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I found an empty house again. He's not coming home tonight. It's past midnight. Of course he's not going home. Again.
What was I expecting? even if he came home, his heart would not go home. I don't know where he left it. I envy whoever that woman is. A woman who can get his attention.
Back when I was in 2nd grade High School, Papi introduced me to his co-workers. That's when I saw him. Her warm smile and her beautiful hazel eyes made me not want to look at her. The son of Papi's co-worker, Gerry Sbastian Soewirdjo.
I am the only successor of the Widjaya family. Everything I want, papi won't refuse. Papi will give me whatever I want. Including the match with Gerry.
One day, I don't know what makes me so unhappy, seeing Gerry laughing with another woman. And at that time, I insisted on asking Papi to marry me to Gerry. I had not graduated High School at the time.
And lucky for me, the Soewirdjo family warmly welcomed this matchmaking. The road to be with him is getting easier. I'm gonna marry her.
But when she found out that we were in a match, her warm smile slowly faded. His attention I often don't even get. It was as if he was in his own world. Where there is no me there.
I began to act, I courted every man who approached me to get his attention. We were engaged. But he remained silent. Is there not a single speck of love in his heart for me?
"I'm sorry, I've been looking at you like my sister. I'm not used to it" he said one time.
I smiled miris. Tragically, my first love story was clapping one hand. I won't let anyone else have it. He's just mine.
I thought by cheating she would start to notice me. He will begin to realize his feelings for me and fear losing me. But truth?
I know I'm wrong, but I need attention, too. And at that time, a man named Reyhan Syarif was present in my life. My subordinate whom I knew very well he was interested in me. But I liked the attention I never got from Gerry who was still my fiancee.
But where-where men are indeed ********. When she was transferred to a branch in another city, she cheated on her and impregnated her affair. They're married. But our relationship continues. I forgave him because I liked the attention I never got from Gerry, who was also my husband.
"Why are you also making it difficult for me not to divorce with me Na?" Ask at that time.
I didn't know she was dating a woman. Even the reason why he rarely came home lately was because of the woman.
Destiny is funny sometimes. Or, does the woman want revenge because her husband cheated on me until they divorced?
I know I was also wrong because I always reasoned to be out of town when I was having fun with my affair. But if he paid more attention to me, I wouldn't be like this. I just want a little attention from him, am I wrong?
"You're only mine, I won't love anyone else" I replied by letting out an entire flood of emotions that had been held in my chest.
Why am I not the one he fought for this? why another woman? My heart hurts so much. She never even slept with me, but she could sleep with that bitch?
What can he compare with me? I am many times better than him. More beautiful than him. Richer than him.
"What do you want from me Na? so you can let me go" he bargained in frustration.
I am also no less frustrated. I pushed his chest until he fell back on the bed "Cleep with me, and I'll think about it again"
I slowly unbuttoned his shirt but his hand held me "Sorry Na..."
I've even humbled myself to begin with, but she still can't. He just left our room. And of course for the sake of meeting that bitch.
"******** you Gerr......!!!" I cried out in frustration as soon as he passed the door.
I swear, I won't let another woman have you. You're just mine. I'll stop at all costs to block your intention of leaving me.
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