
A very long night for Hana, Shinta and Andre. It's time for them to take a break, forget about the problems that happened today. Those who have been destroyed try to rearrange themselves to be able to rise up from the slump. Especially Hana, for the last month she lived like an undead. Saka he entrusted to the younger brother of Andre because he thought Saka should not see the terrible side of him.
Several times he tried to finish himself but always failed because his sister who accompanied him a month ago always prevented him. Hana felt that psychiatry alone was not enough for her now, no one could heal her great wounds.
“Hana! You want to live like this continue ?” Hana's older sister, Ratih had either spoken the sentence a hundred times but never responded by Hana.
Hana just shut herself in her room and cried all day. If not crying, he just stared at the window while holding his stomach. The food that Ratih delivered almost never eaten so Hana had to be infused for not eating for days. Her condition worsened as Hana continued to try to cut her pulse several times a week. Ratih assessed, the most appropriate medicine at this time was only Saka.
Hana must be made aware by the presence of Saka, no matter what the results will be but there is no more medicine that he thinks about besides Saka. Ratih tells Andre's younger brother Ovi to drive Saka home. Perhaps with the presence of Saka, Hana could get a little better and turn her attention to Saka completely.
“MAMA!” Call Saka
There was no answer from Hana, she just kept looking at the window and her stomach.
“MAMA!” Saka continues to call Hana Mama but Hana does not mengubrisnya.
Ratih and Ovi keep an eye on the two of them, they both really hope this way can work to make Hana better.
Because Hana did not stop hating him Saka began to cry and scream, banging Hana to immediately pay attention to him. It had been a long time for Saka not to see Hana, of course it made Saka feel longing to be noticed by Hana so he whined loudly to make Hana pay attention to him.
For a four-year-old, that's the only way he can think of it. Hana begins to display her reaction, she starts to get annoyed with Saka's whining and accidentally pushes her away. Getting such treatment Saka increasingly whined loudly because he was very surprised at the reaction from Hana. Hearing Saka's very loud whimper, Hana just regained her senses and immediately hugged Saka.
“Saka!... Sakkaa!.” Hana was crying while hugging Saka.
“Mamaaaaaa!!” Saka whines even more when he gets a warm hug from his mother.
Although he does not understand what is happening in his family, Saka knows he misses his mother's warm embrace.
Hana looked at Saka.
“Sorry Mom, Son..” Hana sobbed again by continuing to look at Saka, stroking her son's hair and hugging him again.
Ratih and Ovi are very grateful to see Saka can make Hana better. At least his attention becomes distracted because Saka always wants to stick to Hana.
“Teh.. Vi... sorryin Hana.” Hana cries again considering that Ratih and Ovi are going through a difficult time because of her.
Ratih and Ovi nodded and joined in tears as Hana happily walked out of her room.
“Hana feels guilty with Saka, Saka so also affected by the problems of her parents.” Hana looked at Saka who was playing with her cars.
“You deserve to be sad, Han! You can cry as much as you want. But inget, you are not alone. You still have us, and especially you still have Saka who still really needs you.” Obviously Ratih to strengthen Hana even more.
Hana nodded.
Ratih actually wants to ask about Andre, but not for now. Hana has just started her life again, she doesn't want to ruin Hana with her stupid questions. Hana currently looks ordinary, but she knows very well inside her is still very fragile. He looks strong only for his son, Saka.
...***...
Sender: Hannah
I want to meet Shinta
Andre was very surprised when he saw that message from Hana. After a month, Hana finally contacted him again. When receiving the message, Andre immediately contacted Hana to confirm the news first.
“Hana..”
“Today I will meet with Shinta.”
“Let me drive you”
“No, I can do it myself.”
“Hana.. let me drive you.”
Without answering again, Hana immediately turned off the phone. Andre knew, Hana was holding back her tears right now just like her. He misses Hana and Saka a lot but at the same time he misses Shinta too. For a month she kept herself from contacting Shinta because she no longer wanted to hurt Hana.
...***...
After meeting Shinta and knowing that she was two-bodied, she somehow became very calm. Hana feels that the child conceived by Shinta is a substitute for her child that she did not manage to save. He was very calm because Andre did not really feel lost and that also made his decision even stronger to leave Andre.
She knew her husband very well, her gaze which she used to look at him was now filled with other women. For what he forced to stay in a space that was already nowhere to go for him, it only made him tired. Early in the morning Hana had checked out from the hotel and returned to Bandung by plane. He plans to arrange a divorce with Andre as soon as possible and after that there is a plan that he has prepared for himself and Saka.
...***...
Morning at Shinta Villa in Bogor. In the morning Shinta was greeted with breakfast prepared by Andre to his room.
“Eat first yuk, abis it we check the womb to the doctor.” Take Andre.
Shinta nodded and tried to get up, her body feeling very tired after a very long night. Andre tries to help Shinta to get up, Shinta is a little surprised by Andre's touch but can't resist as well. Andre sat at the end of Shinta's bed and placed his breakfast on a small table placed in front of Shinta.
“You want me a bribe ?” ask Andre.
Shinta just shook her head.
When Shinta was about to put the first mouthful into her mouth, she suddenly felt very nauseous and immediately ran to the bathroom. He just realized, for a month his body feels very strange and not feeling well only in the morning because there is another life that lives in his body without him knowing. After her nausea was gone, Shinta sat on the bathroom floor, stroking her stomach to feel once again her little angel.
“Sorry mom for knowing you too late, nak” muttered Shinta and returned to tears.
Andre, who was waiting for Shinta outside the bathroom, felt very uneasy because Shinta's voice was no longer heard, but Shinta never came out of there.
“Shinta!” Call Andre from outside the bathroom
“Shinta ? Is it okay ? I can enter ?” ask Andre.
Shinta immediately got up from her seat very carefully and exited the room. It can't go down anymore, it's enough that it worries everyone. Since there was someone he had to protect, he had to become stronger than before.
“Shinta is okay, Mas.” Shinta reassured Andre.
“Truly ?”
Shinta just nodded.
“Shinta if early in the morning no appetite, eat it later in the afternoon yes ?”
“Kalo so, drink only milk aja aja. At least you should fill your stomach.”
Shinta nodded and drank it straight away.
“Udah yes, Mas. If Shinta forces Shinta to be afraid to come out again”
Andre nodded and stroked Shinta's head.
“Mba How about, Mas ?” ask Shinta
“Hana let Mas take care of..”.
“Shinta is big, Mom! Shinta deserves to know, Shinta also wants to help. Anyway this happened because of Shinta, so Shinta also had to be involved.”
“Yes, from our doctor to his hotel Hana.”
Shinta nodded.