Seductress

Insomniacs

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Reyhan's words are still ringing in my ears. Even I couldn't sleep until this late. Or is it morning?

I turned back to look at the wall clock I had originally ridden. It seems to be morning. Precisely at 2 am.

And still, Reyhan's words were still clearly ringing in my ear. Spin around repeatedly like I don't want to get out of my mind.

I don't know Gerry yet. Not even his family I know. All I know is he's an only child. The rest I really don't know anything about him.

But my heart has always assured me that Gerry truly loves me. Not to play me. But honestly there is still a doubt. But I always brush it off. Because I feel differently. Very different than any man I have ever been with.

But what's enough? just with Gerry's love for me? her family? What if they can't accept me? Moreover, Gerry and Kirana used to be in a match. Surely the Gerry family wants a perfect figure like Kirana to accompany him. While me?

I who was so sure now began to doubt again with our relationship.

There is no other way. I have to go back to Jakarta. In order to make all my doubts about our relationship go away. And if Gerry really meant it to me, I'd go with him to fight.

Scroll again the wall clock in my room. It's almost morning. Sayup-sayup I heard the dawn of dawn reverberating new I can sleep. I am tired of my own thoughts.

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"You really want to go back to the capital again Mel?" mother asked me while we were having lunch together.

"Yes buk..." I answered who had just put food in my mouth.

"Say you don't want to come back?" Ask mom again.

"It just so happens that in the bargain temen buk, make sure the store he just opened. The salary is good and the work is relaxed" Kilahku looking for the right reason.

"As far as you are concerned, Ibuk can only pray" said the mother kalem.

"Later I will be able to go home more often kok buk. ga like the work fitting in the company yesterday. Waiting for a long holiday can only go home" I said while wiping Aslan's mouth with soy sauce.

Then the ringing sound of my phone echoed filled our dining room that fused with the kitchen. I picked up my phone after leaving Aslan who was learning to eat by himself without having to be bribed and went to the room to receive a phone call that had rang since.

"*You from yesterday why didn't you reply to the message, my dear?"

"Sorry to you"

"Why aren't you?"

"A little dizzy from yesterday, but now it's light"

"Now is it good? It's medicine, right?"

"Yes, it's a mas.."

"Mas kangen with you. When did you come here?"

"Not knowing me.."

"Yes. kangen"

"What's wrong with Mel? you're not as usual. Tell me the same thing, what's bothering you"

"Ga there's a mas"

"Do you have to follow me now? let me tell you what's going on?"

"There really isn't anything.."

"Even from the tone of your speech mas can ngrasain there are different Mel*.."

A single tear fell through my cheek. I can't control it. As well as my feelings, it was hard for me to endure. And it feels so stifling.

Reyhan's words kept filling my mind over and over. Make a little distance between me and Gerry. And he realized it..

"You're like avoiding mas again.."

I pressed my tight chest because it held back the crying that did not subside.

"*You crying?"

"Mas won't mean you to the same story about what's bothering you. But please Mel, open up a little bit. Share the same with me. Don't you sniff yourself. No matter how small the problem is, you always want to take part in solving it. Is the demand too much? or, you still doubt Mas?"

"Well, I never doubted you. Just sometimes, I don't want to trouble you. Your job alone is enough to make you dizzy. I don't want to add to it anymore"

"Mas is even more dizzy if you have rich thoughts. It's like a man you can't count on"

"You're not like that, ma'am.."

"Please promise me the same, baby. From now on you will be more open as you are"

"I'm usually open with you, too, if we're alone*"

I was joking to melt the tense atmosphere earlier.

"*That's not what maxut, you don't get teased... "

"Tomorrow afternoon I depart from here mas.."

"Where?"

"Then you, kangen"

"Huh*?"

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