SECOND BRIDE

Episode 10: Fear of Being Greedy

“Thanks Akang-Teteh for stopping by Bandung. Sometimes if you want to stop by the door of the house is always open for Akang-Teteh.” Hana released Seven groups of volunteers including Shinta who will soon return to Jakarta.

“Teh Shintaaaa.... Shinta tea ikuuuuttt..” Rengek Saka who was held by Andre because he continued to wriggle asking Shinta not to leave.

“Ssshhh. Shintanya tea will play again here, definitely.” Whisper Andre to his son while looking at Shinta, he can indeed make sure Shinta will come back to his house either with a calm atmosphere like this or with another atmosphere.

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“Crazy anyway, I did not think I could meet the lecturer in Bandung. Especially the lecturer Mr. Andre. A very fortuitous coincidence.” Bella is still very amazed by destiny.’

“Iya really, really, I did not expect to meet the young lecturer. You don't know from when I was curious about the same wife who had the heart to snatch Mr. Andre from me and it turns out that it fits anyway, Miss Hana is rich in angels her son is also very funny. I'm the same Shinta because he deket very same Saka, already pantes so stepmother lo Shin!” Ve explained at length, but was not listened to by Shinta so Ve hit his friend slowly who was sitting next to him.

Shinta asks angrily why Ve would beat her like that and break her daydream. His head was already very sick from thinking about his marriage, a marriage like not marriage. Indeed Andre admitted himself to be Shinta's husband, but Shinta did not feel that. Andre only fulfills his responsibility to keep his promise to his father whereas his heart and mind are not for him. Shinta knows very well because of this marriage Andre suffered a lot, including against him. Shinta is just afraid of feelings that should not arise, will appear over time, because after having feelings it will be very difficult to let go. Releasing him when going to Bandung, releasing him to meet other women who have the same rights to him, releasing him when later he felt Shinta did not need the man anymore. Thinking about it was already very heavy for Shinta.

After nearly three hours of travel they all arrived at the campus at around seven p.m. Andi, Marni and Bela had already dropped off near the boarding house where they lived before arriving at the campus.

“You want to go home directly ?” Ask Ikmal.

“Hmm.. How did Ve ?” ask Mail.

“Cock to me ?” Ve squinted his eyes in wonder.

“Gue go home first yes, I have no energy to horrify your babbling again..” Shinta got out of the car.

“Shin...” has not yet Ikmal completed his point.

“Gue want to be alone first. Tomorrow I'm not allowed to join the group ya.” Shinta got out of the car immediately, while Ikmal just watched the girl get out without being able to prevent it. He is completely beguiled by Shinta's charm.

Ikmal once misjudged Shinta while Shinta was mourning.

At that moment Shinta looks like a woman who continues to be moody and weak. He was worried but not interested in her, he just did not want this woman to kill herself because of mourning. But after spending time in Yogyakarta with Shinta, everything was different. Shinta is a woman who is very attractive to him with her charms he manages to hypnotize Ikmal.

“Lo doing bengong! Chase dong! This is malem you have the heart of him coming home alone ? Why the hell, Mal! So bego.” Ve is very gregety looking at the very weak Ikmal and get away from the car.

“Lo also why diem anyway! Let's go home!” The Ve command on Mail just keeps looking at Ve.

“Ah guy on this campus no real yes!” ve complained and left the two men who were still silent, staring at each other.

“Lo won't drop ?” Ask Ikmal. “Shinta has already climbed grab, Tol*l!” Complain Ikmal.

“Ah... Yes..” is just that which Mail uttered and went following Ve.

“BEG*” umpat Ikmal for Mail and also himself.

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From: Andre

Already home ?

Still Angry ?

Why not reply ?

Missed calls 10x

I'll set a time to tell Hana. I'll tell Hana soon. Don't worry, and it's not your fault. There is nothing wrong with this marriage.

I don't want to worry tonight

Shinta just looked at the screen of her phone, she was very tired with her attention. Very tired of rejecting his attention, he did not want to let himself accept it all because he was very afraid he would ask for something more than his attention. Everything will be complicated, and he hates it.

“Assalamuaikum ? Assalamuaikum ? Shinta ?”

Shinta immediately got up from the sofa because last night she accidentally fell asleep there. It's still so early, who's going to visit so early ? thought.

“Pakkk..?” Shinta was very surprised, he did not expect Andre was already in front of his house.

She was not ready to meet him after yesterday, the guilt against Hana is still lodged in her even more so she is like taking away the happiness of Saka for marrying her father.

“Why can it be here ? Not the first day of college another month ?” Shinta was still very surprised, while Andre casually entered the house by placing a plastic bag on the dining table.

“Jawab first greetings I just asked all you want to know” said Andre by continuing his activities to remove food that is in the plastic bag he carries.

“PAK ANDRE!” Do not know why Shinta became very upset because he saw Andre's attitude like nothing happened yesterday.

“Breakfast used to be the same ketupat, I want to take a shower first” Andre passed to the bathroom, Shinta is still inexhaustible.

After 15 minutes Andre returned with a t-shirt and training pants, his hair was still wet and he rubbed on a towel placed on his head.

“Why not eat ?” asked Andre who saw Shinta sitting at the dining table.

Shinta just kept quiet, he demanded the answer that had been asked to Andre and surely Andre knew very well what to explain to him right now.

“OK..” Andre sat in front of Shinta ready to explain what Shinta wanted to hear.

“I have a seminar tomorrow so I'm here now, and I want to chat with you. As I thought we've never had such a deep conversation about this marriage. I'm sorry, because my mind is also messed up. But yesterday I thought about everything.”

“Thinking what ? What do you think of a marriage that already knows what it ends up like ? as I said yesterday it is better for my father to divorce me. With that our problem is finished.”

“No.. No...” Andre clasped Shinta's hand immediately pleading. “Shinta, I hope you also do not bring up the problem again.”

“Lantas what ? What will this marriage be like ? What does Mr Andre want with this wedding ?”

“I want to know you, I want to know my wife. We are too busy thinking about others without ever thinking about ourselves. That's why we're so fucked up, without you knowing it I also know your mind is very messed up with this marriage. Everything's gonna be okay, even with Hana. I'm very sure. In addition, I am not your lecturer now, how many times have I told you ?”

Shinta could not hold back her emotions anymore, all this time she was so hard rejecting this marriage, feeling alone facing this pseudo-relationship, she was very tired of facing Andre now. Andre kept trying to get close to him as he tried hard to stay away from this man. Why did this man continue to give attention that Shinta never replied to. All this time for Shinta it was very difficult to resist the attention of this man, but this man was very kind and patient to face him and face his family.

Shinta's cry broke out, letting out all her stifled emotions. He could no longer resist, he could no longer resist the attention of this man. He began to get addicted to the attention of this man who belonged to another man, making him greedy so that he wanted to have this man completely. He was tired of himself, very tired of suppressing himself to prevent his growing feelings.

“Shin.. Shinta ?” Andre immediately approached the crying Shinta. This man was confused, did anyone hurt him ?

“I want to own.” Shinta immediately got out of her chair and went to her room. Yet Andre no longer wanted to let this girl alone. His determination is strong to get to know the girl who is now legally his wife.

All the problems that this girl is experiencing now have become the problem, so she will not make Shinta sad anymore. He would do everything his wife wanted to comfort him.

“No...Tell me everything! I'll listen to everything, all your problems share with me.”

“Do not force me again! I can't be your wife.”

“What else is Shinta? At least you explain the reason to me.”

“I could have loved you! I could be greedy for you! I don't want that to happen! Please don't force me! I am so scared!”