
"Do you still love your ex-boyfriend and ex-husband, Bagus Sanjaya?"
"Huh? Ma-meaning?"
"Have you ever thought of going back to her?"
"Tu-wait, wait, Fara really don't__"
"Sister please, Faranisha Gayatri, Brother just wants you to answer Brother's question!" Kenan spoke with a slight jerk, cutting off Fara's speech. He just wanted Fara to answer his question, but Fara asked back.
"Ugh..." Fara was slightly stunned by Kenan's jolt. For a moment he was silent, not knowing what to say. "What is it you always think of Fara, whenever Fara daydreams?" guess it then, which was only allowed with a nod by Kenan.
"Why can you think like that?"
"Huf..." Kenan breathed a sigh of rage. It was very desirable that he jerked Fara once more. Fortunately, now he was calm enough, so it did not release like just now. Yes, he was just released because Fara always interjected before he finished his question. Worse yet, Fara even asked back to make him careless and in the end his release jerked. "Can you just answer Brother's question without asking back? Brother please, Nis, Brother just needs answers!" wheezing door.
"Huf..." Fara breathed a heavy breath. It was not that he did not want to immediately answer Kenan's question, he just wanted to know in advance what alsan Kenan was asking so. In addition, actually he was also confused how to explain, as clearly as possible so that Kenan understood and believed the answer.
To be honest, after learning that Kenan was the figure of the man who became her first love, Fara no longer thought about her relationship with Bagus. In fact he almost forgot that in his love story there was once a Good name in it, if not reminded as Kenan does today. Instead - instead of thinking about her love story that ran aground with Good, he was actually more preoccupied with thinking about how to respond to his first love that had never been conveyed and it turns out that the feeling of love is still springing in his heart until now. He even concluded that it was the main reason, why even after 3 years of love, he could never open his heart to Good. It turned out that his love for the first love was greater than he thought, perhaps even filling every inch of his heart space.
And the problem is now, how does Fara explain that to Kenan? Should he explain honestly to Kenan? No, for now he's not ready to reveal that. In addition to being embarrassed, he is also afraid of getting rejection from Kenan, even though he knows that Kenan still does not love him.
"Misha!"
Fara's reverie is blown away by Kenan's heavy voice mentioning his name. It seems Kenan has lost enough patience to wait for Fara who never spoke also answered his question, and instead kept quiet daydreaming.
"Ma-sorry, Brother. Fara unintentionally daydreams." Fara's great-grandson felt a little guilty.
"Hm." Kenan was only cold with his heavy voice.
Apparently, Kenan again - again thought that Fara was daydreaming about her relationship with Bagus. 'Where is? Uh, there's a ding, but a little doang kok, hehe...' Fara was whiny in heart feeling silly with her own inner monologue.
"Ehem... Ehem..." Fara coughed to wake herself up to get back on the right path. It could - usually when her husband, Kenan is in serious over mode, he even grinned unclear in the heart. The wicked wife. "Did Ken believe that Fara said that Fara never loved Good?" tanyanya.
"meaning?" the two eyebrows of Kenan are interlocked, completely do not understand the purpose and purpose of Fara's words.
"Yes, as Fara said, Fara never loved Good at all. 3 years ago, Fara said, Fara accepts the love statement of Bagus simply for appreciating his tireless efforts and giving up on getting Fara's love. Of course when Fara accepted it, Fara was also determined to try her best to reciprocate her feelings. However, it seems that Fara was wrong, even after 3 years of dating, Fara could not also love Good. So, let alone the thought of going back to her, Fara even almost forgot that we once had such a relationship. Does Brother Ken believe in Fara's confession?" long times wide times high Fara explained and ended by asking Kenan's opinion again.
For a moment Kenan was silent, it took quite a long time for him who was very minimal experience about romance to be able to digest Fara's explanation well. Honestly speaking, he had doubts to believe after understanding the essence of Fara's explanation. Indeed, he was not experienced in romance, but still he asked questions. Is it true that even after 3 years of love, Fara still cannot open her heart to Good? Regardless of the reason Fara initially received Good only because it was limited to appreciation. From Fara's explanation, he also discovered that Bagus loved Fara very much. Clearly during their love affair, Bagus devoted a great deal of attention and affection to Fara. Is it true, even with that not also able to move Fara's heart?
"How do you, Brother, do you believe?" ask Fara again after all the time has passed and Kenan is still silent.
Instead of answering, Kenan deepened his gaze into Fara's net "can you explain the details of how you feel about Good!"
Fara, who knew Kenan was trying to find honesty through the look in his eyes, without hesitation explained "To be honest, so far Fara has only felt comfortable with him. Like a sense of comfort in a friend as well as a brother, no more than that. As for the sadness that Fara felt when Bagus cancelled our marriage, it was just the sadness of feeling betrayed and being played with."
Once again Kenan did not find the slightest lie in the net highlight Fara as long as explained. Ingested deep breaths and exhaled slowly and heavily, as heavy as his decision "Huffhh... All right, Brother believe. But,, why?"
"Why, you mean?" Fara is not connected.
"Why is it that even after 3 years of your relationship, you still can't also love Good? You really don't understand, can you explain why?"
Fara suddenly speechless for a moment. Finally, what he wanted from the beginning before starting to answer Kenan's question, happened as well. He was unable to explain that to Kenan. She bit her lower lip hard enough "May Fara not answer this question? It's about Fara's personal problems." he said.
Reply to Kenan who is suddenly speechless. In his mind there is a fierce war between pros and cons. On the one hand, he is a principled person who strongly opposes imposing his will on others, especially regarding their privacy. But on the other hand, he is also a person who is very obsessed if curious or curious about something. Now what should he do? Fight for his obsession or defend his principles? If he fought for his obsession, then not only would Fara lose, he would also lower himself as a man of opinion. But if he maintains his principles and succumbs to his obsession, then it is certain that he will not be able to sleep soundly from tonight due to half-dead curiosity.
Silent...
While Kenan is preoccupied with his inner war in a stalemate, Fara hopes - please anxiously wait for Kenan's answer. Be silent - at home in uncertain circumstances.
Czech....
Suddenly the door of the room opened followed by the entry of a nurse who was about to check the state of Fara.
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Meanwhile...
At the same time, in a private room at hotel restaurant X1, one of the 5-star in the capital, the, gabela was sitting opposite each other at the dining table with a man whose appearance was very closed, starting from the sweater whose hat is used to cover almost the entire head and leaving only his face and a mask that is enough to cover from under the chin to the base of his nose.
"So, can you please explain what you mean by asking me to meet, Doctor Gabela?" ask the man who seems to know the identity of Gabela well enough.
"Hm... Apparently you are a person who does not like to speak stale, Mr. Good Sanjaya. Good, as your name suggests, I'm also actually a person who doesn't like to talk stale."
Yeah, that guy was good.