SECOND BRIDE
Episode 5's
Husband ? Wedding ? not like this ! I hate him so much !
In the middle of the night, Shinta wakes up and goes to get a glass of drinking water for herself. When he came out of the room he found Andre sleeping on the sofa. He tried not to care and passed to the kitchen to sip a glass of water but he could not lie to himself, in his mind continued to be filled with Andre.
Why ! The man continued to haunt me. As hard as I denied his existence, as strong as that I kept thinking about him.
Shinta took a blanket and a pillow from her father's room, to wear to Andre who was asleep on the sofa with his elbow used as a cushion. He slowly raised Andre's head to insert his pillow there, trying to make it comfortable after that Shinta put a blanket on her husband's body. The aroma of Andre, the aroma that will continue to be remembered in memory even though Shinta does not really want to remember it. That face, that peaceful face if only Andre was his one surely he would feel very happy. But no, he had to give up that feeling and return to the fact that he was just a foster child who would be released when the time came.
“Good sleep, Pak” whispered by continuing to look at that beautiful face.
After that, Shinta immediately moved because she did not want to be caught looking at him and returned to her room. Shinta accidentally wakes up early to avoid Andre, he plans to make breakfast and go to campus early, he just didn't want Andre to offer him a ride because he was sure all eyes would be on him and caused vague rumors. Andre could already have thought it would happen, but he allowed Shinta to do the thing that made him comfortable. He knew for sure that the girl must not have been comfortable with this very sudden marriage. Let alone, the 20-year-old girl who was forced to marry because of her father's will before dying, for Andre also this marriage relationship is still very awkward and he still has to try to get closer to his second wife, he said, in addition, he also had to find the right way and time to tell and explain about his second marriage which was carried out in such a hurry like this to Hana, this was the real problem.
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“aaa.. Finally UAS is done as well. Later at 8 o'clock in station” Ve sighed, because during the week UAS is usually the most stressful week for students.
I just answered with a smile. I've packed all my things in a small suitcase that I'm going to carry later, actually I don't really want to go but it's true I need a little fresh air.
My phone rang, he called me this time what he was worried about. Yeah, that guy just thinks of me as his little girl, this marriage is just a will to him that means nothing else, so what else do I think about all this time, love ? He just loves his family, not me. I had no intention of taking the call at all, I would have stayed away slowly because I did not want to be complacent with the attention he gave, better to prevent than to be hurt.
Still at four in the afternoon, I still have about four hours left before departure time. I took advantage of my free time by lying down for a while, breaking down my rigid bodies for the past few days because of my busy learning to prepare UAS yesterday. Hah. I sighed, the phone realistically kept ringing probably already over ten missed calls there. Does that man have no job ? why he wanted so much to know how I was doing every minute, it was so exhausting. While thinking that, I did not feel my drowsiness coming and I fell asleep.
“Shin ! Shinta ?” call someone who enters the house without permission, it is certain that it is Andre because only he has the double key of this house.
I woke up as he kept calling my name, my eyes were immediately fixed on him who was already sitting in my study chair facing me, his gaze like it was about to pounce on me. Is he angry right now ? just because I didn't answer that phone, did I ? whether he should be that careful, after all he did not really care about me what he did now was just a role he played as a substitute father only. Can she just walk out of my presence, I'm really sick of her, I'm serious.
“Shinta, please listen to me for a moment” he said.
I started to sit on my body and got out of bed to tidy up my tangled clothes and hair. Slathering my lips with a thin redden, my ears continued to reject her voice now.
“I don't understand why you're acting like this, I'm your husband so listen to me. Shinta!” it looks like he is really angry right now.
“I'll be gone at seven in the evening, and will be home next week. During the holidays you can be with your family, I will continue my vacation to Labuan Bajo. I don't need your concern at all, excuse me I have to go now.” I picked up my suitcase and walked towards the door.
But Andre suddenly held my hand, he actually held it very tightly.
“I really don't understand why you behave like this ? last night we were still fine, but why are you impressed now to want to avoid me.”
“I really have to go now, otherwise I will be late”
“If I forbid you to go as your husband, would you stay ?” tannya
“Why should I stay ? After all, you will go home to your family. Sir, I really have to go now.”
“Why should it be now ? Why not earlier ?”
“Because I was looking for the right time”
“And that time was the time I was on vacation with my friends ? Mr. really... You think with all that caring I feel happy ? thank you ? and happy ?, that's a big mistake, my assessment now on father is that father doesn't really care about me. You just couldn't refuse my father's request at that time. Now, it looks like I have to go. Happy holidays with your family, don't care about me anymore and we can live each other now, I can live alone without your pity, divorce me and my father can live as before with your little family. Goodbye!”
I immediately grabbed my suitcase and got out of the room to order an online motorcycle taxi, but Andre immediately grabbed my hand and pulled it towards his car.
“Don't act like you're a good husband, I'm really fed up. In my father's eyes only a foster child is not a wife.”
“Come in while I'm still being nice to you” Andre firmly opens the door for me with trying emotions in his damping.
Of course I didn't accept it right away, and I wanted to order an online motorcycle. But Andre grabbed my phone and slammed it to the ground to the point that my phone was smashed to pieces and once again ordered me to get into his car. To be honest I was very surprised by Andre's anger, and immediately got into the car. Andre stuck my suitcase into his car and ran the car with a very tangled face.
“Where will you stay ?” andre asked with a focused look at the streets.
I just kept quiet
“If you keep quiet, I'll call your friends now and ask you everything.”
“Hotel Fermata”
“For in Labuan Bajo?”
“Not yet know”
“I will send you a new phone and leave it to the employees at the hotel there, promise to contact me at any time”
I just kept quiet
“Shinta!”
“Do I need to promise ? I'm not a kid anymore! Don't treat me like a child, even my Father has never treated me like this!”
“Don't equate me with Father! I am your husband”
“Suami... Whatever you say, I don't care. Take care of your son and wife. It was enough for me to be the third person from my father's household. I hope you divorce me soon, I can take care of myself until graduation even without your help!.. Thanks for the ride, please stop at the ojek base, I better take the ojek only because it looks like I will be late.”
Andre didn't heed my words and increased the speed of his car to get to the station immediately. After arriving, I immediately got out of the car, picked up my suitcase and just passed by without saying goodbye to him. Don't look behind Shinta! You have to be strong enough to leave him, that's enough to make him end this relationship. This useless and futile relationship.
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough to be your husband.
