinks this is Mommy's missing probably. It looks like the book is still good."

Raynka scrunched her forehead. He was also a stranger to the book. "Raynka doesn't know Bi either, but it doesn't seem like, uh but try Raynka first. Thank you, yes Bi," Raynka still took the book from her hand bi Mila.

"Together, Mother. Aunty out first, ma'am."

"Yes, Bi."

Raynka looked at the book that was now in her hands carefully while also recalling. This book is not his. It's pretty bad if it opens. But why unite with his stuff? After all, didn't the owner indirectly allow Raynka to see the contents inside?

Slowly Raynka pulled forward the zipper that surrounded the book cover. He'll open it. The first page is 'Rierisally Gianyka Auzoravya Vinika'

"Mama," he mumbled. The book landed beautifully on the floor. Long enough Raynka let him worry between continuing to read or just let it go? Ck sophistication? Honestly, Raynka also did not know if his mother had a dairy book.

He just followed his heart, plus his myriad of passionate curiosity. Raynka picked up the book and sat back in bed. He ventured to read the next page after the name. Turned empty. That's how the next pages are, they're still empty. Until the middle of the book, then in the field looks pen ink.

Assalamu'alaikum Wr Wb

Dear Diary's.

My tears wet the look of your senses.

Maybe this is the last time I'll ruin you.

Thank you for being my life partner.

Letting me complain without limits.

My heart.....

The sincerity of the deepest heart has been ingrained

All the mixed flavors have been washed away.

Gratitude or guilt?

Thank you for continuing to be gentle, sincerely and steadfastly you accept all the Fates of the Almighty.

It always leads me to the perfection of love.

I will break down the definition of my heart:

Like a sun that never tired illuminates the day, real when the night comes sinking.

Like a moon that looks so beautiful, but real in it is so arid.

Sometimes the universe smiles when my mask opens when all eyes are closed.

My god.....

Allah, embrace your weak servant.

This life is yours.

Thank you for letting me breathe until this moment, even though tomorrow You will take me back.

I am sincere, O Allah.

Would not every living person feel dead?

Without my name I am sure You know better who I love after You, give them happiness, O God.

For you anyone who reads find the completeness in a piece of paper that I write again well, it is located in the inserts of this dairy. I'll end, Wassalamu'alaikum Wr Wb.

The next page until the end of the page no longer Raynka find the ink. It turned out that only the middle sheet contained the writing. It's also not entirely Raynka understand, even all Raynka do not understand. All the words that are formed are like puzzles. Need to be searched, to be complete again.

But didn't his mother say there was more additional paper tucked in this book? There really isn't. Was missing? Or even fall? Ck where Raynka knows. He should find it as soon as possible. Raynka believes that in the paper, all the questions he asked would be answered. And it also seems that this paper was written the day before his mother's departure.

"Jaudah I will look for. I'm gonna take a break. My head also why can suddenly dizzy gini huffh? I slept for a while, after waking up I just cooked," Raynka planned. Then he closed the dairy book and put it on the nightstand. When Raynka turned to the floor again he saw the white paper lying down. Really it......? Raynka quickly took it.

Seriate.......