
Finally, after going through the drama of teasing Fara in the morning which was quite entertaining, Kenan is now ready and neat with his tuxedo suit that makes the man look more handsome. As for Fara, ever since Kenan went back to the bathroom to put on clothes, the girl was pensive again to this day, even after Kenan came out of the bathroom.
Slowly Kenan swung his steps toward the wife on the sofa earlier. "If you want to cry, cry. It is not good to harbor sadness, but it is not good to drag on in sadness. I hope when I come back later, you are not sad anymore" he said as soon as he arrived at Fara's side. He thought that the wife was sad after witnessing the news of her ex-husband's marriage to another woman. But because of her presence, the girl was reluctant to vent her sadness. "Sorry, right now I can't lend you my shoulder to lean on" he continued, reaching into his suit pocket and taking out a handkerchief from there. Then the handkerchief he put on the table in front of Fara "In exchange, I will lend it." then Kenan passed out of the room without caring about Fara's reaction to all her speech and treatment just now.
So cool's. Yes, according to Fara her husband's actions are very cool. He can only be glued to watch Kenan pass until the figure of the man is lost in the doorway.
After that Fara again continued her daydream that had been dissolved by the actions of the husband. In fact Kenan's guess is not entirely wrong. He was indeed pensive to think about the news of Good and Sherina's wedding. But he was not sad, but curious about the chronology of the marriage.
All this time Fara did know that Sherina craved Good. As long as she and Bagus are in love, Sherina is not just one, two times trying to separate them. But often. However, during that time Bagus never showed interest in Sherina. And now what? Is that how quickly a good heart turns around? The feeling of the night before the wedding, the loving gaze of Good was still on Fara when they made a video call? So how could the next day Good even cancel their marriage and instead marry Sherina? What the hell is going on?
"Aarghhh..." Fara was frustrated thinking about it. He decided to push away his curiosity. It's better to take Kenan away, he thought.
Then Fara got up and was about to move on. But his intention was undone when his gaze accidentally fell on the handkerchief left by Kenan earlier. Suddenly a flash of dejavu flashed through his mind.
Fara quickly shook her head and smiled wryly "No way" she muttered softly. But unabashed, his hand unconsciously stretched out to grab the handkerchief. A little anxious, he spread out the handkerchief and wanted to check something there.
Degs...
And the result, how surprised Fara when he found a embroidery pattern that he was very familiar with. "That's impossible. I-this must have been just a coincidence." his voice trembled from the shock was quite heavy. His mind tried to deny, but his heart firmly justified his guess.
Flashback on!
The day after the death of her mother. In her room, Fara, who is 13 years old and just occupied the Junior High School (SMP), still has not stopped crying since yesterday.
Suddenly the door of the room opened, followed by the entry of two different male figures of the generation. Fara had a quick glance at the two figures, before re-burning her face into the blanket.
Both figures, one of them is Farzan, the father, and the other is known to Fara as Farzan's protege. The arrival of the father and his protege was none other than to check the situation of Fara.
"Hufh.." Farzan said, exhaling heavily "Son, please stop crying! Hold me there, I'm calm there. If you see you like this, you'll be very sad."
Although Fara ignored all Farzan's words, she kept following this one message. In addition to appreciating the efforts of the father who continued to try to calm him, he was also hungry. After Farzan and his protege left Fara, the girl got up and approached the food Farzan placed on the nightstand.
After eating, Fara was about to put the container of food that had been toileted back into its place. For a moment his movement stopped when his gaze fell on a handkerchief that had been located beside the food container, but was blocked by the container so that Fara did not see it.
Continuing her intention, Fara put the food container replaced by taking the handkerchief. Do not forget to drink a glass of water that is also there, before lying down again with the handkerchief.
Before using it to wipe away the tears that had soaked her cheeks, Fara first noticed the handkerchief's motive. With just a glance, Fara was able to tell that the handkerchief was made of low-quality materials that were often sold on the market.
Fara also frowned. He thought, this handkerchief must not be from the father. If it was from the father, surely the quality would be better. So, he guessed that the handkerchief was from Farzan's protege. Initially Fara who was once a materialistic spirit, was about to throw the handkerchief. But it was undone when a slightly evil nosy idea flashed through his mind. Instead of using it to wipe away tears, Fara instead used it to wipe away snot. Evil indeed. But how else, such was the nature of Fara was once due to mismanagement with people with materialistic spirit and do not appreciate the gift of others if it is not something worthy according to them. But even so, Fara who actually has a good heart, instead of directly throw the handkerchief into the trash, but put it back on the nightstand. After that, he went back to immersing himself in the blanket and fell asleep to dreamland.
The next day, Farzan and his protege came back to Fara in her room almost at the same time as the day before. They left Fara with almost the same circumstances, leaving behind food and a handkerchief. And Fara still responded to their relics with the same response, as yesterday.
The next day was like that too. Until the fifth day, Fara's response to the legacy of Farzan and his protege was slightly different. Fara no longer uses the handkerchief of the father's protege as a snot swab. This time he used it better as he should. There he also realized that from the five handkerchiefs Farzan students given to him had something identical. Not in terms of motifs or colors, but a pattern of embroidery initials 'NK' contained in one corner of each handkerchief.
On the sixth day, Farzan and his protege came back to Fara. This time he no longer immersed himself in the blankets as he welcomed their arrival. And this time too, Fara was finally able to see the appearance of Farzan's protege more clearly. So good-looking. Both words confirmed Fara's assessment of the man's likeness. From here the beginning of Fara's interest in the man, as well as the first time he felt attracted to a man.
Day seven. As before, Farzan and his protege came back to Fara. But this time, his protege did not participate with Farzan leaving Fara. So Fara and the man stayed, just the two of them in the room.
Silent...
For a long time both of them were silent in an awkward atmosphere according to Fara, before the man suddenly thrust a box of medium-sized market-branded tissue that he had been holding since. "This." he said flatly.
Subconsciously Fara reached out and received the tissue box without saying a word.
"Use it to wipe all your tears so your father doesn't see you shed a tear. It's sad, but don't show it to your dad. Because you are not the only one saddened by the passing of your mother, your father did too. So, if your father sees you grieving, then he'll be even sadder." The man continued before walking out in Farzan's footsteps, leaving Fara behind.
Flashback off!