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"What is this mas?" I asked Gerry who was still busy doing his job.
He saw what I was showing and was surprised by "Mas can be clear" he said as he walked up to me.
I, who was still shocked by what I found tonight, was only able to give up as he embraced me and invited me to sit on the sofa.
I looked at his face that looked worried "Why is there a picture of me when I was fat?"
"Mas is sorry.." He said softly "You don't misunderstand ya.." he added again.
I shook my head slowly "Depending on how you explain later.."
"Darling in the first place..." He said as he tried to grab my hand but I patted.
I see the look on his face looks disappointed "Did you pretend you didn't know the same thing happened to me? And I foolishly thought.."
"It's not like that, baby...." Sela.
"So you know Kirana's been having an affair with Reyhan's mom?" Nanar.
"Yes.. Excuse me. I want to be honest, but I haven't found the right time yet. I'm afraid you'll misunderstand me, like now" he said.
"Whoever is in my position will misunderstand me.. So you approached me because I'm Reyhan's ex-wife? Your wife's affair?" I press my painful chest. I wept.
"It's not like that.." He said while trying to hug me but again I clapped his open hand.
"You want revenge?" Ask again.
"Or do you just feel sorry for me?" Imbuhku again.
Defense's collapsed. The crying that I had been damping so as not to make a sound now makes me as much uncontrollable. I covered my face with both hands and cried loudly.
Why does it feel like this pain in my chest? Seeing him just shut up doesn't answer me. He just patted me on the shoulder slowly. Tranquilized me.
"Will explain later if your mind is calm.. Explain it now you will still think negatively about it.." Said slowly.
"But what you need to know, Mas does not play games in loving you. I love you with all my heart." he added.
I opened my arms and looked at her "Can I trust you?"
He nodded confidently "Don't doubt the love of mas, because not even once did you doubt your love for mas"
On the stroke of tears that flowed on my face with both hands "And to see you so cry like this makes mas more sure that you really love mas.."
And the days after, her attitude was very sweet and gentle. He never hurt me or disappointed me. He never asked me anything when I cried when I had a nightmare that night.
The showdown with Raditya that made me a little surprised to see the soft side that turned out to be so hard. The meeting with Jonathan in Bandung and the fact that I still crave it.
Until he who persistently went to my hometown to pursue me and left his work that must have been piled up in his office to meet me.
And it turns out from the beginning he knew all about me.
"Take me home.." I said after my cry subsided a little.
"alright.. Let's go home" he said and went to clean his desk.
"We go back to the apartment" he said.
"Go back to the contract" I answered.
"Apartment" Refuse not to lose.
"I'm taking a taxi home" I also don't want to lose.
He exhaled his coarse breath "Alright.." Pause.
After a long, silent journey, we finally arrived at my small rented house but it always kept me comfortable.
When I opened the door he just walked in and put all the files and his laptop on the table. Then go to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee.
"You ain't home?" many wonder.
"Later, want to overtime first here" he said casually while opening his laptop and returning to his job.
"Whatever, I want to sleep first" I said and passed leaving him in the living room.
I grabbed a towel hanging behind the door and went to the bathroom. I see him being serious about his work. He was so calm, not bothered by our quarrel.
Right, this is the first time I've fought with him. Or not fighting, but I sulked. There was also a misunderstanding between us. I don't know.. But we've never been like this before.
It was past midnight but I couldn't close my eyes either. I was tired, tired of my thoughts. I closed my eyes as he entered my bedroom and lay down beside me. Hugged me.
The breath in my face made me sleepless. I turned my back to back him.
"You haven't slept?" He hugged his embrace at me.
"Will tell me everything from the beginning. Listen carefully and do not misunderstand me or doubt your love for you.." He said while kissing my head.
And she told me everything from the beginning, from her marriage to Kirana to Kirana's affair and ending with how she met me and fell in love with me.
I honestly believe him. Believe how he loves me in such a way that I am nothing compared to the other women around him.
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