Sensational Substitute Husband

Farah's Dilemma

"What's up, baby? Brother noticed you've been quiet a lot since noon, hmm?" kenan asked Fara who was lying down using his thigh as a pillow.

Currently Kenan and Fara are relaxing their style in the apartment lounge after dinner some time ago. Precisely since their return from lunch at the restaurant this afternoon, Fara was very much silent as Kenan said.

Kenan can actually guess why that is so. What else if Not Fara who returned to the guilt of Bagus due to an unexpected meeting this afternoon.

At first Kenan tried to understand and chose to be silent to let Fara lament her silence. But after coming this far, he finally caught his guard down and also felt somewhat uncomfortable looking at Fara who was like that. Even though he knew Fara loved him, he still could not deny the fear that sometimes came to him. Frightened to think that Fara would abandon herself and return to Good.

It's not that Kenan doubted Fara's loyalty. But, given how sincerely Nice with all the love and attention it had for Fara, who could guarantee Fara would not falter by her. Especially with the personality of Fara who is very unbearable and even tend to be willing to sacrifice his happiness for the happiness of others. It could be that Fara will choose to return to Bagus and sacrifice her happiness with Kenan. As Fara did back then, accepting as her lover was only on the basis of appreciation for Bagus unyielding persistence in pursuing her. Truly, thinking that rightly made Kenan feel quite anxious, restless and afraid simultaneously, mixing into a raging one in his heart.

"Ugh..." Fara was stunned speechless for a moment "Ga-no kok, sister. Fara was ordinary, Kak Ken doang's feelings."

'Huf.'s...' Kenan mend*sah in heart. He was a little disappointed to find Fara tickling and lying to him. Then his attention that had been fixed on the television screen was diverted to Fara. Covered both sides of Fara's cheeks with both hands to bring their gazes together with Fara who was still lying down using her thigh as a pillow. "Look into my eyes and tell me the truth!" kenan's word was full of emphasis but soft later.

"Ugh.." once again Fara was stunned speechless this time in quite a long time. Bite her lower lip hard - hard to try to open her lips that arrived - suddenly felt heavy to say. He knew that if this was the case, he would not be able to lie to Kenan again. "Fa-Fara again same thought Kak Bagus. Fara felt guilty about her." she said while trying to shift her face, not daring to meet Kenan. But can't because Kenan keeps cupping his cheeks. Instead, he simply squinted his eyes avoiding meeting Kenan's eyes.

"Then, what are you going to do with it?" ask Kenan calmly.

Sontak Fara again straightened her eyes to Kenan's face. He was slightly surprised by Kenan's calm reaction. At first he thought Kenan would be angry at him. "A-Sister Ken's not angry?" instead of answering, he asked back to make sure.

"Not yet, but not yet. It depends on your answer to this question, brother." Kenan smiled faintly.

Fara grimaced, it seemed like she was too quick to feel relieved. "Fa-Fara should answer how to not get angry?" he was afraid - afraid to try to negotiate.

"Darling, we're no longer negotiating. Hehe..." Kenan chuckled softly a little comforted by Fara's response. "So don't want you to answer honestly" he added.

"Ta-but Fara is afraid that Ken's sister is angry." said Fara with her bully.

I swear by anything, it was very curious Kenan stuffed Fara's lips with his lips this very second, so anxious. But as hard as he could withhold that desire so that their conversation is not interrupted and missed. He was really determined to finish the maslah they were discussing this to completion.

"Darling, Brother please don't lure Brother. Brother really wants to hear your answer about this one. Please!" Kenan.

"Huh?" for a moment Fara was dumbstruck, really did not understand the purpose of Kenan's words. What does Kenan mean by fishing? And what was fished? The feeling he did not do anything related to fishing rods. He really did not understand, especially with Kenan's compassionate attitude.

Fara immediately dismissed the useless thought despite being quite curious about the answer, but there was no time for it. His focus should now be on thinking about the answer to Kenan's question asking, what would he do with his guilt towards Bagus.

To be honest until this moment Fara is still a dilemma, has not found any answers. Error, not yet, but he really did not want to realize the answer he found. How not? The answer he found was more or less the same as what Kenan feared.

Yes, Fara had thought of sacrificing her happiness with Kenan. But unlike Kenan thought, he would not return to Good. He will only part with Kenan, without any intention of returning or changing hearts to anyone. He thought by doing that it would be fair to him and Good who in the end were the same - just as losing their love.

"Fa-Fara doesn't know what Fara must do Kak." replied Fara then while again squinting her eyes avoiding Kenan's eyes.

"Darling, didn't you just tell me to look Big Brother in the eye?" kenan's sweat is gentle yet full of emphasis.

Fara again bit her lower lip harder than the first. This time his lips felt even heavier to speak when his eyes met Kenan's eyes.

"Say me, darling! There is no need to be afraid of the anger of my brother. Brother will try to control himself." persuaded Kenan who knew Fara was having trouble speaking.

However, instead of being relaxed, Fara even grew afraid to tell the truth.

"Ok, ok, I promise you won't be angry whatever your answer." error Kenan then, try to reconcile.

"Truly a promise?" ask Fara to make sure.

"Huf..." Kenan breathed a heavy "Yes, I promise you." he replied seriously.

Fara was silent for a moment looking at the depth of the net Kenan looking for earnestness there. "Ba-well, Fara will be honest. Huuufffhhh.." The deep breath is drawn - deep and exhaled slowly, then continue "As it really is..."

Fara also expressed the thought of parting with Kenan who had been in his mind. He tried to explain in words that he thought were understandable and not misunderstood by Kenan.

"But, in the end Fara doesn't seem to be able to do that. Fara was very afraid to part with Ken." at the end of her speech, Fara closed her eyes tightly - tightly, afraid to see Kenan's expression. While continuing to close your eyes, please - please be anxious waiting for Kenan's reaction and response.

Silent...

But after some time passed, Fara has not received any reaction or response from Kenan. There is only silence. Both himself and Kenan were equally speechless.

Doubtfully mixed with fear, Fara tried to open her eyes again with all courage to find a flat expression on Kenan's face which was a distance very close to his own face. From the net spotlight Kenan, he also found nothing, no emotion implied there. One thing he knew for sure was that Kenan was doing his best to temper his anger. It was very clearly implied from the way Kenan held his breath.

Finding that, Fara also held her breath. As much as possible he tried not to make any movement. It was as if even with a breath that hit Kenan's face could make her husband lose control in controlling his anger.

Tik tok tik...

More and more time passed in a very tense silence and silence for Fara. Until finally, perhaps having managed to control his emotions completely, Kenan began to react by closing his eyes for a moment while exhaling a soft breath that felt peaceful to hit Fara's face, to make him lulled to close his eyes.

"Ehem..." But Fara's peace was immediately lost when he heard Deheman Kenan "You think Big Brother will let you leave Brother hmm?" said her husband while grinning meaningfully.